Community service.(:

I woke up at the sound of Mimi IMing me so i got my ass up. I got there and waited for them to come. We basically hung out at the volunteer room and gossiped. We went out around lunchtime and there was a big crowd trying to get lunch. We quickly helped set up with that bitch, Sandra. Duude, i swear, shes such a bitch. And one of the boxes fell i guess and she was blaming us. Mimi was like "We weren't even there." and Cowboy yelled at her.-__- Cowboy is hella scary so she was smart to stay quiet. Well, we served everyone and they were really nice to me. They thanked me and asked me questions. It was pretty fun. Auxi and Mimi were complaining about them and said they were rude. I swear, they were so nice to me. So after, we were starving and the pizza wasn't there, so we grabbed the last two lunches and ate them even though they were so nasty. Haha. Uh we made fun of and talked to "6th grader". I said that i was a football player and when he asked what position i play, i said the one who.. throws the ball. LOL Fail.. But now hes the 6th grader cheerleader and I'm the college student football player. He calls me "Big Dick." LMFAO.

So we started roaming the halls and prank calling this guy. That was funny. We started walking more and helping people if they asked. Urm, we got bored and called JackyL to tell him to come. We were on break so we went to Bal Park cause that's where i thought he lived. But noo, he was at Bal Park STATION. So we went there and met up with him. Then we walked back to school and hung out. We worked, laughed, and had fun. I don't remember much after he came. Only work work work. We cleaned up after and i thought it was hell.D:

So Jacky kept complaining that he wanted to go home but i made him to stay longer. We left around 4:45-ish. We walked-more like followed- him home then went to Bal Park and acted like idiots.(: We did 'tricks' on the swings till we had to go. It turns out that these girls were going towards us. We talked about how she doesn't have a model's body and shit. Then Mimi's brother was there and she left. Bob drove me home and now I'm tired.

Oh, it turns out. Mimi's brother was stalking us. Yes, stalking us while we were at the park. I swear, that's so freaking scary. He probably thinks we're special ed now. LOL. He was making fun of this girl, saying "How is she a model?" and stuff. LOL. I cant believe how many people think shes ugly and don't like her. Okay I'm tired and want to sleep so... PEACE.

"My dear, there's no one quite like you. Every word i say, every breath that i take, i swear its the truth.:

Community service-ing. &the mayor.(:

Oh god.Where to start? Well, I woke up at 6:50 and got my ass up. I'm surprised i actually could wake up that early without alarm clock. I'm amazing.(: Haha.

I got there, called Mimi and asked her where she was. I decided to wait for her bus and wait till she comes. We were gossiping and talking about how people must've thought how retarded we were and there was no school today. LOL. Then Auxi came and we hung out for a few minutes talking and gossiping.  Me and Mimi walked around singing random songs and being hoes. Then we decided to go to Balboa park but when we get there, it was time to go back. LOL. So we go back and get to work and wait for Auxi to come. She came and Mimi threatened to pour water on PJ's head. He let her and she actually did. I was trying so hard not to laugh. Kay and then he left and shit happened that got us all down. But then the guests started coming so i knew i had to get out of that mood and quick. I closed my eyes, counted to three, and took in a deep breath. I smiled and laughed with the people. We were so enthusiastic. I was surprised cause a few minutes ago, we were all sad and depressed. Practicing helps. So we got hungry and i asked if we could eat. She said "I don't think we CAN eat." Then other volunteers asked her and then she said they could. So Mimi asked her and then she let us eat. Bitch... Anyway, we went in the volunteer room to eat. Then we wandered around. We ended up hanging out at my locker for like an hour. It was so fun. Prank calling people and shit. LOL. "Will you help me find my mommy?"

Oh and we saw the mayor. Everyone was freaking out while i didn't even know he existed. I pointed at him and was like "Who is he?" and he looked at me. LOL. Then we listened to the speech thing he made. We even got to meet him and talk to him. Urm what else. Oh i ran to him screaming, "Mr.Mayor Mr.Mayor! Whats your name?" LOL embarassing.

So then we got bored and went to Stonestown. We went to Hot Topic first then whored around at Sephora. URG it was raining and we didn't have an umbrella. FML. But when we got there it was fun. Put on nail polish.(: Then Bob picked us up and brought us home. Now here i am.(:

Song lyric for the day:
"When you look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me, everything's alright."

Today...

