Agh.

I don't know what to think. He's telling me so much shit. But i did say i wouldn't let anyone change how i thought of you. But i can't help but to think twice about everything.D:

Keeping my guard up. Don't need to get hurt again.:/

My lovely conversation with Jason.(:

LOOL at my conversation with Jaason.xD I haven't talked to him in foreverr. We caught up on life and shit. He be with a new girl now. LOL. Well, hopefully. Then he gossiped about this one guy. Eh. I don't know what to do with that information. He's a close friend, but would he care.-__- It made me think a little bit though.:/

Anyway, we talked about the girl that he liked. And her bitchy friends. LOL. Best of luck to you and your girl.(: Cuute what they did. Really cute.:D

Yeaup, oh and we talked about his crazy exgirlfriend. She scares me. Makes me more aware of the people i go out with. LOL. It was hella funny how he was describing how hurt she is. I asked him if he was more ugly than Michelle. And he said she was a million times worse than Michelle. Oh dayum. She must be uuugly. It made me laugh hella hard though cause he went out with her and now he's saying how hurt she is.xD She looks fine to me. Pretty cute, actually. But he says she looks REALLY bad in real life so I'll take his word on it.xD

Then gossiped about Potato head. LMFAO. I never knew he was such a jerk. But then again, i never talked to him before. He just seems.. nice? I dunno. Whatever. Then about how the other guy. No names.(: Hella blaah.

Then he called someone a whore. Hella surprised me, duude. Cause he 'loved' her. He said she was different. Holy shit. But yea, i get how he feels.:/ I don't like relationships at this time. No one can commit.-__- I feel you on the 'flirts' even though we're kinda hypocrites on that part. LOL.

That was our one hour and 3 minute conversation at 1am. I swear, who else would be this awesome to talk to you this late. Haha. I know, I'm amazing. Haha. Just kidding, but I'm here for you whenever you wanna talk. But you're kinda abusing 'whenever'. Wouldn't hurt to call a little earlier. But whatever. My head hurts like a bitch now. LMFAO, we have the longest conversations ever, i swear.xD

Goodnight, World. It always feels good to help a friend out.(:

"How long will i be waiting to be with you again. Gonna tell you that i love you, in the best way that i can."

My dream &the weather hates me.

My dream was..interesting yesterday. Haha. So I'll tell what i remember.

Um, it was at school. Last day of school. I think, last day of school till either spring break or summer. But afterschool, me and Mimi were in the quad. I think there were other people there too but i don't remember. They weren't with us. Then SOMEONE came, I'm not going to name names. He hugged me and we all hung out. It was interesting. More so than i could explain. Eh, then this one girl (i forgot who) stole my knife.-__- LOLOL. Don't ask. Then as i got my bigger knife and started chasing her to Mr.Pepper's class with it. LMFAO. Then these seniors or juniors went up to me.

One guy asked me "So, what mountain are you riding?" and I'm like "..Uhm.." So the other guy was like "He means, who's your boyfriend." So I'm like "Oh, I'm single.(:" So this senior guy, whom i've never seen before in my life started asking me to be his girlfriend. Eh.. Then Mr.Pepper was all like "Jessica, class is starting." so i didn't have to reject that senior guy. Creepy, cause i never seen him in my life.D: Okay, then..i don't remember. But it was a good dream. I stabbed the hoe who refused to gimme my knife with bigger knife. She cried, i laughed. LOL. Good dream.

So today, me and Mimi planned to go to Balboa Park to hangout and practice her dance. When i got on the bus, it was still good weather. On the bus, it started raining a bit. And when i got out of the bus, it was full out HAILING.-__- That is so nice. God hates me. So we decided to go to Mimi's house.

We had to stand next to hak gwuais while waiting for the bus. They smelled like shit. LOL, but don't they always.xD Yeap, we got to Mimi's house and we... what did we do? Sigh, i think we just whored with music.. I don't know. Then we ate, OH, we made fun of the song Perfect Two. Well, not make fun, but try to sing it. But you know us. LOL. Then we made fun of other stuff. Um, we ate more. Listened to songs. Yep, what more? Eh, don't remember. But then i had to go so yea.

On the bus home, this one lady sitting in front of me kept looking me up and down. She was like an old lady so i didn't say anything. Haha, she quickly looked away when i glared at her. Then she switched seats to get away from me. Then when i got off the bus, this chinese lady mumbled "Scared the shit out of me." I just started laughing. Am i that unaproachable?xD I find it hilarious. I'm not thaat bad. If you can keep eye contact for more than two seconds, i smile at you. Nice to know my glare scares people off though.(:

Thats pretty much it. Bye.(:

"How long will i be waiting to be with you again? I'm gonna tell you that i love you, in the best way that i can."

Bands?

I remember i wanted to write something here... Eh, if i remember, i'll come back later. But i need new bands. Urg. I'm up for suggestions. Preferably rock, acoustic, screamo. And rock/pop is acceptable too. Basically, I'm up for anything except black music. Eh, i should probably specify that. No hiphop, r&b, and especially no rap.-__-

Thankyou.

I miss you so much, it hurts.

I haven't felt this way in so long. Sigh.. You're taking over my mind and all my thoughts.

Finished Ramirez Dance &bloopers.(:

So today, me, Mimi, and Leslie planned to meet at Balboa Park to do our dance. But then Mimi canceled last minute on us and went to sleep.-__- Eh, anyway, i went and met up with Leslie. Oh wait, and on the bus i saw Jared and Nathan!! They're so big now. And i haven't seen them in a year. They didn't reconize me.): But i think its my fault too cause i didn't say hi. Too shy? Eh. But their poor mother looked so tired. Jared looked kinda depressed. And Nathan is still Nathan. Still doesn't know how to talk yet. Agh Cuties. They looked at me one or two times but i was just another stranger to them. I remember the days when they would ask "When is Jessica coming over??" then they would tackle me with hugs when i was over to play with them. I totally and completely forgot about those two.D: Made me think of the old days. Sigh..

But anyway, i got off and met Leslie near the swimming pool. We made up our dance moves. Pretty retarded, if you ask me. LMFAO. We did like 5 takes. It's really short so we decided to do bloopers. We only had one, when there was a fly thing and we ran away screaming. LOL. So i decided to fall down the hill.xD Leslie- "Don't hurt yourself." LOL as if.xD Then i tried to climb a small tree, but it broke... Leslie didn't even tape it. LOL. So sad. So i climbed another tree, but it was so scary.LOL. Then we did more random shit. I fell more. God, i love falling. LOL, I'm not crazy.D: Then we did more stupid things. We even stalked this one guy, who hid behind a tree. LOL. How funny. Then he started walking towards us so we grabbed our stuff and ran away shouting weird, random things.

During the takes, imy head hurted and i felt as if i was going to throw up. Agh.-__- I feel hella sick. But i kept going, and everything was fine..

The camera ran outta memory. It didn't get me screaming "Merry Christmas" as i was running away. LMFAO. When we were looking over the videos, a bunch of dogs came outta nowhere and attacked me. Fuck, i screamed. That scareed the SHIT outta me cause i didn't expect that, at all. LOL. They were cute though. The owner apologized.xD

Then me and Leslie went to find more places we can film. But it was filled with little kids. So we couldn't really. We decided to go to the bathroom and this special ed girl followed us. She hella scares me, cause she was kinda following us. And she needs to wear a bra, because seeing her didn't help with my sickness. Leslie gave me two of the fans to give to Mimi for her dance. I don't know how she's gonna get it but whatever. Needa give it back to Leslie the Monday after Spring Break.

Then we went our own ways. I blasted my iPod and just got lost in my thoughts. If anyone tried to talk to me, I'm sorry. Agh, i couldn't hear anything.D: But probably no one did. I sat on the side of the road waiting for the bus. Couldn't stand. I felt like i was going to throw up. I should've eaten before i went.-__- Went on the 29, then the 14. I saw this one guy get off the bus with a blue flowerly dress. But he did not look feminine at all. He had a mustache/beard, short whie hair. Then BAM, a short dress and sandles with knee high socks. I don't judge. Bless him, and let him not reciecve such hate and judgement that this cruel world brings.

Now I'm home. Mhmm.

"You talk like you're famous, you're shameless."

Today &boobs(:

So today, i took a shower, talked to Mimi, then waited for her at the gas station. There were people working there even though Esmerelda told us there was no community service.D: Yea, then Mimi's brother drove us to the Metreon. Mimi wanted to watch How to Train a Dragon in 3D so whatever. My sister wanted to watch Diary of a Wimpy Kid but we had to leave. But we did watch the end of that, and the end of Hot Tub Time Machine. LOL. Pretty funny. I thought the guy in front of us was a hot teenage boy. Turns out he was an old man. Gee. Wow... That's disgusting.-__- Never checking out a guy in the dark ever again.

Yea, so before the movie started, we went into this book store thingy and started reading sex books. Like "Porn for Pregnant Women." LMFAO. Pretty interesting, i guess.

After the movie, her brother drove us home. Funny how she never knows where my house is even though she goes there like every other week. LOL.

Yea, that was short... Lets just see the funny stuff me and Wilson talk about shall we? Today's topic is BOOOBS.(:

LOL
aiyapokaye 5:56 pm
(5:56:49 PM): she eats like a blcak person
(5:56:54 PM): get hot cheetos and dip it in cream cheese
jessicaling0 5:56 pm
(5:56:57 PM): ew
(5:57:00 PM): they do thaat?
aiyapokaye 5:57 pm
(5:57:03 PM): YEA
(5:57:03 PM): L;OL
(5:57:09 PM): did you have
jessicaling0 5:57 pm
(5:57:11 PM): LMFAO
(5:57:11 PM): wtf
aiyapokaye 5:57 pm
(5:57:12 PM): pretzal poppers in middle school?
jessicaling0 5:57 pm
(5:57:19 PM): i think so
(5:57:20 PM): yea
aiyapokaye 5:57 pm
(5:57:31 PM): LOL
(5:57:38 PM): this black girl would always
(5:57:39 PM): buy the pretzal poppers
(5:57:40 PM): 75c
(5:57:44 PM): but also buy cream cheese
(5:57:45 PM): which is
(5:57:46 PM): 50c
(5:57:48 PM): and she would dip
(5:57:49 PM): the pretzal popper
(5:57:52 PM): in the cream cheese
jessicaling0 5:59 pm
(5:59:22 PM): LMFAOOO
(5:59:27 PM): black people are so
(5:59:29 PM): ...black
aiyapokaye 5:59 pm
(5:59:32 PM): LOL
(5:59:39 PM): do you like that
(5:59:41 PM): -blocked out name- person? (it would be pretty obvious who it is if you're in our 6th period though)
jessicaling0 5:59 pm
(5:59:43 PM): ew
aiyapokaye 5:59 pm
(5:59:44 PM): in 6th
jessicaling0 5:59 pm
(5:59:44 PM): no
aiyapokaye 5:59 pm
(5:59:45 PM): period
(5:59:46 PM): u can see her
(5:59:47 PM): cleavage
(5:59:48 PM): LMFAO!!
jessicaling0 5:59 pm
(5:59:51 PM): LMFAOO
(5:59:52 PM): yeaa
aiyapokaye 5:59 pm
(5:59:52 PM): it's nasty
(5:59:54 PM): like hell
jessicaling0 5:59 pm
(5:59:54 PM): you can
aiyapokaye 5:59 pm
(5:59:54 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 5:59 pm
(5:59:57 PM): its hella nasty
aiyapokaye 5:59 pm
(5:59:57 PM): DUDE
(5:59:58 PM): they were
(5:59:59 PM): sitting down
(6:00:02 PM): and me and brendan
jessicaling0 6:00 pm
(6:00:03 PM): i was gonna ask you about it
aiyapokaye 6:00 pm
(6:00:03 PM): was doing the poser
(6:00:05 PM): and was standing
(6:00:06 PM): LOL
(6:00:08 PM): u can see like
(6:00:09 PM): the
(6:00:09 PM): lines
(6:00:10 PM): LOL!
jessicaling0 6:00 pm
(6:00:12 PM): LMFAO
aiyapokaye 6:00 pm
(6:00:13 PM): ) (
(6:00:1 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 6:00 pm
(6:00:14 PM): like the middle
aiyapokaye 6:00 pm
(6:00:15 PM): Y ?
(6:00:16 PM): LOL
(6:00:16 PM): YEA@!!
jessicaling0 6:00 pm
(6:00:19 PM): how theres space
aiyapokaye 6:00 pm
(6:00:19 PM): the "Y"
jessicaling0 6:00 pm
(6:00:19 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 6:00 pm
(6:00:21 PM): LOL~
jessicaling0 6:00 pm
(6:00:25 PM): its not together tho
(6:00:26 PM): its like
(6:00:28 PM): spaced out
(6:00:33 PM): i thought you guys would like it
(6:00:35 PM): or something
(6:00:35 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 6:00 pm
(6:00:43 PM): NO
(6:00:44 PM): LOL
(6:00:51 PM): I would rather have it flat
(6:00:51 PM): then like that..
jessicaling0 6:01 pm
(6:01:31 PM): LMFAO
(6:01:36 PM): REALLY?
aiyapokaye 6:01 pm
(6:01:54 PM): seriously
(6:02:02 PM): flat is okay though like~ yer kno
(6:02:05 PM): boob size doesn't really matter
(6:02:07 PM): i mean BREAST
(6:02:07 PM): size
(6:02:08 PM): mm
(6:02:09 PM): i'm good
jessicaling0 6:02 pm
(6:02:15 PM): LMFAO
(6:02:22 PM): you dont want it like
(6:02:26 PM): so big and saggy?
(6:02:29 PM): like hers
(6:02:29 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 6:02 pm
(6:02:54 PM): NO..
(6:02:54 PM): O-O
(6:03:03 PM): what if you have sex
(6:03:05 PM): you'll be sucked in
jessicaling0 6:03 pm
(6:03:09 PM): LMFAO
aiyapokaye 6:03 pm
(6:03:12 PM): like
(6:03:16 PM): LOL
(6:03:18 PM): u'll be like
(6:03:23 PM): how come there's more then 2 boobs here
(6:03:24 PM): ^.~
jessicaling0 6:03 pm
(6:03:36 PM): LMFAOO
(6:03:44 PM): her-oh HELL no
(6:03:46 PM): f3
aiyapokaye 6:03 pm
(6:03:48 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 6:04 pm
(6:04:11 PM): and she wears clothes that like
(6:04:13 PM): show it ALL
(6:04:18 PM): like she thinks its hot
(6:04:20 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 6:04 pm
(6:04:50 PM): YEAH
(6:04:55 PM): LOL
(6:04:55 PM): LMFAO I RMEMBER
(6:04:57 PM): she took something from brendan or something
(6:05:00 PM): and she accidently let go of it
(6:05:03 PM): and it almost fell in
(6:05:06 PM): the middle of her..
(6:05:06 PM): LOL
(6:05:08 PM): RACK
(6:05:13 PM): but she caught it just in time
(6:05:14 PM): lmfao
jessicaling0 6:05 pm
(6:05:28 PM): :0
(6:05:31 PM): REALLY?
(6:05:33 PM): LMFAOOO
aiyapokaye 6:05 pm
(6:05:39 PM): yea LOL
jessicaling0 6:05 pm
(6:05:40 PM): you be hella staring at her
(6:05:41 PM): xD
aiyapokaye 6:06 pm
(6:06:26 PM): NO!
(6:06:28 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 6:07 pm
(6:07:49 PM): LOL
(6:07:54 PM): what did brendan do?
(6:08:09 PM): LOL what if she borrowed your pencil and it fell down there
(6:08:13 PM): and she had to dig for it
(6:08:14 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 6:08 pm
(6:08:26 PM): LMFAO
(6:08:27 PM): THAT WOULD BE
(6:08:28 PM): HECKA FUNNY
(6:08:31 PM): i would be disturbed
(6:08:31 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 6:09 pm
(6:09:04 PM): LMFAOO
aiyapokaye 6:10 pm
(6:10:23 PM): ew
(6:10:23 PM): i can imagine her boobs flying out
jessicaling0 6:10 pm
(6:10:23 PM): "Sorry, i seem to have lost your pencil."
(6:10:24 PM): you-"...thats ok.Keep it."
aiyapokaye 6:10 pm
(6:10:58 PM): LOL
(6:11:09 PM): If you ever find my pencil in that dark hole of yours
(6:11:11 PM): you can keep it
jessicaling0 6:11 pm
(6:11:18 PM): LMFAOO
aiyapokaye 6:11 pm
(6:11:23 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 6:11 pm
(6:11:30 PM): that would be hella funny
(6:11:36 PM): if your pencil flew down there
(6:11:44 PM): like you know how sometimes
(6:11:53 PM): your pencil flies outta your hand
(6:11:59 PM): and it goes inside her boobs
aiyapokaye 6:12 pm
(6:12:04 PM): LOL
(6:12:05 PM): EW
jessicaling0 6:12 pm
(6:12:05 PM): i would laugh my ass of
(6:12:09 PM): from the other side of the room
(6:12:11 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 6:12 pm
(6:12:39 PM): LOLL
(6:12:59 PM): LOL
(6:12:59 PM): i would be racist
(6:12:59 PM): be like
(6:13:00 PM): YOUR GONNA GET CHOCOLATE MILK ALL OVER MY PENCIL
(6:13:00 PM): OMFG
(6:13:00 PM): no j/k
(6:13:01 PM): J/K
(6:13:01 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 6:14 pm
(6:14:25 PM): LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
(6:14:31 PM): HAHHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(6:14:35 PM): LMFAO
aiyapokaye 6:14 pm
(6:14:39 PM): LOL
(6:14:44 PM): that's not racist
(6:14:47 PM): :|
jessicaling0 6:14 pm
(6:14:48 PM): youre hella funny
(6:14:55 PM): LOL
(6:14:55 PM): it is
(6:14:55 PM): its hella mean too
(6:15:06 PM): cause youre implying that shes so fat, she looks pregnant
(6:15:09 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 6:15 pm
(6:15:38 PM): WOW
(6:15:39 PM): LOL
(6:15:41 PM): she's not pregnant!
(6:15:41 PM): she's just big boned
(6:15:41 PM): LMFAO!
jessicaling0 6:15 pm
(6:15:45 PM): LOL
(6:15:52 PM): cause you only produce milk when you have a baby
(6:15:53 PM): xD
aiyapokaye 6:15 pm
(6:15:59 PM): REALLY?
(6:16:01 PM): WTF
(6:16:04 PM): liar
jessicaling0 6:18 pm
(6:18:01 PM): LOL
(6:18:05 PM): yea
(6:18:16 PM): you never knew that
(6:18:16 PM): youre hella retarded
(6:18:18 PM): if you suck on irenes boobs right now
(6:18:22 PM): no milk will come out
(6:18:26 PM): if she aint pregnant
aiyapokaye 6:18 pm
(6:18:30 PM): WOW
(6:18:31 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 6:18 pm
(6:18:33 PM): thats why its more bigger
(6:18:38 PM): cause its full of milk
(6:18:41 PM): for the baby
(6:18:42 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 6:19 pm
(6:19:36 PM): oo
(6:19:42 PM): that's cool
jessicaling0 6:19 pm
(6:19:59 PM): LOL
(6:20:00 PM): i guess
aiyapokaye 6:20 pm
(6:20:09 PM): how do u make
(6:20:10 PM): it
(6:20:12 PM): so its soymilk?
(6:20:14 PM): cuase like
(6:20:15 PM): i dont relaly like
(6:20:17 PM): regular milk
jessicaling0 6:20 pm
(6:20:30 PM): ...
(6:20:36 PM): i wouldnt know
(6:20:39 PM): how it tastes
(6:20:39 PM): LOL

LOL. Funny as hell. Entertain yourself.(:

"You make me happy, whether you know it or not."

You.(:

Deep talks with a certain someone at night made my whole weekend. You know who you are. It made me smile, it even made me cry several times. Just thinking about you crying or being sad and helpless, it brought tears to my eyes until you made me laugh. God, i love you so much. I'd hate to see you so broken. Keep strong. And know that whenever you want to just sulk about life, I'll be here. Always.
I love you the way you are. Don't ever change for anybody, because you're already perfect in my eyes. Your smile always brightens up my day because i know it triggers that beautiful sparkle in your eye. No matter how chinky it is, its beautiful.(:
I do believe that I'm infatuated with you, dear.

"You make me happy, whether you know it or not."

Ashley's rose &Mr.Marshall.-__-

Today, i walked to school with Mimi. We got there early so we went out again. We went to lockers then to class. You know the drill. English class, did the vocab squares. And finished the story. I did all the work so i went over to Brendan. We talked about our reports. He wrote hella little. LOL. Then Danillo came over and tried to make conversation with us. Arg, what is WITH him and his need to talk to me. But then again, he tries to talk to everyone so whatever.

Fourth period. It was interesting. I tried to convince Mimi into doing the tango with Hang. But she kept refusing.D: I mean, who wouldn't wanna do it with Hang. He's Hang. The king. Aha. So i walked with them at first then i started walking with Hang. Talking about dances and the tango. Sad, he doesn't have a partner. He thinks he has more pimps than me. PSH. No, sweetie.xD Then he went bipolar on me and was like "Ok, I'm done talking to you. I hate you. I'm going to go play basketball." LOL jerk.xD So i went back to Leslie, Mimi, and them. I had no idea what they were talking about. I just went along with it all. Apparently, we're going to Balboa park to practice on Sunday. Ehh..

Then Andy came over and we talked to that fool.(: He gave me a piggyback ride for half the track. LOL. His pants were falling down heeellla.xD He says i weigh 2 rice bags. LMFAO, how asian is he. "How much do you weigh?" "Three rice bags." LOL. One rice bag is 50 pounds, for you nonasians.xD Then that jerk hopped on me. I swear to god, he is soooo heavy. I couldn't even walk. I walked like what? Three steps. LOL. Yea, i think that was pretty much it.

Homeroom, i listened to Jammy's ipod with him.:D He has some really good songs and some really...black songs. LOL. Thaat boy.xD

Spanish, we learned how to order at a Mexican Resturant. LOL. All i remember is "Donde esta al bano?" Where is the bathroom? LOLOL. Kelly was saying Jessica in a weird way and i thought that she said "Yosicoo." LMFAO. I'm hella retarded.xD

Lunch, i tried to finish my Spanish.. Cary came over and we did a "Hot and Cold." dance. LOL. The part where it goes "Its black and its white." he pointed at a black guy then a white guy. LOL! They even went to request the song. Just so we could stand up and dance it. LMFAO. Aiy yah. Funny.

Health, we learned about stereotypes and drugs. He asked us to name some stereotypes. Like "Black people like fried chicken." LMFAO. It's true. Have you met a guy who didn't like fried chicken? Then Mr.Pepper was asking for us to put our head down and raise our hand if we did drugs. Seward was all like "I doo." like it was cool. Thats just gross.-__- Hella nasty. Don't gotta brag bout it either. Jeez. And i think i saw Jacky raise his hand too! Wow.. Too bad the black guy wasn't here. He would've added to the percentage who did drugs. LOL. And Patrick smokes weed too. And Joshua, from what Seward was saying. Gross.-__- But there were four people outta the 28 in our class that smokes weed. Wow.

I went to Ellet's during passing period and said hi to Ashley. She asked me if i got any roses so i told her no. Haha. She offered me one of hers but i didn't take it. Then Gilbert came and i said "HII" to him. I told Ashley to give the rose to Gilbert to give to me. LOL. So she did, and he did. My brother is such a cutie, i swear.(: So i took the rose, said thank you to Ashley and left. Thanks, Ashley, for the rose.(: Um, i hugged Christian and Kendall wanted a hug too so i hugged him. For the first time. LOL. Christian asked me if i would go out with Kendall so i told him "No, cause I'm a Mexican and he's Asian." LOL. So he was like, "What about Gilbert? He's Mexican." LOL. And im like "But he's my brotheer." LOL. What weirdos.xD

Sixth period, i dont really feel like writing about it. I finished my Spanish homework. I messed with Wilson. Brendan was poking me. LOL. I think Vicente's reaction is better than my reaction. Poke him! He like laughs/moans. I scream/whine. LOL. His>mine. I punched him in the balls cause he was trying to touch me inappropriately through my book. Then we talked about balls and if it would hurt more if they got punched while having a boner. Then we talked about fetishes. Vicente was showing texts sent by Maria that was 'sexy' or a 'turn on' idk. They didn't let me and Wilson see. Boo.):

After school, i told my mom to come get my ipod back from Mr.Marshall. Sigh, Ben Sherman and his mom was there too. He got his phone taken away for checking the time at Gym. Wow.. He made us read the rules and tested us on them.-__- He asked us where we bought the shit, who bought it for us. Shit like that. Then he told us to do two chores that we wouldn't normally do, five times a week. Blahblahblah. Stupid shit. Then i finally left. Xavier was there and turns out, he's in fencing. Huh..

Yeap. I will miss a few people during the break. You may or may not know who you are. Low Gong, i miss you already.): Ok bye.

"You make me happy, whether you know it or not."

Assemblyy.

Sorry i didn't blog yesterday. I didn't have much time. I woke up at 9 and had to do my Ramirez essay.-__- But the only interesting part about yesterday was the assembly. Mimi didn't sit next to me. I think there was no space. I don't remember. Whatever. So Jammy told me to sit next to him. So i did. And we had lovely conversations about.. man boobs and pecs. LOL. Apparently, man boobs are fat and saggy while pecs are square. Cause there were shirtless guys on stage. He was like "They're hella buff." but it was so nasty. I wanted to tell them to put a damn shirt on. Being too buff is just a turn off. A little is sexy but ew. Haha, ok.

Hmm, what else. That lovely pervert was cheating at 'our game' and took advantage of the fact that i couldn't get him when he was sitting down.xD Let him have his fun. But i will prevail.(:< I took his keys and put it around my neck. It was fun playing with them. LOL, I'm such a loser.xD Hmm, what else did we talk about. LOL. Uhmm, i don't remember but that cutie makes my day.(:

Oh yeaa. We also talked about how saggy TheSag's boobs were. Like they are hella low. I didn't know guys talk about her saggy boobs tooo.XD

"You make me happy, whether you know it or not."

Sai Hak Gwuai-__- &afterschool adventure.

Hmm, today i took the 88 so i was a bit early. And the 8x was a little late so i ended up waiting like 10 minutes for Mimi. Lol, then we went to class. Mr.Ellet, i have no idea what happened. LOL. Sigh..

Gym, we had a walk day. We talked about the rumor that said Mr.Binkley fucked a student. We even made a song about it. LOL. It was too..plain so we made it a screamo. Then it turned into a blackguy song. LMFAO. We sang it to random people like the whole P.E period. LOOL.
Here's the lyrics:

Undercover
Undercover
Undercover pedofile
He's an undercover pedofile
HE'S AN UNDERCOVER PEDOFILE
He be under them covers
He be opening them drawes
He be sniffing your underwear
He be wearing your bras
He be fucking your mom
He be licking your thong!
He's an undercover pedofile!!

LMFAO, good shit. Good shit. They wanted to sing it to him too. LOL.

Homeroom, we had a freshman meeting. Got to sit next to my lovely Low Gong.(:

Health, learned about drugs. I'm number 15 on the attendance list. Thanks, Sean, for making me read. LOOL.

Lunch, boring. Couldn't stand the music so went in corner to listen to my ipod and read. Then Mr.Marshall came and took it.-__- I'll try to get it back tomorrow, maybe not cause i think he said i had to have my parent get it. Wtf.. isn't first time, you get it? Sai Hak Gwuai.-__- I miss my baby already. Sigh.

Then i walked Mimi to Ellet. Talked quickly with the boyss inside there. Paulo poked me with his cut nails. OMG, note to self- LOOK AT PAULO'S NAILS.(: Then i tried to leave but Kendall was blocking the door. I'm like "Duude, i need to get to class." and he replied, "No, Mexicans don't go to class." LMFAOO.xD I love Ellet's 6th period. We should be louder, i swear.-__-

Sixth, we went around doing these mini lab things. Wilson stayed after to see what Gordon's last name was. Stalker much? LOL. I don't remember if i told him his soulmates underwear color today. But its white with pink rimming. If that WAS her underwear cause she pulled it all the way up to her stomach. LOL.

Afterschool, went with Leslie and this other girl, and Mimi to dollar store then to Walgreens. Then they left, then we left to go to safeway. Bought food, then found the place we were suppose to meet for the meeting. We were 45 minutes early so we just sat there and ate and read. LOL. Mimi couldn't stop eating. No self control.xD

Then finally, Emerelda and Eric came and we talked for about 50 minutes about expanding the place and our feedback. It was good. I might join the art thing for the photography. Mhmm, but i don't know cause its gonna be during the month of finals and the Star test. Eh, maybe. Hopefully.

After the meeting, we went to Goodwill to see all the shit that Elly does in there. We just walked around saying shit like "Thats soo Elly." LOL. Then we went to the back and the books were hella cheap and hella new too. They were like..one page bent? And $2 only. I spent all my money on food so i couldn't get anything. LOL.

Now I'm working on my Spanish project. Finally starting things. I really should start doing my homework cause like 4/5 days a week, i do nothing at home. I haven't done homework at home for so long. I don't even know where i do it... I just get it done last minute.D: Thats not good.

Alrighty see ya.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"Whoever i was then, i can't be ever again."

Poking Angus is fun.

Today, i went on the 88 and then waited for Mimi for about 5 minutes or so. JackyT was there pretending to go home. But he was like "Nevermind." and started attacking me with his skateboard cause he is my dog and i forgot to feed him. LOL. Then Mimi came and we walked to school. Blahblah.
First period. We did Peer Editing and yeaup. Not much in that class.

Second, blah. Drew on Patrick's notes. Poked Angus and laughed because he has the biggest reaction. LOL! Mr.Ellet goes, "Are you alright, Angus?" all concerned and everything. LMFAO, i swear, Mr.Ellet thinks he's special ed. Then that hoe stabbed me with his pencil. LOL. I still don't understand the shit, but i promise, i'll actually LISTEN tomorrow. Eh..what elsee.. Oh, it was hella funny because i was drawing Patrick and Uju, and Jason and Uju. LMFAO. I did Patrick+Uju with a heart. And same for Jason. And he ended up having to turn it in! LOOOL, me and Sophia were laughing so hard because Mr.Ellet was like "What is this..art?" LOOL!

Poking Angus is fun. His reaction is just priceless. Now i know why people poke me. But I'm sure it's not as funny when i scream. LOL.

Homeroom, i tried to do my essay and Jammy was CHEAATING. But wait, low gong, imma GET CHUU. LOL! Then i asked Mark about his weekend and he told me how he went to the skatepark on Saturday and saw Auxi on the bus. This random black girl went up to him and started bitching at him. Then she tried to kick him but she missed. LOL! Then on Sunday, he went to his friends house. Hmm.. I'm still winning. Loser.(:

Spanish was booring. Did this stupid activity... Kelly wasn't here.):

Lunch was normal. I used my essay as an excuse not to be social. Kelvin came. Touched Mimi, she got pissy and yelled at him. LOL, he should take a hint. Then these black guys were playfighting, they tripped over my foot and fell on Mimi. She was all like "WTF?-__-" But they didn't even listen. Useless to humanity, i swear.

Gym, we talked and braided Elly's hair to black girl hair. LOL.

Physics was a bore. Nothing special. Wilson, your soulmate's underwear is pink. Like a really faded pink. Just thought you should know. LOL.

Afterschool, walked with Wilson till he got into his mommy's car. Tried to push him in front of a bus but failed. LOL. I love you, Wilson.(: Then walked with Anna.. till she left then i stood there alone waiting for my mother.

Then i went to Walgreens with my sister cause i needed a notebook to write all my music in so theyre not all over the place.

Eh, i have so many things to do. So little time.-__-

Song Lyric of the Day:
"What makes you think i need you, or anybody else?"

Flower crown &STFU bitch.-__-

Rawr. So today, i went to school and in English. I didn't do homework.D: Sigh, then Geometry, Mr.Ellet lectured us because we were talking about 16 and Pregnant instead of working. LOL! Patrick started it. Geez. Ahah he had a mosquito bite so he went to the clinic and got free calamine lotion.xD

Homeroom, Andy stayed. He was pretty annoying if you ask me. "Jessicaaa." every 5 minutes.-__-

Spanish, we switched seats. Me and Kelly sit hella far now. LOL! Shouldve known she would hella separate us since we talk tooo much. Haha. We listened to a presentation fromt he law students talking about busses. Yeap..that it, i think.

Lunch, it was kind of annoying. First, there was the loudass music. The loudness wasn't what bothered me. It was the music they played. The stupid rap, ghetto, i don't even know how they got famous music. They sucked so badly. Then the fact that everyone started coming over. If one or two people come, a lot of people come. I guess people think they're welcome.Not to sound like a bitch, of course everyone is welcome. Just make sure its not on the days where i am sick to my stomach from listening to the stupid music. The stupid people telling us to go to the dance even though i told them no a hundred times. Just don't come and start trying to make a conversation with me. I'm not very nice in those situations. But Mimi was like so pissed. Lol it was soo funny. She was making it hella obvious that they should leave. Then she was like "These guys can't take a fucking HINT.-__-" LMAO. If it weren't for the stupid music, i would be laughing my ass off.

Gym was interesting. So the people who passed got to go outside. Me, Leslie, April, and the other girl whom i forgot the name of. I'm so sorry.D: We sat down on the grass making bracelets out of flowers. Well, Leslie and the girl did. I sat there and was kind of in my own little world. Then April was complaining how she was allergic. I really wanted to laugh at her but that would be really mean so i shutup. Then Coach howeveryouspellhisname told us to walk around the track. So we did, while making the flowerchain thingies. Leslie was so much faster than the other girl. Haha. It was amusing. Then she finished and put it on my head.(:

Then we got into a conversation about music. I brought up how i liked bands that not much people know about. Like Nickasaur and...who was the other band i mentioned? Shit. OH, i believe it was Audio Summer. She brought up Christofer Drew Ingle and i had to stop myself from squealing like a fangirl. Haha. We started talking about how amazing he is, how he smokes, how he's a vegan, how he got discovered. Then we got into a conversation about religion. I said i didn't like bands who were very religious. She said it made it kind of deep. I don't agree, but i respect her opinion. Ok, then we talked about how ghetto 'bands' suck. They don't even deserve to be called bands..-__- But yea, and April was a loner so she went to us and tried to join our conversation. Though, she had no idea who we were talking about. Cause one, she listens to K-pop(GAG, in my opinion) and second, we were talking about unfamous bands.

We were talking about how we didn't like Hollister and how Hot Topic used to be so cool until now it sells the stereotypical 'emo' stuff. Don't get me wrong, i love Hot Topic, but its becoming too..whats the word....stereotypical. I loved when they used to sell combat boots and stuff like that. Now its all pink nail polish and famous band shirts. What's with Justin Beiber being there. And Lady Gaga, forreal.-_-
So the April said something about "I hate emo kids. Why do they cut themselves? People have life way worse than theirs and they go around whining about everything." I just looked at her like...shocked. Did she really just say thaat? So Leslie tried explaining to her how they were posers. "You wouldn't even know who is emo and cuts themselves if they weren't showing it off." i rolled my eyes at her. She immediately accused "Are YOU emo?" when i asid that i hate peope who hate emos/scenes. I told her "Of course not." and explained to her why emo's cut themselves. She was just like "Thats stupid. Do YOU cut yourself? Are YOU emo?" Like that's information i would ever give to HER. Leslie and i argued with her back and forth until it just wasn't worth arguing over anymore. It just got so immature. I defend my point and she accused "EMO!!! EMO!!" -__- She's lucky i was mature enough to not slap her. She tried to start on goth's also but she didn't even know what (or who) they were.-__- Leslie explained to her, rather calmly, i must say.

So i changed the subject and started my rand on preps. See how she likes it. She says "You hate them for being happy and enjoying life instead of being depressed and sad over everything?" Really? Arg. I hate people like her. So ignorant and immature. Leslie said "I rather live in a world surrounded by emo people than be living with a world full of ghetto people." I totally agree. It is so dangerous, you can be alive one second, and shot the next. Apparently, April loves her life just the way it is. She started bring how emo people were bad for the economy. The ECONOMY? Are you fucking KIDDING me? You don't even know what the economy is, considering you said it like this. "Emo people are always quiet. They never talk. They never gossip. They're so bad for the economy." Big word, huh, darling?Stupidass. ANYWAY, that was my lovely gym period. I have newfound respect for Leslie and my annoyance for April only grows. I knew i wouldn't like her since the beginning. Whatever.

In Mr.Pepper, we had a test. Too easy, if you ask me. Sean did it hella slow though, i was hella making fun of him with him sitting behind me. LOL! Yea. Oh and Isaiah said i look like a Indian/Hippie/Asian. LOL. I don't know what that's suppose to mean but..it was funny. Cause i still had the flowers on my head.xD That's it.

OH. And who saw Christofer Drew on tv?? I am so excited for him. He's finally getting famous.(: His music video for "What is Love" was showing. I am so proud of him. Finally. He deserves this so much. Don't change, angel. Don't let fame suck you in and I'll support you always.

Today was a very..revealing day. Haha.

BYE.(:

Song Lyric of the Day:
"The whole truth and nothing but the truth. Stop me if you've heard this one before."

Today &my PMS is annoying.

I am so annoyed right now. Yelling at my mom and grandpa because they're making me take out the trash. Fuckers.-__-

Anyway, today, we did community service. More planting. Hella little people came. After that, we at and talked to..whats her name again? Emerelda. We talked to her about planning and how we're gonna be a part of everything. So basically, we moved up a level. Like a promotion, if you will.

After that, we went to my house to figure out how to get to Japan town. We took the buses, which were pretty smooth. My sister hella cheated and used her transfer the whole time. Which 'expired' 4 hours ago. But she still used it.LOL. There was nothing much to do in Japan town. It was pretty small.D: Got a DOMO shirt. I couldn't help myself. It was hotpink, and the world knows i cant resist anything that is hotpink.:D

Ok, then we went to DownTown and i finally went into Abercrombie&Fitch. Smelled like cologne which made me gag and clothes that remind me of hollister. No thanks. The workers aren't even that hot. LOL. Then we went to look at bras. Mhmm. Then we realized how late it was and went home.

I felt hella bad when i saw people on the streets. It was so sad. But i had no money. I feel like such a horrible person though.): I promise, i will give money to the next hobo that i think deserves it. But then again, don't i always say that?D:

"I tried my best to let go of you, but i don't want to."

Cramps.-___-

Agh, cramps.-__- Please shoot me. I hate this shit. Boys are so friggen lucky. Can't blog. Too lazy and in too much pain.D:

The only fun classes today were Health and Physics. Me and Vicente missed Wilson a lot. Stupid hoe didn't come to school.D:<

Hang Man war against Brendan in health. LMFAO. Hilarious.xD

Nickasaur, you are beautiful.(: Marry Me.

"Oh, hello. Whats your name? Where do you wanna go? Don't be ashamed."

Wilson Loves My blog.(:

aiyapokaye 9:24 pm
(9:24:59 PM): WTF IS WITH
(9:25:00 PM): ur blog
(9:25:01 PM): i hate it
(9:25:05 PM): LOL

SHOUT OUT TO MY BLOG FROM BFFWILSON.(:

"I am running out of words to say to you."

Wilson Loves Irene.(: &gordon?

jessicaling0 5:54 pm
(5:54:21 PM): but you were hella jealous
jessicaling0 5:54 pm
(5:54:27 PM): that i was playtouching
(5:54:29 PM): irenes ass
aiyapokaye 5:54 pm
(5:54:31 PM): NOPE
jessicaling0 5:54 pm
(5:54:31 PM): LMAO
aiyapokaye 5:54 pm
(5:54:32 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 5:54 pm
(5:54:33 PM): U DIDNT EVEN RLY
(5:54:34 PM): DO IT
(5:54:34 PM): WOW
jessicaling0 5:54 pm
(5:54:34 PM): f3
(5:54:41 PM): of course
(5:54:44 PM): i dont even know her
(5:54:51 PM): her hair is hella funky
(5:54:52 PM): xD
aiyapokaye 5:55 pm
(5:55:10 PM): shes hot

He finally admitted it.;D I swear, Wilson's gonna kick my ass one of these days.LOL but I'll take the risk.:D


jessicaling0 8:36 pm
(8:36:25 PM): i feel so..loved
(8:36:26 PM): LOL
(8:36:29 PM): dwdw
(8:36:33 PM): i would choose you
(8:36:36 PM): over GORDON
(8:36:38 PM): D:<
aiyapokaye 8:37 pm
(8:37:29 PM): LOL
(8:37:30 PM): gordon is
(8:37:32 PM): a ..
(8:37:35 PM): TOTAL HOTTIE HUNK~

Wilson is such a whore. First he says Irene is hot, then Gordon is a 'total..hottie hunk." Yea...


aiyapokaye 8:44 pm
(8:44:31 PM): heey~ gurl
jessicaling0 8:44 pm
(8:44:35 PM): LOL!
aiyapokaye 8:44 pm
(8:44:35 PM): ^.~
(8:44:36 PM): LOLOLOL
(8:44:37 PM): LOLL
(8:44:51 PM): i kno u saw it
(8:44:52 PM): at lunch
(8:44:55 PM): i knooo u saw it~
(8:45:00 PM): the sexy girl in the orange
(8:45:04 PM): rockin dat<3(:

Whatta man whore.<3


aiyapokaye 9:18 pm
(9:18:50 PM): i luvv backstreet boys
jessicaling0 9:18 pm
(9:18:51 PM): LOL
(9:19:02 PM): you luvv irene
(9:19:04 PM): ireneloc
(9:19:05 PM): f3
aiyapokaye 9:19 pm
(9:19:09 PM): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pO15L7MPLAw
(9:19:13 PM): ur song for
(9:19:14 PM): gordon
(9:19:14 PM): ^.~
jessicaling0 9:20 pm
(9:20:04 PM): LMFAO
(9:20:05 PM): OH WOW
aiyapokaye 9:20 pm
(9:20:10 PM): i dont caree who uu areee
(9:20:11 PM): where ur frommm
(9:20:14 PM): what u diddd
(9:20:16 PM): as long as u love mee
jessicaling0 9:20 pm
(9:20:16 PM): well he doesnt love me
(9:20:18 PM): so yea
(9:20:19 PM): ;D
aiyapokaye 9:20 pm
(9:20:20 PM): ya he does
(9:20:21 PM): i asked him
(9:20:22 PM): he was like
(9:20:23 PM): jessica..
(9:20:24 PM): MY LOVE!
(9:20:26 PM): OH my!~
jessicaling0 9:22 pm
(9:22:30 PM): i swear
(9:22:33 PM): wtf is wrong with you
(9:22:34 PM): LOL
(9:22:38 PM): he doesnt even talk
(9:22:38 PM): LOL
(9:22:43 PM): i dont even remember how he looks like
(9:22:49 PM): but he is friends with
(9:22:51 PM): Irene
(9:22:52 PM): LOL
aiyapokaye 9:22 pm
(9:22:57 PM): LOL
(9:22:58 PM): WTF
(9:23:06 PM): gordon is cheating of u..
(9:23:10 PM): i kno your pain jessica
(9:23:13 PM): i will try to help you
(9:23:14 PM): as much as i can
(9:23:19 PM): i kno i kno
(9:23:22 PM): its not you
(9:23:22 PM): its me
(9:23:23 PM): but
(9:23:26 PM): that line wont work on you
jessicaling0 9:23 pm
(9:23:29 PM): wtf..
aiyapokaye 9:23 pm
(9:23:33 PM): yes
(9:23:33 PM): yes
(9:23:36 PM): now
(9:23:39 PM): go get him gurl!!
jessicaling0 9:23 pm
(9:23:42 PM): ...
(9:23:46 PM): hes cheating on me tho
(9:23:49 PM): with YOUR love
(9:23:51 PM): its ok wilson
aiyapokaye 9:23 pm
(9:23:55 PM): LOL
jessicaling0 9:23 pm
(9:23:56 PM): i know she was the love of your life
(9:24:00 PM): but its gonna be alright
(9:24:00 PM): f3
aiyapokaye 9:24 pm
(9:24:19 PM): i-i-i.
(9:24:23 PM): i cant believe it
(9:24:25 PM): what shes done..
aiyapokaye 9:24 pm
(9:24:30 PM): the things we did together..
jessicaling0 9:24 pm
(9:24:35 PM): like sex
(9:24:36 PM): f3

Stupid Wilson.<3

"I am running out of words to say to you."

Yesterday..

Today, on the bus, this old lady was all like "Aren't you cold? You're wearing so little clothes." in chinese. And I'm like "Oh, I'm fine, its gonna get hotter later.". Then this one girl looked at me and said "Master of holes." and i laughed. That was an inside joke i had with someone in 8th grade but i don't remember who. I was trying to remember the whole time but i just can't remember her face. Sigh, i feel so bad. She remembered ME. Lol.

In English, i told Anna about it because i was thinking that i had the inside joke with HER. Sigh, too many inside jokes. LOL!(: Yea, she didn't know either. We finished our class discussion thing and wrote a 2chunk paragraph.

In geo, we took notes and started a new unit thing. OH, and me and Sophia have a new son!!:D Angus, LOL! He's special ed, just like Nikko.<3

I don't remember anything else about yesterday.D:

"I am running out of words to say to you."

Lazy.(:

Rawr. My ass is too lazy to blog but nothing important happened today,

Mimi went to my house afterschool and we read Ju-on. The Grudge thing. LOL. We were at the part where the lady is gonna get her fetus ripped out!!!!(: I wanna see that bloody mess.<3

Alright, gonna continue playing my Uke.:D

"All the small town people with their big remarks ain't got jack to say bout my moviestar."

-__-

I tend to feel mean when i don't add "LOL" after everything i say. Even if its not funny. Like if i say something mean, i think "Shit, what if she/he takes it wrong." even when i WANT them to fuck off. I put "LOL" so it'll make them feel better. Idk. I can't even do 'lol' anymore cause it feels mean. Wtf is wrong with me. I feel like i want to rip someones head off.-__-

Hang's hoes &Chris crying.(:

Alright, so last night, i had a goal to sleep at 10. And i made it, more or less. But this morning, i didn't wanna wake up. My dream was just weird. So i was somewhere with Wilson and Vicente and Vicente was texting Maria. His alert thing every time he got a text was the song "Love is our Weapon".(which is my alarm clock thing) and I'm like "WILL YOU PUT THAT THING ON SILENT?!-__-" LMAO. Yea, then i woke up hella late.D: Got ready and all that shit. Then waited for the 8x for like 5 minutes. Walked with Mimi then went to English.

We had a class discussion and i only got 3 points out of 5. Because the bell rang. And Ms.Lam hates calling on me cause i raise my hand every single time. I'm sorry, but that's the easiest A i will ever get in your class.(:

In geometry, i basically made fun of Patrick the whole period. His pencil had like lead stuck in it. And i was telling people not to help him. LOL then i broke all his led. Now, he ain't speaking to me. LMFAO oh hell naw. No fried chicken for you!):<

Homeroom, nothing. Joseph threatened to send Jammy out. And someone in that class is adorable.(: Like everything I've i always said i wanted. Appearance-wise. I dunno about personality.

Spanish, don't really remember. I really don't like that class anymore. Feels like I'm falling behind. But whatever.:/

Lunch, it was hot. That's all i remember. OH and throwing rocks at Mimi.(:

PE was very fun. I passed pushups and trunk lift! So we all went outside and me and Leslie talked with hang. I sang them my banana song and 'if you're happy if you know it'. The energy was just great. Everyone seems so happy. Then we talked about how they were selling bananas for 69cents. And Hang didn't get it till hella long after so me and Leslie started making fun of him. LOL! Then he's all like "Oh i do it so much, i forget.". I laughed and asked him who he did it with and hes like "My hoes.". I told him to name one and he's like "You." OH.HELL.NO. LMFAO. Then I'm like "No, seriously. What are their names?" and he's like "Theres too many. I just call them by their numbers." LOL! Hang is such a..pimp. Aha.xD

Then we were too hot so we went into the shade. The teacher guy was like "Did you do 4 laps?" and we're like "...yea.." LMAO and we only did two but whatever.xD Then Hang had a football so I'm like "Alright, lets play. I'm the quarterback." and he threw it at me so i ran away screaming. LOL! So he started playing with some other boys and I'm like "I'm on Nikko's team. I'm hella good." So someone threw the ball at me so i ran away screaming again. And he's like "Nice, quarterback." LMFAO. So i decided to sit down with Leslie. She was 'cooking' with the grass so i played along until i started putting them down Jason's shirt. LMFAO.

Then we had a grass fight. I was watching the boys play football till they moved on the field. Then i was chasing Jason while having grass thrown at me. i swear, i couldn't catch him.xD Then i went over to make fun of Andy, who was playing football. I kicked his but and he grabbed my shoe. Then he threw it to Nikko who WORE it.D:< I was like "OMG. I'm gonna CRY." and Andy's like "Face away from me, then cry." JERK. Stupid Nikko started wearing it and running around while i sat on the floor sulking. LOL. Then Leslie came over with a piece of dirt and was like "I got manure!!" and we tried to shove it down Jason's shirt.

We chased him up the bleachers and he was very distracted by a mosquito. Me and Leslie wanted to see it but a few steps and we were hella scared. LMAO. Then i just gave up and threw the dirt at him, and it hit him! I'm hella pro. LOL. Then we just sat down and Mimi and Diana (Dayana?idk) came. And they said no one passed. Blahblah.

In physics, i found that my bffChris went to sit with our group. Turns out that Vicky always wants to be with the guys. Especially the 'ghetto' group. Like Nick, Isaiah, whatshisface, Kendrick, that other guy who looks like a crackhead.LOL. Shes so.. Alright not gonna say shit. So Chris kept messing with me and teasing me so i punched him in the balls. Like 10 times or more. LOL. I punched his leg too because he told me it was injured. Now, when i make a little movement, he runs to the other side of the room. Literally. LMAO. He was like "Ms.Yoshi, i need to go to the bathroom to check my balls." and he glares at me. LMAO. Physics is hilarious.xD

Afterschool, i talked to Jesse about how Stanley drools so much. Like it just pours out of his mouth. LOL. "I bet he can't drink out of a water fountain cause more water is coming out of his mouth than going in." AHAH. He's hella mean.xD

Then i talked with Pablo and Bryan while i waited for my mom to come. Bryan recognized her before i could. Then Paulo was like "He probably knows where you live too." And I'm like "He DOES." LOL! And Bryan's like "Only cause we walked you home." And im like " 'walked.' " LOL.xD

Sigh, i feel hella cranky and annoyed. PMSing? Lol...
Alrighty bye.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"In time I'm gonna put this body to shame, and grow old."

&&Judy and Wendy.(:

Oh AAAND afterschool, when i was in my mom's car, i saw Judy and Wendy.:D Haven't seen them in hella long. They were visiting Denman, haha. Yea..thats all i wanted to say. Blogging about random shit cause im BOOOOREEEED.):

"If i could read your mind, would i want to know?"

i love bananas.

This morning, i actually got my butt up 30 minutes late instead of 45 minutes late. I'm hella good.:D So i took the 14 after i ate half of my breakfast:a donut. LOL. Mimi was waiting for me at the busstop and we walked but we were hella early. There was a whole 3 minutes left so we just stood outside and acted retarded. Then the bell finally rung and we went to our lockers. We were behind Uju, covering our face with Mimi's binder when Uju said hi to Auxi's group. She turned and saw us as well so Mimi started to RUN. Facepalm. So we started running to my locker so Uju couldn't say hi to us. LOL.

Fuck. There was a English reading quiz but i forgot my English binder so i didn't read at all. So i was pretty much screwed already when i realized i left my English binder in my locker.-__- So i had to run back down to get it and go back up, THEN try to read as much as i can. No need to say, i failed. I don't remember anything else.

In geometry, me and Sophia were playing with our erasers. We were making them fuck each other. And of couse, Sophia's darkass eraser was Patrick. LOL. We were taking pictures and such. LOL. Fun.(:

Homeroom, nothing happened. I tried to do my Spanish homework. Yep.

Spanish, we learned possesive adjectives. Or whatever. I dont remember what its called. Its the Mi, tu, su thingy. Yeaap.

Lunch, nothing much happened. I was doing my Spanish homework.

In gym, we had to do the pushup test and i heard that it was really hard. But i passed.;D I did 15. Ms.Ramirez was like "OMG. You improved so much since the beginning of the year!!" hella suprised. LMAO. I swear, i was one of the few girls who passed. I feel so proud.:D Then Ms.Ramirez made me do one more to show Sandy or something. I was so sure i was going to fail pushups. But i bet i failed the trunk lift. I just can't do it. LOL.): I didn't see what i got so whatever. But Nikko did like 50 pushups. OMG. No wonder i couldn't tackle him. LOL, when i tried, i fell and he kept making fun of me. LOL.): Then i was saying how Carmen was hot and Jasons like "She looks like you." THANKS ALOT. ):< I hate you.D: Then Nikko was like "She doesn't look like Carmen." So im like THANK YOU. And he's like "Carmen looks better." GEEEE thanks.D:< What a good way to boost my selfesteem.D:< Then Jason said i looked like Monet.-__- He said that we were like twins. D:<

Then i went to health and we had to do a ad thing to advertise nutrition. So i picked Kelly to be my partner and we did one about bananas. I said that we should sing a song about it but to a tune everyone will know. We decided to the Barney theme song and i wrote the 'song':

I love bananas.
You love bananas.
Ba-na-nas are good for you.
The make you poop and give you potassium too.
I love bananas.
How bout you?

LMFAO. We couldn't even sing it without dropping to the floor and laughing. Mr.Pepper looked at it and was like "..Ok. If you think this will sell." That only made us laugh harder. Haha. Made my motherfreaking day.XD Then we had to present it and we couldn't even sing it because we were lauging too hard. LMAO. But it was good. Pretty catchy.xD

Then afterschool, i went to my locker. As i walked past Jason, and he's like "Hey Monet! Oh sorry, i mean Jessica." MEAN HOE.):< But anyway, yea. That was my day.

"If i could read your mind, would i want to know?"

Stuuumble.

Why is it that when i feel totally confident about something, i stumble over my words? And when i feel really nervous, i sound overly cocky. Haha, just something i noticed. I'm such a loser. Note to self- Go take a speech class or something.

Song Lyric of the day:
"If i could read your mind, would i want to know?"

Tanforan &Mimi's house for fries.

Sigh, i'm suppose to be going with Mimi to downtown today. But then at last minute, her brother decided that it was 'bad'. So we gotta go somewhere else. I'm making Mimi decide cause i REALLY don't care anymore. Like, its whatever. If we go, we go. If we don't, we don't. But it seems like she really wants to go somewhere so whatever. Alright, so lets see how this goes..

Alright, so we decided to go to Tanforan. And we went into Forever 21 and bought tanks..again. LOL and she tried on the skirt but it was a large. And it was the only one in stock. -fp- Hmm whatelse.. We went into all the other stores.

LOL then we went into this one store cause we saw this shirt that said "I love his $$" and "I love you but..." and on the back said "I love me more." LMAO then Mimi sang this tune thing to it. And it hella got stuck in our heads.xD Losers.

Um, then we went to Century Theatres and found out they didn't accept the shit. Sigh. So we decided to go back to Mimi's house and watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. LMAO. We ate french fries and beef then more french fries then more french fries. Then the movie ended so we went to Mimi's room and ate more french fries. LOL. We were in there for a while doing who knows what then we went in her room to do these survey music things for Mimi's blog. LOL. We have no life.

Then i went home. Today was longer and funner than it seemed. Haha.

Yep, now im back home and my sister found out that she lost her buspass at Mimi's house.):

Alright bye.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"Cause we all want change, and we want it now."

Wilson Loves Irene.(:

aiyapokaye 6:26 pm
(6:26:52 PM): <3
(6:26:58 PM): IRENEEEE<3

LMFAOOOLMFAO. Don't hate me, Wilson. I just had to. Too cute.:D

Ew, its raining.

Bleh today is wet and rainy. But it fits my mood perfectly. I don't know why but lately, i've been so out of it. I really think I'm bipolar. Life was going normally for a month or so. Remind me to get that checked.

Anyway, me and Mimi walked to school. Blah blah. It was early so we walked back out. Urm.. English class was a bore.

Gym, i actually passed the pacers.:D I pantsed Andy while he was playing 'slide'. Aha, then we had this stupid race thingy. Blah.

Homeroom. Nothing much. Tried to study for Spanish and failed.

Spanish, had a test. Nothing else.

Lunch- Went to the bathroom and wanted to go to Ellets after. But when we got there, Jacky, Jammy, and i don't know who else was there so we left. We went to Ms.Noll's room and talked to her.

Health, made fun of Sean. Rapped with Kelby and Stanley. I made a rap about cats and dogs pooping basketballs. LMFAO.Wanna hear it? Yes you do.(:
I like cats.
I like dogs.
They poop basketballs.
All night LOONGGG.
Aha, Kelly is in love with that rap. She even wrote it down. So heres to you, wife.(:

Urm, then we talked about HakGwuais. Taught Sean some Chinese and made him speak it. LOL. Watched 15 minutes of SuperSize me and i went to the back to sit with Frank. He kept begging for a massage. Nope, not this time. Aha. I was like "Michelle." and shes like "WHAT?" with hella attitude i almost screamed at her. Then i told her to massage Frank cause he wanted one. And shes like "Why don't YOU do it?" and glared at me. LMAO, i swear, she's lucky i'm not PMSing.

Physics, i messed with Wilson, copied his work thingy. Um, hit him in the balls..twice. LOL or more. I don't remember how many times exactly. Yea, that was fun. He started saying that that chinese guy with the glasses was my soulmate. Just cause i said Irene was his soulmate.): LOL she even wore a raincoat.xD And i tried to make Wilson go to her but he's too nervous. Aww(: LMFAO then Auxi actually thought that he liked her and wanted to help hook them up. And hes like HEELL NO. And she's like "Tell me the truth." LMFAOLMFAOLMFAO. Hella funny, then Wilson started running away from me like every other day.

Thats it. Bye.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"I'll bring my guitar when my time is up. And im playing it for you."

Today...

When i woke up, i tripped over my dumbbells (don't ask) and slammed against the door. What a lovely way to start my morning, huh? So yea, whatever, Mimi was waiting for me at the busstop and we walked to school together talking about her skirt-i believe. Arg, English, nothing interesting happened.

Geo, i basically taught Patrick how to say "Ou hai yut gow hak gwuai." which means "I am a black guy." Me and Sophia were laughing our asses off. We basically stole his paper and wrote hella shit on there. LOL i made a convo for him.

Patrick- Lay Ho! Ou jong yee wong gwai. (Hi, i like yellow people.)
Asians- Sai Hak Gwuai!! (Stupid black guy)
Patrick- Lay sick see. Lay yum liu. (You eat poop. You drink pee.)
Asians- ...Who are you?
Patrick- Ou hai yut gow hak gwuai. Ou jong yee sick zha gui yick. (I am a black guy. i like to eat fried chicken.)
Asians- BYE BYE.~ Ou hai see. (Byebye. I am poop.)

LMFAO then i told Patrick to replay the part with me. But he kept insisting that he wanted to be the Asian. LMFAO. So i replayed the shit with him and me and Sophia started laughing our asses off when Patrick said "Sai Hak Gwuai." Ahahaha.

In homeroom, not much happened except i did my homework and Ms.Joseph bitched at Jammy, Khaner, and bffMark for playing with her Frisbee. Now, no ipod, no phone, no food, and no talking tomorrow.): She's hella PMSing.

In Spanish... actually i have no idea what i did in spanish. I was basically doing my geometry homework and i realized im so behind on ALL my work. So i decided to go to Ellet's room at lunch just to do my homework and stuff since Mimi had some shit to go to. It was good, i finished my geometry homework (for once!) and i had to stop to cover my ears a couple of times cause apperently the school has REALLY bad taste in music and i can't stand it.

In health, i don't remember what happened. Except that we ate this shit and Kelly peeled the tangelo for me.:D And i watched Sean's eye be scary as he ate his shit. LOL.

In physics, we switched seats.): I'm separated from my lovely group now. I'll miss Vicente and Wilson.D: Not Ashley, well, i never considered her part of the group. Just the girl that likes to make stupid little comments about everything like "Oh wow." "Ew." shit like that. Its alright, most of the time, i forgot she even existed until she makes one of her comments. LOL. She's hella.... But anyway, i have no one to copy my DoNow and labs off of now.D: That means i actually have to work.):

But i copied Brendan's lab thingy and Wilson's homework. Then i gave it to Vicente to copy.(: I don't remember what else but I'll probably be a LOT quieter in that class. Fuck.):

Then afterschool, me and Mimi went to Stonestown to return her skirt and there was no other one so we went to Wetseal and then we fought the urge to buy food even though we were starving. Mimi went to McDonalds and bought food and i fought the urge. Aha, then we left and i feel so happy i didn't waste money on that shit.(:

Then i fell asleep and my mom woke me up, trying to lure me with food. LOL. Then i eventually got my ass up and showered. My eyes are tired.

Alright bye.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"Why do i put myself in these situations?"

Stonestown &the nosy boys on the bus.

Lets just skip this morning, shall we? I do the same shit everyday anyway. LOL. So in geometry, we spent the whole day doing the DoNow shit. Boring.

Then in gym, we basically walked the whole day. Me and Mimi messed with Andy, trying to step on his 'head' in his shadow. LMFAO. We acted like freaking 3rd graders.xD Hmm, nothing more.

Homeroom, we had to take this survey thing about drugs. Nothing else.

In health, i tried to sleep but SOMEONE poked me and i jumped up. Haha. We learned about soda and how much sugar was in there. It was just GROSS. But it tastes so good. I doubt i'll stop drinking it. Haha. FML i still have to do the essay thing.

At lunch, i was trying to sleep but SOME PEOPLE kept bothering me and messing with me. LOOL. AHEM. And i kept saying "OKAY. LAAAST TIME. GOODNIGHT." like a hundred times. LMFAO. But everytime, they did someshit to me.xD And then when it was FINALLY the last time. The bell freaking rung.-____- FML. Aha.

Physics, we had to do the lab thingy. But i hardly did it. Note to Self- Copy Wilson's shit tomorrow.(:

Afterschool, we went to Stonestown. We ate and then met up with Mimi's friend from middleschool. It was pretty akward in the begining but it was fun. LOL. We went to Sephora and whored in there for the LONGEST time. LOL. Then we went to..buy icecream? Then we went to American Eagle. Um then we went to Wet Seal and tried hella shit on. Fun. LOL. There was this one tank that was ADORABLE and i was gonna buy it when Mimi told me that they were selling tanks for $3.50 at Forever21. LOL so we went there. And we bought tanks there. The lighter colors were hella ugly but the darkers are pretty.

So we went to try it on and Mimi was being a hoe with her skirts and such. So she was like in love with it. And she bought it and wanted to wear it with the tank the very next day. Thats how much she likes it. LMAO. After that, i think we went home.

Theen on the bus, we were gossiping and talking. And these two guys sitting in front of us were snickering and whispering. And Mimi was like "The two boys in FRONT of us needs to stop listening to our CONVERSATION." and they were just like ":0" LMAO. Then we talked about how fat Michelle was and how much of a pussy Patrick is.xD Then we went home.

And Mimi just told me that she still had that beeper thing on her skirt. And she tried to take it off herself but all the ink went onto the skirt. And now shes hella mad. We're going back tomorrow to return it and hopefully, they have another one.xD

Today was pretty fun.(: Alright byee.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"I know that you think of me sometimes. Cause all i do is think of you at night."

"MOOOO, im a dinosaur." &AinEllet!!!(:

AIY YAH. Too lazy to blog but i feel the need to. I woke up, blahblah, met up with Mimi at the busstop. We walked and talked about something to find out that they were RIGHT there. Aha, then we realized that it was hella early so we walked veerry slowly and talked about her preppy friend. And how she'd hate me. LMAO.

First period, blah. Read new story called My Lucy Friend who Smells Like Corn. What else? Nothing else.

Walked with Mimi to geo. And i had to to this one problem but of course, i didn't do my homework. But Kelly told me to put her answer up on the board. So smart.(: I made fun of Patrick more about being black. I asked him if his mom and dad call him 'breh' LMFAO. And if he calls his parents 'breh'. Him- "We don't use breh in every sentence." AHAHAHA. Then Mr.Ellet was giving out grades and Patrick said he got an A. I said "BUUULLLSSHIIIITT." cause hey, he's black. LOL. And turns out, he got a B+. Ha niiiggggaaa.(: Me, Jason, and Sophia got A's.<3 Cause we're Asain.

In homeroom, i was planning to do my Spanish homework. But i ended up chasing Jammy around the room, attempting to put eyeliner on him.xD He was acting like i was trying to stab him or something. He is too cute.(:

After that, i went to Spanish. And we learned how to say peoples birthdays. Blah blah blah. I hate how Spanish is so boring now.-__-

At lunch, KELVIN (i actually learned how to spell your name now. thank jammy!(: ) came over and talked about this one song. And we didn't know it and he made it a big ass deal. LMFAO. He's weird.xD But it was so freezing that i wanted to go to PE already.):<

Yep, we finally went and i wore my SHORTS. I don't know whats wrong with me. But anyway, we did height and weight. I weigh like 98. I lost 2 pounds.:D Yeep, then while Mimi was talking to the girls about girl stuff. I went to 'wrestle' with the guys. LOL. I was sumo wrestling with Andy, he was trying to push me out of the circle thingy. He won like every time. LMFAO. Until i caught him off guard and pushed him, he stumbled outside the circle and Nikko just came and PUSHED him to the ground. I was like "OH MY GODD." LOLOL.

Then i went back to the group. They were talking about hair.. So me and Leslie started talking about how small i can roll up. And i tried to fit into the little spaces that Mimi and Diana(sp?) made. LMFAO they were just like "..." Then Leslie dared me to go crawl over to that one guy and go "MOOOOOOOOOOOO." so i said id do it if she went with me. Then we crawled to that group, i crawled right in front of the stranger and went "MOOOOOOOOOOOOO." then tried to crawl back as quickly as i can. LOL then Kelvin came and we went to random people and started mooing. He thought i was on crack. LOL. Then he went to the boys so i reluctantly crawled back to where Mimi was and listened to them talk about their hair. Rawr. Fighting with boys> talking about girlish things with girls. By faaar.(:

Physics, hmm. Oh. Well, Wilson left us for BRENDAN. And after 'crying' i told him that i was SOO over him. And we told Brendan to come. And we talked about...stuff. LOL. They think that every word that i say is kinky. Every sound i make. LOL. So i started telling them that i was an innocent little girl and they were like "OH SUURE." Aha. I told them that i never said the word 'penis' before or 'vagina' or 'boob' or any of that. I told them i never cussed in my life and they were saying "BULLSHIT." LMFAO. I guess i'm not as innocent as i thought. They were asking questions about if the world ended, who in this room would we fuck.

Vicente was just like "I could never cheat on Maria. I couldn't do it. I rather die than cheat on her and hurt her like that." And I'm just like "AWWWWWWWWW" that's the cutest thing EVEERRR. And Brendan's just like "Wow, really?" JERK. LOL. He's like "Thats cute but..really?" LMFAO. AND Brendan kept on TOUCHING ME. LMFAO. I swear, he went higher on my leg like each time. LMFAO. That hoe.xD Then i grabbed Wilson's ass after and Auxi's like "DAYUUM. I saw that." LOOL. Then Wilson started RUNNING down the stairs. I love my BFF.xD

Afterschool, i walked with Jammy to the busstop.;D He's such a cutie. Talking about if two ugly people went out, they would be beautiful. Ahaha. Then he left and i went hoome. Yep, i think I'm gonna shower now.

Peace.(:

Song Lyric of the Day:
"I'm so over you now."

Pacers &Frank'sbackrub.

Okie dokie, so today, i got ready and all that shit. Mhmm, went to school with it raining a little and the wind blowing my hair in my face. I looked at the 8x bus thing and it said 13 minutes. And it was already 8:56 so i just walked to school.. slowly. Then halfway there, Mimi met up with me and told me all about her 'adventure' to school. Aha. We went to our lockers then to class.

And then i went to English and we had a class discussion. Those are easy. I just bullshit my answers and get 100%. :D

In Ellet, we had to present our shit on the board. Me and Sophia didn't do our homework so we were pretty much screwed. Me, Patrick, and Jason gossiped about this one girl. I can't name names. Sorry. Not in here anyway. Okay, i was defending her saying that shes like not thaat big. And shes hella fit. But Patrick was like "Shes HELLA big. And shes always sweaty." And I'm like "SHUTUP. Jason, don't you think she's hot?" and Jasons just like straight up "No." LMFAO. Then Mr.Ellet moved me to the front with Leslie. He was all like "Do you know why I'm moving you?" blahblah. So I'm like "Cause THESE TWO keep talking to me." Yea blah. I had to move up with Leslie and we did the work thing. Or at least, she did and i spaced out. Luckily he didn't call on me. :D

In homeroom, err i don't remember what happened. But Jammy got sent down with a level two referral just cause he made the 'choking on dick' noise. D: That stupid BAK GWUAI needs to stop smoking.-__- Seriously, is she on her period? Pregnant? Whats with all the effing mood swings. I mean, i understand, shes a girl. But give us a fucking break. He just made the 'choking on dick' noise. No need for a fucking referral.-__-

In Spanish, we did family tree shit. We had to write about Ms.BallardHanson's nephew, Vicente. He was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute. He's two years old and he is ADORABLE. No pedo. I hella failed my test. Got a B. FML.-___-

At lunch, it was so cold. D: We sat in the middle of the quad and talked about TheBoob and HIM. -shivers- Jammy went to hug me and Mimi was like "You shouldn't do that here. You never know who's watching." and i said "Who will care?" and she said S_____ might see and think he can do that too. OH HELL NAW. I don't remember what else we talked about. OHOH and i was looking at this one guy in his baseball uniform. And I'm like "Is that Hang?" and then I'm like "No, Hangs ass is not like that." LMFAO. And i was right, it was that guy who looked like Hang. HAHA.xD

In PE, we were going to do the mile and it was fucking FREEZING outside. And Andy was poking me. LOL and luckily it started raining, so we went back inside and had to do the pacers. I did 28, that was my best so far but you need like 41 to pass.-__- Then Nikko and Jason went and we cheered for them. And me and Leslie counted how many times Jason pulled his shorts up. We started after he did his 10th lapthing. We got 81 and he did like 79 pacers. LMFAO. Fuunny. Jason beat Nikko.:D

In 5th, we watched the rest of Food Inc and i went to the back to sit with my BFFs, Brendan and Frank.(: Yea, Food Inc was HELLA boring and i was texting. Mhmm and Brendan kept on poking me, trying to make me scream and get in trouble. LOL. I was trying to put on my eyeliner but i couldn't do it with Brendan STARING at me. LMAO. What a hoe.xD Then Mr.Pepper moved him and Frank asked me who i was texting. So i told him i was texting his mom. LOL. He's like "Who are you texting? Your boyfriend?" So I'm like "..what boyfriend?" and he said "I don't know, you tell me."

Then he kept begging me to massage his back cause he said it really hurt. He was just like "Pleeaasseee. PLEASEEEE?" and i just HAD to give in. Sigh, so i massaged him for like 30 seconds. Then he kept begging for another 10 minutes so i told him to ask Michelle, who was sitting in front of him. She would do it, no doubt. And he's like "HEELLL NAWWW." LMFAO. And we were talking shit with her right in front of him. LMAO. We're are idiots. Yea and he kept begging me so i gave in AGAIN and the girls around us were like "WHOA. What are you doing?!" so i explained to him that freakingFrank kept begging me. LOL. I swear, Michelle was just like "-__-" AYE, i tried to help you okay? I told him to ask YOU. But he didn't want you to be touching him, i guess. Ain't my fault, alright? Alright.

Yea, that's it. Bye.(:

Song Lyric of the Day:
"Give me your heart girl i will keep it safe and sound. I promise i will never let it hit the ground. I'll keep it all patched up so you will finally see. That me and you girl we were always meant to be."

Tired.-__-

Alright, yesterday was a fun day. I went to my cousins house and i had to wait for her to come home from the movies. I swear, freaking Sammi kept jumping onto my lap and snatching my phone from me. You're lucky you're cute.D: Then she finally came back 2 hours later. Her and her friends Jane, and Deo went to go see Alice in Wonderland. Haha. They said it was alright. Then they were making t-shirt designs for Day of Silence. And they were talking about how they are all emo people. Cause most emo people are gay. I didn't even say anything.

But after that, some random person texted Deo and said "What are you doing tonight?" and while Deo was frantically trying to find out who it was, we stole his phone and texted back. "Im eating burritos, yo." LMAO. Then he texted back "Lucky. Going out? I think not." and we texted back "Im going to bake cow brownies." LMFAOLMFAOLMFAO. Deo was freaking out that we texted them and he didnt know who it is. CHILL jeez. LOL i should post their phone number on here. But.. i don't remember it.xD

Alright, soon, they left and i got to sleep over at their house. The next morning, i got woken up my Sammi jumping on me and licking me. AYE YAH. Damn dog. I was really pissed. That dog is lucky i didn't do anything to it. God knows what i'm capable of when someone tries to wake me up. But then we found out my cousin didn't have chinese school so she made us chocolate chip pancakes. With potato wedges from my auntie. Then we went back in the guest room with my cousin and my sister playing Wii. I was cuddled up with Mika and i fell asleep. They woke me up and asked me if i wanted to go to the park with them to play badminton. I said no and fell back asleep with Mika.(:

When they came back, i woke up and my auntie came and asked me if the dog peed. How would i know? I was asleep and Mika was still in the same position cuddled up to me when i woke up so i told her no. But a few minutes later, my sister found that he peed on the far corner of the bed then came back to lie with me. AWW(: So cute! He didn't pee on me. LMFAO. Mika is adorable, i just want to hug him to death.

Then we watched Avatar while my cousin did...something. I was texting Mimi the whole time talking about..i don't even remember. LOL then we went home and my dad let us watch 2012. HELLA boring. I didn't even watch it but i had to keep it on cause my sister found it interesting. So i was texting Mimi arguing about how stupid God and Christianity is. LOL Stupidest of all religions.

Now im home and have a shitload of homework to do. Sigh.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"You never seemed so dense, love. Never seen you fall so hard. Do you know where you are?"

:D

So i got unlimited texting cause my sister got straight A's. Haha.
Text or call if you need me.(: Probably not gonna be on AIM cause im going to my dad's house. So feel free to call or text.(: If you don't have my number, i WOULD post it here but i never know who will read it. So ask for it. And no, i didn't change it. Alright. To my cousins house i go.:D

Alright BYE.(:

"You never seemed so dense, love. Never seen you fall so hard. Do you know where you are?"

Community service &familytree.

So today, we had to go to community service. So i was going to go expect i missed the bus. So i thought i would be late for sure. So i started walking and we got there in 10 minutes.:0 Mimi called me and i told her i was across the street. She signed us in and we started talking shit about this one guy. After that, we planted some more. Then we watered the plant shit and had a miniwaterfight. Aha, then this one guy on his bike started telling us to wet him. LOL so we sprayed him.xD

Then we went to get food and such. Blah. We ate and we were still hungry and so we signed out and went to Quickly. And it was Mimi's first time buying shit from there besides water. LOL. Yep, then we ran out to take the bus and went to Walgreens to buy the paper for our family tree. And this one isle stunk so bad. Someone farted.-__- We stared at the cameras and acted possessed. Pretty scary till i started laughing.xD Sigh, then we whored around more and started taking pictures and such. Blah.

Then we went to the library, picked a corner and started working on the floor. We didn't know our family members names so we made them up. Like Kong Shing Dong. LMFAO. I have no idea what else to do on my tree.D:< I guess I'll draw random pictures to fill up the lower half. Then we drove Mimi home then went home. Tonight I'm going to my dads house. So idk if ill update more. Possibly.

Ok bye.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"You never seemed so dense, love. I never seen you fall so hard. Do you know where you are?"

Family trees.-__- &the boob.

So currently, i am at the library on their sucky computers. We are analyzing our food thingies. Should i talk abut my day? Hmm i don't know if i will have enough time.

Today, i woke up and turned off my alarm clock. I don't even bother putting my alarm clock on snooze anymore. cause i know I'll just snooze again when it goes off. So my grandma woke me up around 7:10 and i went to get ready. I did all the regulars then ate a McChicken my mom bought for me. Hahah. Then i went to school and saw TheSag. I counted how many times she 'fixed' her hair. And i got 5 times for half a street only. I walked pretty slow so the 8x caught up to me. I was looking for Mimi and even though she was in front of me, walking to me, i couldn't see her. Where was my mind?

We walked to school and went to our lockers. We got into class and we had a reading test thingy. Bleh, then Ms.Lam walked out and told us that she would come back. Brendan came over and we all talked about hair and other random stuff. Hahaha. Class was pretty fun today. :D Ms.Lam needs to be gone more.

Then we had to go to gym. Me and Mimi walked with Jacky and then we got changed. Ms.Ramirez told us about the family tree thing that we had to do. FML. Then we had to do pacers. I did 11 with Diana. LOL i wasn't tired but i really didn't want to do pacers. Then Andy made fun of me for running so little. Aha, i told him to do 100. Yep, then they had to run it and him, Jason, Hang, and Nikko finished. I don't know about anyone else. I didn't pay attention to them. LOL. I rather do the mile..i guess. I prefer not running at all.

Then in homeroom, Jammy stole my seat so i sat next to Vinson. his sooulmate, to make him jealous. Ahaa. Then i just read the whole time. Homeroom is boring.-__- Ms.Joseph is really annoying.

Then in Spanish, we moved on to a new unit. We are learning about family now. Sigh, we have to do a family tree. That means i have to do a family tree for Spanish AND gym. FML.-__- I don't even know how I'm going to write their names. I don't even know most of them.-__-

Lunch started out normally. I went to get lunch with Mimi and then we sat in the middle of the quad. I was trying to do my geometry homework when Calvin? Kelvin? i really don't remember his name. He came over to us and started to talk to us. We were telling each other STORIES.:D Then he drew on the ground with Sharpie and told us we could scratch it off. But then Dr.Woo came so i quickly moved Mimi's lunch tray on top of the drawing, which was in front of him. He was like, "Oh, you want me to throw that away for you?" and we were like -fp- He had to be so nice.xD So i had to crawl over there and try to hide it with my body. LMFAO.

And then i went to health and to the library. Which i am at the moment. Yep, we are doing the food nutrition thingy. Bleh. I rather blog instead. Haha.xD

Alright, in physics, me, Wilson, and Vicente voted Ashley off Team Obese Turtles cause me and Wilson agreed that she was hella annoying. Haha. Brendan helped us with the thingythingy. And Ms.Yoshi did the lab with the balls. LOL. People kept poking me because if you poke me at a specific spot. Its REALLY sensitive and i scream. But if you poke at the wrong spot, probably nothing will happen. Forreal. I can't tell people that without them thinking something perverted.xD

Afterschool, i walked with Paulo and Calvin? Kelvin? Aiy yah. I REALLY need to go learn his name.-__- But anyway, i was walking with theeeemm and we were joking and laughing and such. Till i turned around, and JackyLin was standing right there. He didn't say hi or anything? Weird.. So then, i hugged him goodbye and continues with Paulo, Bryan, and Calvin? Kelvin? LOL.

We were just laughing and talking till i turned around and saw someone i REALLY didn't expect to ever see again. The BOOB was walking my way with that other guy, Auxi's ex. Christian? or something. Christian pushed theboob towards me and the boob was like "Uh..H-hi Jessica." I'm just like "..oh hi.." and turned back to talk with the boys. I realize that was pretty mean but hey, he deserved it. So he just stood there awkwardly for a moment hoping i would turn back around and talk to him. But i didn't so he said "Bye Jessica.." and left. I think i waved him off or said bye to him. Whatever. Mimi was like "Don't hurt his heart." Hey, that hoe hurt mine first. Its time i give him a taste of his own medicine. How bout ignore him for some BOYS. Uh huh. Thats right. Feel the pain i felt.(:<

Alright goodbye.:D
OH and plus. Ew his haircut is ugly now. I liked his sexhair/emo hair cut. It was hotter.(:

Song Lyric of the Day:
"I said, Baby maybe we can bust this joint and see if my place is open to chill."

Walkout &thehoeswhokepttouchingme(:

Last night, right before i was going to sleep, Vicente and Wilson IMed me.(: I only responded to Vicente though and then Wilson started going off on me.xD Aha, that hoe wouldn't let me sleep. GOODBYEE ObeseTurtleWilson.<3

Okay, so this morning i woke up with a disturbing dream about.. someone doing..something. I rather not relive it. Ok, i got ready and all that poop. I went on the 14 and saw Mimi's soulmate (the guy with suuper flare jeans) and Mimi told me that she saw him too. Hella ironic. LMFAO i saw MY soulmate yesterday, but i agree with Mimi, i think he's gay. He's cute but he's gay. So when i was waiting for her, i saw Luis waiting for Auxi. And Mimi didn't even know that Auxi was in the same bus as her. LOL. Gag.. So we walked to school and talked about our soulmates.(:

Yep, we went to our locker, then went to class. Blah, i went to English and i was fine for the first 10 minutes. Till my stomach started to hurt REALLY badly. Like a REALLY bad cramp. It was as painful as the time i passed out in Ramirez. I wanted to throw up but its ENLGISH. Ms.Lam doesn't ever waste time. Not even a second, we have to work all the way until the bell rings. Sigh. Whatever, it was over with in like 10 minutes but i felt like i was going to die. Haha.

In geometry, Mr.Ellet was teaching us someshit. And me and Sophia were like half asleep till the fire alarm went off. That scared the living hell out of me. LOL and Mr.Ellet told us to leave our stuff and go outside. Me and Sophia were just looking at each other and i started slowly packing up. Haha. If it was a real fire, i would die for sure. Not that I'm complaining, i just don't really fantasize about being burned to death.xD Whatever, then we went out, joked around, then went back in and did our shit.

In homeroom, Ms.Joseph let us have a free day because we didn't have homeroom yesterday. Jammy was harassing me. But i still win at the game. I still win.(:< Homeroom is pretty fun on the days where she lets us talk. OH andd Mark Armstrong is my BESTFRIEND. Haha. Another one? Yes, another one.(:<

In Spanish, we finished the listening section of the test. Then Ms.BallardHanson told us about the budget cuts and how unfair and racist it was. And she's right. Someone should do something about it. Haha. We had to read an article about it with our group and such. Yep, then we ran out of time and left.

Lunch... i REALLY don't recall ANYTHING from lunch time. Except that me and Mimi were in the middle of the quad discussing what we ate and such. Yes, i have no idea what else happened. I guess we talked about the walkout..? Whatever.

Then in fifth period, we watched the people walk out. And then we finished watching Food inc. Yep, nothing very interesting in that class too. Blah.

Then we had to go to the auditorium and watch this stupid movie. Cary and Mimi were naming random characters as me, my bf, ect. I was really confused as to what was going on and i had to constantly ask them which one was me. Well, JackyLin sat next to me so obviously, i wouldn't be watching the stupid cowboy movie. Or pretend to be watching it. And freaking JAMMY kept being a pervert and touching me in inappropriate places. Haha. Love you too, low gong.xD

After that, i walked with Jacky. And Isaiah and Kendrick-ish. Haha. And they were making fun of my last name. Gee, thanks. Haha. After Jacky left, i walked alone and i saw Jammy, Carmen, Andy, annndd...i forgot. Jammy asked me if i wanted to go with them to get Pho but i refused. I just wanted to go home. Yep. Thats pretty much what happened to me today.

Alright bye.

Song Lyric of the Day:
"Baby, i love you. I never wanna let you go. The more i think about it, the more i wanna let you know that everything you do is superfucking cute. And i can't stand it."

Mimi's house &the shit we do..(:

Lets not talk about my morning, eh? I waited for Mimi at the busstop and we walked to school. Mmm, we walked to Mr.Ellets talking about how i cant be mean. Oh Mimi, i got it now. "WHAT CHU WANT,PUNK." (: Um, at Ellet, nothing much happened. Slow day. Sigh, but yep, we eventually got out. I walked to my locker and JackyLin came with me but ditched me for his friend. Haha. Hoe. Ok so i had to walk to gym ALONE cause Jacky ditched me. I saw Bryan and said a few words to him.

Okay, in gym, we practiced the dance for 10 minutes and then we had to perform it. We were last to perform so we were good. I didn't learn the shit till the last minute. And we all still messed up. But Ms.Ramirez says we were one of the best. Then she said "Just kidding." -__- Thanks.

In health, we learned about the budget cuts thing. Jacky said "Don't hug me." That hoe.D: Just cause Michelle was there and we didn't want her to be spreading random shit again. LOL. That class was pretty boring and i didn't care all that much. Yea bye.

In physics, we had to do the lab thing. I talked to my table about stuuff. I swear to god, Ashley needs to GTFO because she REALLY doesn't belong in our group. She's so annoying. She makes stupid comments about stupid shit like "Wow." "Oh god." shit like that. I swear, how does she have friends. No offense. Is it still offensive? Oh well, you'll never read this anyway unless you're a stupid stalker who is smoking bananas... I wish our group was with Vicente, Wilson, and... Brendan.:D No girls cause i find girls EXTREMELY annoying. Most of them are all retarded stupid hoe. Alright done.

At lunch, i don't remember what we did. Just sat and talked. Then we had to go to the auditorium to talk about the money problem thing. Everyone seemed pretty into it but i was daydreaming about something. Or someone.(; Okay, whatever bye.

At Mimi's house, i ate chicken nuggets and then Mimi's mom made us some french fries. Pretty good.:D Then we watched some shit. I swear, it wasn't that creepy. I think we're immune to disgusting shit. We were even making fun of how hairy he was. LMFAO. And the other one, it was just..DOTDOTDOT. Haha. Then we read Mimi's pornos and read some confessions. Then we read about the dominate/submissive shit. LOL. Sigh, the fetishes people have these days.xD

Then we talked to that one guy that likes her making stuff about our 'BFF' being 'pregnant' and she was pushed down the stairs so her 'baby' is gone. LMFAO. Then we made fun of people on the yearbook again. Uh huh. We made words out of those magnet things like "We give good vagina sex." "Happy penis needs vagina." LMFAO stuff like that. Then we ate noodles again and i had to go.xD

I'm bitching about my mom to my mom's boyfriend. Is that bad? LOL, hey, it's not MY fault, she yelled at me first when i nicely asked her if she was going out to eat. She said all this shit about "OF COURSE I AM. DO YOU KNOW HOW HUNGRY I AM? Just cause you ate, you don't care if WE did. You're so selfish." Blahblahblah. Hoe.

"Will you please stop talking to me like that or I'll fucking slap you." Then my sister quickly gets out of my sight. Ha. Even when I'm pissed, i still have my manners. Lucky i didn't just hit her and make her bleed like i want to. What is with me and my desire to watch someone bleed and die. Beg for mercy and I'll just laugh at them and tell them they are the ones who did this bullshit first. I don't start shit but i will certainly end it. Call me heartless and sick, but so much anger has built up in me that i want to see someone suffer. I want to see someone cry.

Alright. Till next time.:D

Song Lyric of the Day:
"You and i got our whole lives ahead of us. We turned you, can we could turn you on?"

I need to be meaner &all hail the KING.(:

Alright today, i woke up at 7:40 so i decided 5 MORE MINUTES. And i woke up to my grandpa going like "WAKE UPP." That didn't even feel like 5 minutes yet. It felt like i just closed my eyes for a second.D: Sigh then i get ready and all that crap. I eat and go to school. Arg, it was raining.D: I take the 14L and walk down slowly. I wait 6 minutes for Mimi cause i came early. She was on the second bus and arrived at 7:58. I thought we were gonna be late and shes like CHILLAAAXX. LOL okay, she didn't say that but whatever. Haha. We do to our lockers and went to our classes.

In English, we switched seats. FINALLY.:D Haha, so now i sit with Anna, Jason, and Alex. At least i can talk to Anna now. Hehe. We read this one story about how this mom forced her daughter into shit. Yea, i don't know.xD

When i went out, Mimi was waiting at the door for me. She asked me if i wanted to wait for Jacky but i said no. So i don't think we did, haha, i don't remember. So we go to my locker, then to Geo. I got to move back to my old SEAATT. Jason was already there so i joined them and asked if they missed us. Patrick was like "..No. Yohanis( or whatever) is better. And he's black." Huh, what a warm welcoming, eh? We retook the test as a group cause we all failed so badly at it. LOL. That was pretty fun. With making fun of Patrick cause his gum was grape flavored and he said it was good. And teaching him how to say "I like to eat fried chicken." in Chinese. LMFAO. All the Asians in geometry were staring at him and he was embarrassed.xD

In Spanish, we actually had the test and it was pretty easy. Did that for the rest of the period and wrote some of my fanfic. That's it. I didn't do my Spanish Immersion.xD Sigh, FML.

At the assembly, me and Mimi couldn't sit together cause there was no space.): But she sat like in front of me while i commented about how they talked. LMFAO. What the fuck is that shit though. The poems were no good and i was ready to hear a lot of rap shit. I thought they were gonna pass out fried chicken. Jkjk. LMAO. But yea, i had something to say about every word they spoke. "Imma go to skoo." HAHAHA. Some of them talk so ugly. And we saw Uju as well. I wanted to tell BestfriendJason but he was sleeping.D: And stupidCalvinEdwardAndy kept calling me just to say "Hi.." i swear, he was calling me every five minutes.-__- That hoe. Then they started playing fucking "You're a Jerk." and i covered my ears and started crying. LMFAO. Well, a couple tears.xD Yea, shut up. Mimi told me that SOMEONE was staring at me and it was pretty damn annoying.-__- And we saw Auxi's boyfriend walk across the stage and we shot him multiple insults.xD If it was someone else, we wouldn't bash him thaat badly.xD

At lunch, we gossiped in the middle of the quad. I don't really remember. LOL.

In gym, we had to do this stupid dance shit. I mean, REALLY? This unit is about DANCING. I think i have the right to say FUCK. MY. LIFE. But Hang is in our group and he is the KING. Or so he says.XD So we were all like "Ok King. blahblahblah." LOLOL It was fuun. He wants to do the tango. I'm like "Do it with a guy." And he's just like "I don't care if it is with a guy." LMFAO.

But before that, in the locker room, i confronted Michelle in the nicest, most calmest voice i could manage. "Michelle." she looked up at me, glaring. But i saw that fear was evident in her eyes. "I would really appreciate it if you would stop making things up and stop telling people what i did or didn't do. Thank you." I quickly said and went into the bathroom. Obviously, she was whining about it to Auxi and Kaylla. What a baby. I didn't even raise my voice. Mimi told me my voice was normal, as if i was talking to her regularly. She told me that right after i left, Michelle's babyass ran to Auxi and them going like "OMG Auxi.. blahblahblah." Stupid ass. I was so nice to. So much so that even i almost busted out laughing. Mimi needs to teach me how to be meaner.):

In Physics, I talked to Wilson and Vicente. I learned some stuff. And bestfriend said that Ashley didn't like him.D: Who carrees. No one likes her either.-__- But that hoe threw a paper ball at my face when he was throwing it and i jumped in front of him. D: I got a C+. Sigh, i cant make it higher cause i don't have any work to make up.D: Sigh, i heard Auxi gushing about her boyfriend. GAG. "Oh the one that was walking across the stage." Something like that, and everyone else was like AWWW(:. I realized something today.-__- Sigh, anyway, i don't remember what else happened.

Afterschool, i walked with Jacky and i was debating whether i should tell him what Michelle said or not. I was really confused about how he'd react and i didn't want to see it. But i finally decided to tell him at the end when he was about to go. He just looked at me and was like "We were kissing? I don't recall that.." or something like that. And im like "Me neither." and he said he would handle it so whatever. I hugged him goodbye and left...

Haha okay bye.(:

Song Lyric of the Day:
"Well it's kinda hard when I'm dead, right? It's kinda hard when I'm dead."

Michelle-fucking-Chen.

Are you serious? You need to get your shit in line. Really. Okay, before you start telling people shit that is not true. Let me clear things up for you cause apparently, you are delusional. Me and Jacky are NOT dating. And whatever you think you saw, obviously you need thicker glasses. Alright? Either that, or you think its fun to make things up. Is your relationship with your friends that dull that you have to make things up just to have something to talk about? Is it really that damn dull? So get your shit straight please. We weren't kissing and i have NO idea where you got that from. If you'd like to ask me, I'd gladly tell you what an idiot you are in person.

And even if we WERE. Is it your place to be telling people? No, i don't think so.

Thankyou.Haveagoodnight.

"Mama, we're all full of lies. Mama, we're meant for the flies. And right now, they're building a coffin your size. Mama, we're full of lies."