Today started out normal. School was normal. Well, at least the first half of it. Had to write a poem in Lam's class. People told me it was 'emo'. I don't give a fuck. Lunch was normal. Was with Mimi, we sat in the middle of the quad cause we're cool like that. And we made people do things with our imaginary powers. But they actually worked! I was pretty shocked. LOL. Health was normal. Time went by soo slowly, i just read the whole period. I sat in Mimi's seat in Mr.Ellet's to wait for her and she finally comes in what seemed like forever. Okay heres where it starts going bad. So in Physics, gossiped but my mind was somewhere else... i showed her my poem and she said it was deep.

Forgotten words and Empty promises
The lies they feed you drag you in,
like the waves taking in the sand
They make you believe all the lies
Get your hopes up just to have them die
But separate yourself from all the rest
And remember, the bad things only happen to the best.

Yep, that;s it. I struggled to finish cause i couldn't get into the 'depressed' mood. So i sat alone and finished the poem. Problem is, i couldn't seem to get out of the mood, I couldnt smile anymore. I didnt know what was happening. They wouldnt last for more than two seconds and i could feel how fake they looked. So i gave up on smiling, pretended to space out.  Tears actually filled my eyes, i had no idea what was wrong with me. All i knew was to keep it together. I wanted to get out of there.Was i having a breakdown? My smiles never fail me. The bell rung and i was outta there the fastest i could manage.

Afterschool, i was going to hang out with the Asians but i really couldn't do it. So i left and walked home alone. Just thinking, i almost cried but i told myself to hold it together. The whole way home, i just told myself that if i cry, I'm basically worthless. I cant even hold back tears. I cried a little when i got home. Ate, talked to people. Yeah, now I'm tired.
Bye.(:

"I saw you with him today. The boy who took my place."

Okayy. So where to start. Okay, so this morning, i slept till 7:10-ish. FML. I swear. I practically RAN into the shower. Man, i have to sleep earlier. ANYWAY, i got to school and the usual happened. Had Geo, Leslie made me this 'pedo' mustache and glasses.LOL. I said,"Hi" to Mr.Ellet with it on and he was like "...Hello..." HAHAHA. That was funny. So PE was normal.Except for the fact Mr.Gray's class had to run with us.(:

Lunch started out normal. Then P.J came and stole Auxi from us. So me and Mimi were hanging out and gossiping. We sat in the middle of the quad and started talking. We went back so she can call her mom.Blah blah blah. I found some condoms on the floor. So me being me, i took one and started playing with it. Mimi took the other and it wasnt lubricated. LOL. So she ripped it open and it broke. We started walking back to the middle of the quad, condom in hand. Mimi putted ( YES PUTTED) the condom on her hand and i started touching it. she said it felt weird so i put it on my hand and started touching Jammy and them with it. Jammy asked me to sit down with him and he started jacking me off. LOL we were having fun till i heard Mimi calling me right after i sat down. I was about to be like "WHAT hoe?" but i saw Auxi in Mimi's arms. I ditched Jammy and them and ran to Auxi. Um i forgot what happened after that. Everything happened so fast. The next thing i knew i was running after Mimi, who was going to bitch at Mark, Auxis ex. EX, so why does he need to even TALK to her.-__-

Urm, in physics, nothing except me trying to speak spanish and failing. What a fail Mexican i am.

Ok, afterschool. Me and Mimi walked with AJ to Bal Park. He kept bothering us but it was hella funny. At Bal Park, theyy were playing some water fight shit and im just like...no. So me and the hoe sit on the swings and talk about going on rollercoasters with a mad face.LOLOL. Thats gonna be on my 'List of things i do before i die" Haha. Um THE BOOB wasnt there. I was kinda disappointed but whatever. Me and Mimi decided to go to my place. We saw Auxi before we got on the bus. She scared the SHIT outta me. I thought some pedo was grabbing me.LOL. Um my house was pretty funn. Watched SpongeBob. LOL.Listened to some SCREAMO. Haha made noodles for the hoe. ASIAN STYLE BREH. I played some Ukulele for her and sang with my retarded voice. I forgot the lyrics and the chords.FAIL. OH YEA. Made fun of "The Climb"- Miley Cyrus.LOL.
-sigh- I forgot what happened so imma shut up now.

OHHH. LOLOLOL. When we walked past Denman. This one guy was like "I lost my number, can i have yours?" Im like "Tss." or some sound like that.LOL and they were all like "Ooh rejected." Haha and then he started saying we (me and Mimi) are racist cause he was black. DUDE im black too breh. And then he was like "Do you have a mirror in your pants cause can see myself in them" (or something like that). Haha. That was hilarious.
 Bye.(: