Monday, February 28, 2011

Theater is for special eds.(:

Theater class is so amazing. I swear, if you just walked in, you'd think it's a special ed class. We would have people running in circles, making retarded noises. Or two people hopping around with their arms to their chest like dinosaurs. LMFAO! When people walk in, they stop for a second. Ahahah. So much laughs today.(:

I love this so much

We're pretty cute. (:

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Fuuuuuuuuuck

I hate being a girl so much. AshdjebJffklgys. Killer cramps. -__-

Thank god for painkillers. I feel nothing now. :D I'm just gonna carry around these pills just in casee. Yeah.(:

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Have you met my boyfriend? :D

Bowling &froyo &just talking. (:

So i had such a good day. I got to Metreon and texted Mimi and she told me she wasn't there yet and i should just go to the Yerba Buena. So i got there and started texting her and Jack tried to sneak up on me. We walked around for a bit and talked then we saw Edgar. Then we just sat and talked. It was so chill. Then 45 minutes after we said we would meet, everyone else came. LOL. We were just talking for a while. We soo need to back Freddie a cake on the last day of class or something. Like we should bring it to final performance and have a mini celebration after. Omgg. I just think we should get him something to show how much we appreciate him. We're the sweetest, i know.(: The little kids there are so cute! I wanted to steal one. LOL.

Then we went to check out the iceskating time and it was $11 for 20 minutes and it wasn't worth it so we went to check out bowling instead. It was worth it because we just had to pay 5 dollars each plus our bowling shoe rental. The next available lane was about half an hour away so went to the Metreon again and fooled around. We took pictures in the picture booth. It was funny because right as they were like 3 2 1, Mireya sneezed and we just started cracking up in the pictures. And in the last picture, we were doing thumbs up and Jack thought we were all flicking off the camera so he flicked it off. LMAO, it was so funny. Then we got on these motorcycle things in the arcade and they moved so side to side and it was so fun. :D

Then it was finally time to go bowling. Johnathan left and Jessica showed up with her sister. We counted the money and everything then we got our lane. I sucked at first. Gutter balls. Apparently, we were too old to get bumpers.): The shoes were sick though. :D Then i caught up and got a little better. Ahaha, it was fun.(: Then we walked around and talked. We made so much plans! Ahaha, dressing up as terrorists (tourists) next weekend and riding the cable cars. :D Yayayay. Also, we're going to wondercon together! We went to some frozen yogurt place. I totally forgot the name. D: These balls were so yummy though! Like they pop it your mouth and juice squirts out. In all seriousness, they were so yummy. We just hung out there for so long, just talking. We talked about school, first impressions, what to do next time, people who don't like us, and just joked around. So chill.(: Omg, the frozen yogurt was so good.

Then after we just chilled for hella long, we decided to head home. But not before heading to this sex store. LMFAO. Since we were all giggling and laughing, they asked for ID so i went out of the store. Edgar had his ID though. I didn't know he was 18.. -__- LOL. But they all wouldn't believe me when i told them i was 15. They started saying they thought i was 17 and they think I'm a baby. ): This is why i don't like being so young. .__. I learned a lot today. One, I'm bad at bowling. Two, if you go in a sex store all laughing and giggling, they will ask for ID. Three, I look retarded when i smile. Four, I'm probably gonna go broke hanging out with these guys. LOL. But it's all good.

I had a gooooooooooooooood day. (:

"Why do you sing about it? Why do you think about it? Why do you care at all?"

Friday, February 25, 2011

When i pass up free food,

then you know something's wrong.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

In the studio. :D

In bio, Holaday started givin me work from her honors classes. ROFL. Still so easy. Gonzo is mean to me!): Music production, only Jack was here at first so i was in his group and we went into the room with the two doors! YAY. Me, him, and Isabel. A drummer, a guitarist, and a pianist. Perfect. :D Jack went first. We worked on mine a bit then we did Isabel's. We went to break. ChristianR came.(: Went back and recorded my guitar. I totally screwed up, didn't i? I was going too fast. But i thought he wanted it fast. (that's what she said) They spent so much time fixing it, and we're not even done. AHHHH. Ah well. That was my first time recording, i wasn't prepared. It was all improvise. But it still sounds nice. After, used Jack's phone to call for a ride then went with him to the bus stop. I don't even remember what we were talking about. LOL. He got on his bus and i waited in the rain for my ride. Went home.

Pretty good day. PLEASE snow tomorrow!

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Career day. AP fair.

Career stuff was pretty boring. Janelle was there. :D LOL. Cossick, finished watching projects. I feel bad now because i wrote so much criticism for Gordon; everyone did. Lunch, i got kinda mad. I don't mind sharing with the guys cause i offer it to them, ya'll just fucking take it and grab hella. Whatever though, it wasn't even mine. Thanks, Brendan. In Adv. Alg, that guy kinda pissed me off too. .__. Just cause I'm smiling on the outside doesn't mean i don't want to throw you out that window in the inside. Damn. Afterschool, chilled at Terence's house for a bit, then went to AP fair. Waited in the line for like an hour. Wtf. -__- I don't wanna take AP world anymore because it's gonna mess up my schedule and I'll have two history classes. No Spanish 5/6 for me. Nooo. D: Then went with Mimi to OoS.

Ate her cookies. :D Hung around then Edgar came so i talked to him. Mireya came, and we just chilled. He told us what happened between him and yeah. I don't think you're a dick at all. It was kind of bad, but the situation is messed up, but you aren't. Promise. Went to class. Warmed up. Played 'Baby, i love you.' I was beasting until Edgar picked me. He got all up in my personal space! LMAO. Not enough for it to be cheating, but enough to crack me. xD Taxi cab improv game. I was 'ashamed', shit, i didn't know how to carry out that emotion. Mireya got sad, and Quinn got optimistic. I got ashamed? The hell? D: It's all good. It was really funny. Break, went upstairs to get my freaking chapstick cause my lips were so dry. ADWEQFewop. I hate that. Back downstairs, read 'Hello, out there.' or something along the lines of that. I don't remember the exact title. It was interesting though. After, hugged them goodbye and got picked up.

The end. Pretty good day. Smile, darling!

"Got the world figured out and a girl on my shoulder singing, 'Everything's gonna be alright.'"

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

We're weird. (:

School was aight, the only interesting thing was him (fuck, i forgot your name again. Starts with an S though! :D) calling me out in gym. I told him i liked that ugly new guy and said he was my ex soulmate and he starts going like "AYE, YOU USED TO GO OUT WITH THIS GIRL?!" LOLOL get out of here! And telling me to STFU in Gonzo's class too. Meanie!

Afterschool, walked with Brendan to OoS so i could waste time. The boys weren't there yet so i asked him to stay with me until class started. Took his crackers. ^_^ There was half a bag left and i only ate two. The boys, mainly ChristianR, took them all. LMFAO. It's okay. XD It was dark; the power was out for like half an hour. I was wearing ChristianR's sunglasses and i was partially blind. Don't ask me why, I'm just crazy. Hehe. Played on the middle. "Okay, you two will be behind Jessica." "Behind her?" "Well, backing her up." "It's okay, I like to be behind Jessica." GET OUT OF HERE, JESSE! LOLOLLOLOL. Everyone was staring at me and laughing. Omg. LOLOL.

I got confused a few times, but it's all good! I get insecure when I'm playing one beat by myself because i can mess up and never know. "It's like jumping off a train, then when you're trying to jump back on, you smash your head into a pole. So don't get off the train!" Thanks for the advice, although it's a bit.. odd to connect it with jumping off a train. But it totally makes sense at the same time. I've been metaphorically jumping off the train (stopping my rhythm) , and when i try to get back on, i do get off rhythm, or.. bump my head into the pole. xD

Then Rafa came to tell us the light was back on. Or.. she made some hand motions and Alfie understood. Ahahha, cute. :D Played a bit more then breaktime. It was pretty funny. "Hey, look you guys, this shit makes me look like i have a dick." Then Amy walks by and asks what we're talking about. YAKNOW, carrots and stuff. (: Duh. We totally weren't talking about dicks and poop, you know me! :D Ahahha. When she left, they were making fun of how a dick shouldn't be that high up and i said i had a boner. Then they made fun of how small it is. MEANIEMEANIEMEANIE! ): Why are all males being meanies to me today? Ahaha.

Back to class. Played the snare, son! ChristianR was teaching me how to perfect my roll and ghost notes. NO ME GUSTA GHOST NOTES, they drive me crazy. But i almost have it, right Christian? Cause sometimes, you give me a nod, then sometimes you give me this look. ._. Getting there. Jack gave me a piggy back ride, yay. :D Jesse said he would throw me after class. I thought he was bluffing.. he wasn't. Afterclass, i sat in the office a little bit. Kept saying "We're weird." then it turned into "wee wee" and i started laughing so hard. My god. I don't remember most of what ahppened but eventually, me, Jack, ChristianR, and Jesse went outside to wait fr the bus. Jesse carried me and actually did throw me. Then he was like "Aight, let's throw her around. You catch her." NIGGASHIT, no! LOLOOL. Then we were just laughing and shit. WE'RE WEIRD WE'RE WEIRD WE'RE WEIRD. :D Then ChristianR and Jesse left. Me and Jack were serious for a moment, then back to craziness. He says i have a split personality. LOL. "You're ridiculous." Nooooo, you are. :D Then he left and i continued waiting for my mom's bf.

Funny day, thaaanks. (:

"Imagine yourself in a boat by the river. With tangerine trees, and marmalade skies."

Monday, February 21, 2011

Other blog; onlythehappythings.blogspot.com

It's basically this blog, except without all the 'bad' things.

Grandpa.

It pains me to look at my grandpa. He just looks so old and weak and helpless. I know i don't talk to him, maybe not even once a day, but i still really feel bad for him. I remember this one time last year when i was hanging out with some friends afterschool and he called me saying he forgot to get his keys before he left the house so he was stuck outside. I said that i would go home and open the door for him, but i didn't. I left him waiting outside for an hour or two. Whenever i look back, i feel like such a horrible person. I feel like such a stupid brat who had her head too far up her ass to have any compassion for anyone. Really, i feel so horrible when i remember that. And you don't talk a lot, and when you do, it's often not anything relevant or telling us stories from your childhood for the millionth time. It seems like you don't even understand what we say a lot of the time. It stabs my heart when i see you, and i mean really see you. The hunched way you walk, the wrinkles on your face, your cane you rely on for walking. It's too much.

Occasionally, you get sent to the hospital and it's really scary because we never know when you're going to pass out. Or if you fall down, you can't get up. And that one time when you said you just wanted to die.. It's just scary, you know? I may seem like a selfish, ungrateful girl who is in her own little world. I know i eventually have to come out of my bubble and join the rest of the world. I can't hide in my room forever, and i will regret it when you.. pass away.. because i didn't come out sooner and actually be a part of this family. I don't know where I'm going with this.

So you will never know this, but for you, grandpa, i will try to be a better person.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

I love my new nail polish color. Like, it's so pretty. Asdfghjkl;. Oh, and it matches my ipod case. :D So of course, i camerawhored.

Ignore the creepy smile.
Ignore the hair.

Trust me, these pictures do it no justice.
Okay, I'm done.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

So i baked cookies.

 
Yum.(:
And i'm watching The Time Traveler's Wife. :D
&Ghosts of girlfriends past.
Oh, and 500 days of Summer.(:
In my world, confidence is key.

Not that you'll ever understand anything about my world.

Friday, February 18, 2011

I don't feel like playing my guitar lately.

I haven't practiced in a while. OH NOES.
After school, i went to buy some Cap'n Crunch because Kelly gave me some and it was so yummy. :D

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Marin Headland pictures. :D

There isn't much but here are some.

The bus ride. :D I was right next to Jessica (the blond one) but it was too early and i didn't want to have my picture taken. Haha.







Lunch with the main people. (except the two standing)

                                A lot and a lot of walking.










I really dont like the way i look in this picture. But yeah, Gio, Genesis, ChristianR, Edgar, and i.(:







I wasn't kidding when i said i knocked out on the couch with ChristianR. LOL.

Hate the weather.):

The one day I don't wear my rain boots, i need it most. -__- I wore it all the other days and it was freaking sunny yesterday.-__- I really hate the weather. Spanish, samesame. Houston, read and watched Saving Private Ryan. Ate my sandwich and drank my tea.(: Hrm, finished reading Ash. Then skipped gym to meet author. Missed most of 4th too. Yee. I still finished my work though. In 15 minutes, I finished what they worked on for most the period. :D Gonzo, meh. Afterschool, i was so cold. I didn't even hug people back. LOL. Got there and talked with Amy. Planning next YAB meeting. Helluh little people were here today. Probably cause the weather. When i called the class down, it was only me, Brian, Harry, Nelson, and Isabel. In the middle of the project, Jack and ChristianR came in. Yay. :D

Jack was trying to learn the Rugrats theme song and i accepted ChristianR with open arms.(: Brian is beast at guitar. Like, wow. Nelson was basically jizzing in his pants when he was playing. ROFL. I asked ChristianR to teach me how to play the drumset. He taught me a beat. :D Went back inside and Jack joined us. He was like "It smells like weed." and we thought he said pee at first. Ahaha. But the guitar smelled like such strong weed, omg. What have you been smuggling in your guitar hole, Mark? ._.

Marin headland pictures coming up! :D

"The girl with kaleidoscope eyes."

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Pretty good day.(:

Nothing much in Spanish. Ate my PB&J in Houston.(: Cossick, omg. Watched our video. It is so good! Ms.Cossick loved it. YEEEE, couldn't stop smiling. I had tears too, happy, excited, nervous tears. Lunch, talked and stuff. Told Mr.Kerr my joke.(: Gonzo, talked to Jasmine about boys. My cheeks hurt from smiling. Afterschool, dramadrama. Called my mom to ask where she was and apparently, her ex gave us $50 for red envelopes.(: So i bussed to his restaurant in Sunset. Ate and went to buy groceries. Bussed back and was on time for OoS.

Class, warm up and improv. Break, talked to Mireya. Scary shit. Talked to Stacy and her problems. Talked to Edgar and Elisha.(: Back to class, wrote this thing about ourselves. We had to describe ourselves. I wrote "Sweet" on Edgar's paper. No lie, though.(: Practiced our scenes. Yee, i think i got the lines down.(: Watched some scenes. After, went and chilled with them for a while. You're too sweet. Ahh! Haha. "What are you doing?" "Chilling.. literally." "Ahaha, cause it's cold?" I'm the dork with the lame jokes.(: Waited around and helped Amy prepare food then met some of the Board members. The cheese smelled so bad. "Who cut the cheese?" LOLOL. Cause we were literally cutting cheese and it smelled horrible. Ahahh. I got jokes. (: Meeting started. Omg, he recognized me from my scene! :DD Yay. Talked about what YAB does and yeah. I spaced out a lot.

"You're the sole reason i kept believing."

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Stop judging.

My only regret of OoS is not getting to know you better! I, of course, thought i was all cool with my little group and everything, i overlooked you. Or maybe i judged too quickly. I mean, i did tell you how you looked and how it affected us. Just the "Too cool to talk to you." but we did start talking at the first Final Performance and it was all uphill from there. I shouldn't have judged. You're cool and such a sweetheart. I wish i had more time with all of you!

And since it's like impossible for me to stop judging, I'm gonna change my resolution just a bit. Don't let the way your first impression or judgment affect the way you treat them or the chances they have.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Our project was good. :D

I liked today even though it was Valentines day. My Valentine is the best person in the world, myself. :D Yee. Was almost late to school. D: Hella tired in Houston's. ._. Gym, free time. Holoday, i like how she gives me extra work now cause i complained that this crap was easy. ._. But i finished my homework, the notes, the work, and the extra work in the time that everyone else finished notes and classwork. LOL I'm amazing. Lunch, we saw the video. OMG it was so good! :D We watched it again. Omg, I'm excited. LOL. But we had a freaking sub for Cossick. Lucas's thumb looks like a toe! ROFL. Gonzo, quiz and makeup work. Afterschoool, splashed in puddles. :D

OoS, updated the calender and went to class. The Wiener Game. :D Elisha would win. LOL. Then some improv. Then break. Thanks for the chocolate covered donuts, sweetiepie. :D They were yummy. Back to class, read Stacy's secret admirer letter thing. LOL. Roses are red. Violets are blue. And i just can't stop thinking about you. Ahaha, i said that to Edgar and it earned me a hug. :D Practiced scenes. Goddammit, i can't say the "The music, the smells, ...you." with a straight face while looking him in the eyes. Motherfuckeer, i suck. LOL. "I love you madly." Ah, you're too cute. :D After, hung around. I like y'all a lot. :D So sweet. I couldn't wipe the smile off my face after that.

"I wanna hold your hand."

My sister is racist. LOL.

"Do i look weird?"
"Looks like you're about to go to the rice farm!"

Don't hate on my hellokitty rainboots! D:

For me? Thanks.(:

Let me just pretend that these are for me.
Happy Valentine's Day.(:

Saturday, February 12, 2011

All you need is love.

Love is all you need.

The sun should stay.

I wanted today to be productive cause this weekend is the last day of the good weather. So here's basically what i did today.
  • Woke up, and took a shower.
  • Argued with mom, then went to Starbucks with sister.
  • Went next door to eat.
  • Walked around Lucky's.
  • Walked home.
  • Drank a sip of beer.
  • Worked on essay.



  • Guitar.


    • Did some monologues.

     Obviously, not all these pictures are taken on the same day.

    Lol, what a fake smile.

    Friday, February 11, 2011

    Bad day gone good.

    Please stop. It hurts to see you like this. Afterschool, went to Terence's house and did the voice over. Needed a guitar so went to school to the music lab, but it was locked. We found Paulo and Bryan and they got Gordon's guitar for us. I really don't like this. It sounded so crappy. Everyone was just complaining. It just made me love my guitar more. Returned it to him ASAP and went back to Terence's house. He recorded and then i left. Weird stares on the bus. Was my music really that loud, lol? Ate dinner, then went to MissionDanceTheater. My mom's bf kept insisting to stay until my class came but suddenly, Edgar and Gio showed up. :D

    After he left, they told me they thought he was hitting on me. LMFAO. We went next door to the Chinese restaurant and sat down. Talked about Spanish class. XD Then Gio was asking Edgar for money for coffee. "It's like he's my girlfriend." ROFL! Omg. Thanks for offering some to me too.(: Talked more and decided to leave once this black baby started crying helluh loud. Saw Freddie and joined him at the other cafe. Then Mireya and ChristianD came. Sat around, then went up. "Let's go to the corner so i can touch you." LMAO, i wasn't gonna rape you, jeez. Just tickle you a little bit. I love ticklish guys. (: We got in and the seats were helluh funky. Talked a bit. Found out they were seniors. AWH. D: 3 more months till byebye. "You make it seem like I'm gonna die or something." LOL. Still.):

    The show started and it was pretty funny. Then there was this part where he was being this little girl and her mom got shot and her dad was high and her babysister was out with her friends partying. It was really sad. Someone was crying really hard.): I'll admit, i was going to cry too. It was funny because whenever Edgar would lean back, me and Mireya's chairs would lean back helluh far with it and it would make helluh big noises. Ahahah.

    After the show was over, we went downstairs but then Freddie asked if we wanted to meet the actor and we said yes. So we went back upstairs and met Paul. :D Took pictures with him too.(: He's pretty chill. Apparently, he was Freddie's teacher! OMG, that's helluh cool. So he gave us a few tips about character development. Let me just write it here so i don't forget. Each character should have it's own characteristics that separates it from all the other characters. Make sure to emphasize whatever that quality is. Thanks.(:

    So my day was good, then bad, then goood again. Thanks coffee, fuck you, and thanks boys. (:

    "Will he love you like i loved you? Will he tell you every day?

    Thursday, February 10, 2011

    Good day. :D

    Nothing interesting at school except Garrett farting in gym and hella openly, happily admitting it. Bio, "Why are you so mean to him?" "I just hate stupid people." LMAO. I guess I can be 'mean' and blunt. I can be a sweetheart, I swear, this class brings out the worst in me. I feel like I'm in such a bitchy mood today. Afterschool, walked and talked with Jason for a bit. Took the 8x. Didn't even notice ChristianR at first! LOL. At Balboa Park Station, i saw him and went over to him. He said he was seeing how long it took for me to notice. LOL. We got in, i like how people are making their O's so nice on the Tic Tac Toe.(: Me, ChristianR, and Jack just went down to the music room before everyone else. Jack was on the drumset, Christian on the piano, and me on the triangle. :D What a talented bunch. LMAO.

    We stayed in there for 10minutes and the rest of the class came in. Played on the shaker with ChristianD and Jack first. I hella spaced out. LMAO. The little Sorry magnet piece. So cute. I was just playing with it the whole time and they were laughing at me.): LOL. Then went on the middle. Then the snare for only a little while. Break, we just stayed in. Jack and ChristianD were playing on the drumset. Me and ChristianR were in the other room. Him playing piano and me on guitar. :D

    Class came back in and i played on the shaker. Then the bass with Jack. Alfie said we were the most off. ): Aw. But we got on track, i think. Then went on the snare for till the end of class. Alfie kept making us go faster and me and ChristianR stare at each other like WHUUUUUUUUUUUUT. Faster. Faster. Faster. My arms can't go any faster. I kept messing up too. ._. Everytime he asked us to go faster, me and ChristianR would exchange looks that were half :0 and half .__. Jack was laughing at my facial expressions. LOL. "Snares are going way too slow!" )': Finished up and yee. Compliments on thee hair. Thanks. :D Played with the magnet some more with Jack. We are such losers.(: He eventually left and the meeting got started. Talked about the headlands. We helluh need to go again. Left at 7 cause my mom picked me up.

    Yep, the end. Pretty good day.(:

    "But someday I'm gonna put this body to shame and grow old."

    Wednesday, February 9, 2011

    Theaater.

    Theater was fun today. Yee, racist buddy. :D LMAO. It's cause every time he says something racist, I'm the first to catch it and laugh so it's like we have to same thoughts, but he is the one who says it. Ahahhah. Racist buddy, fosho. Happy belated birthday, Fredward! :D Edgar brought chocolate covered strawberries for us. AWHH. Such a sweetheart.(: Thanks, they were yummy.(: Actually, it was the first time i had chocolate covered strawberries, no lie. Did my scene with Quinn. Cold read. Apparently, a hot read is a really good cold read. Ours was a warm read. :D Ahaha, "I can't shit." xD Some of the other people's scenes were really good, some were meh. Overall, very fun today. :D

    Awh, i was going to surprise my mom at the airport but her flight got delayed so i can't.):

    "Does he love you like i loved you, does he tell you every day? Does he make you feel invincible with every word he'll say?"

    Tuesday, February 8, 2011

    Recording.

    Not much interesting but gym, pantsed Garrett. LOL.<3 &oh my mother fucker, i lost one pound. -__- Holoday, I can't explain how much I don't like these people. I think so lowly of these people, it's not even funny. Drumming, i was got on the 8x and i saw Jack but he didn't get on. I debated whether i should get off to walk with him but it was too late. I got to OoS and watched Alfie make new belts. Jack walked in and asked me how i got there so fast and i told him i was on the 8x and i saw him. Then he said he saw me waiting so he wanted to get off the 29 but it was too late, but he got forced off the next stop. Wtf. It didn't really work out for us, but it's the thought that counts, right?

    ChristianR came, all cool and stuff as usual. Man, i really regret not getting to know him last year. Like wth, why didn't we get close? Now it's the last session and we have limited time.): Jack promised to still go to the exhibitions. You better! But yeah, found out we were recording today and the way Christian said "Damn." under his breath made me laugh. Ahaha. I know though. I wanted to do some drumming too. D: Got to the music room and Jack immediately hopped on the drum set. Man, i broke a nail when i hit it with my fingers. LOL. It's all good though.

    Got split into groups. Me, Nelson, Harry, and Brian. Oh, i just noticed that i was the only girl. Sweet, lol. Got a kick in. Damn, looks like we're doing a rock song. Ahaha. Nelson did some crazy snare, but we decided to keep it simple. Man, Jack and Christian's group was good and i was like wnwvnwpeovg in my group. Recorded for the first time today. Last session, i avoided it. Like, all of it. LOLOOL. But i played the hi hat. Yee. I can't create my own patterns, guys. So i got told what to do and i did it. Yee. Did more editing and stuff and went out to break. It was kinda cold so Jack gave me his jacket. Thaanks.<3 Then everyone just watched ChristianR eat his burrito. Jack asked for some and he said no, then he offered me some. LMAO. But he did give Jack a bite in the end. xD I got the kids to go back to class and yeah.

    Worked a little bit more. Editing? I don't know, i stepped out a bit and just messed around. Then i went to Jack and Christian's group and they had a guitar. I told him i had a tuner, but he thought i meant that i had it on me. Ahaha. But i found one of Lick's. Then me and ChristianR spent fifteen minutes tuning the stupid guitar with the stupid tuner. LOL. He was having trouble so i did it and he helped me. The tuner is so stupid, like really. The strings were so ugly, i swear. Like they restrung it a lot, and they didn't cut off the freaking extra string. It's so ugly and bothersome! ._. LOL. "Cause you're an actor.. Er, actress. A good ont at that!" Why, thank you. :D Compliments like these are guilty pleasures of mine.

    Man, i should practice guitar. I should also study for Spanish. I'm doing neither.

    Bye.(: Oh, and have fun in Vegas, mommy. :D

    "Make all my decisions for me."

    Monday, February 7, 2011

    Theater, duh.

    School is never interesting enough to blog about. OoS was good though. Got there and sat around and made small talk. Class, some improv games that i wasn't part of. Pretty funny though. "Babe." (: Break, fights. Ahaha. Class again, filled out evaluations for Marin Headlands. NEEEEEED to go again, por favor. (: Some of us got new scripts, i didn't so i hung with Edgar and Gio cause their script was funny. Fuck me for not being able to do a Latino accent.): I wanted to do the scene with them. Gio randomly squeezed the back on my leg and i fell to the floor. Yeah, I'm extremely ticklish! He thinks it's so adorable.): Hahah. Anyway, continued the scene with them. "AYE VATOO." That's the only thing i can say with the accent. LOL.

    "I'm taking Spanish." :D "Really? Say something in Spanish." "Ay vato. Yo tengo hambre." "That's a very important phrase." -Gio. "You're hungry? For what?" "Uh.. tacos?" LMAO. "Yay, high five. Spanish 4!" Ahahaha.(: Yee. Some people did their scenes. It's pretty good. We're getting new scenes on Wednesday because he ran out.): Awh, they seem pretty interesting too. Just gotta wait, i guess. Then said goodbye to Gio and Edgar and headed out.(: Took the 8x with Christian, then the 14 home. That's it. Pretty fun.(:

    "And a bit more of her least favorite things."

    Sunday, February 6, 2011

    Thanks for all the red envelopes! Especially from my mom and dad. Mom, you give me so much money already and here's another reason to give me more. And dad, you barely even have enough money to get by and you still give me so much. And from all the people i haven't even met, but still give me money.(:

    Thanks everyone.(:

    Friday, February 4, 2011

    Where the hell would i be without art?

    AMAZING.

    I don't even know where to begin! Everything was just so amazing. So OoS headed to the headlands. There was a magic bus and the teachers bus. Everyone went to the Magic bus so we went to the party bus. Jack was all saying "NOO, it's better. It has a full sound system." Ahaha. They had so much energy and were trying to get me to rock out. I told them my brain wakes up at 1pm. LOL. I liked hearing Jack's stories and seeing them rock out. It was hella funny because we were trying to hold our breath from the entrance of the tunnel to the exit and the tunnel was soo long. I couldn't do it, Jessica couldn't do it, but Jack did. Lungs of a swimmer. LOL. We got there hella fast though. We started walking and hiking for a long time because we couldn't check in and go inside till 3:30.

    I don't know how, but we got to this one place where artists go and work. It was pretty creepy but it was cool. There were like TV screens that had scary ass crap playing. Things like girls who are blinded and confined, trying to crawl out. There was also one that had this girl in white, walking in the snow towards the camera. It was the Grudge, or Ring or something. D: Went to eat lunch. Yumyum. After that, explored the place, trying to get in these rooms that were molded shut, with bars and a lot of protection for them. They were like jail cells or something. Eli was trying to think of ways to get it. We needed a chainsaw or something to break the bars open, then crawl inside, obviously, we didn't have one with us. Then i went to play volleyball and they kept on hitting it to the top part and we couldn't get it. So Marcel and ChristianR had to give me a boost and i would have to climb up to get it. -__- LOL. It happened 3 times until Jack and ChristianD got up there and we made them get it for us. Ahah.

    Walked some more and did icebreakers. What did we do after the ice breakers? Uh.. i don't remember. I think we walked some more and took a tour of the place. It seemed pretty big at first but it's really not. Everything is all connected. We got to see the haunted houses and where everything was. I was scared but Jack and ChristianR were fascinated. We were finally able to go in an we just hung out in the lounge. Christian, Jack, Jessica, and other people were playing Apples to Apples. Then we did art project stuff. After that, we got to chill again. I was dead tired and i knocked out on the couch with ChristianR for a few minutes. Ahaha. Listened to the rules and got assigned rooms. Boys' rooms are downstairs and we're upstairs. They aren't allowed to go upstairs. LOL.

    Settled down into our rooms and i helped make dinner. Jack was the only guy making dinner. :D Made the salad with Mireya. Talked to Jack. I love hearing his stories, like really. He's so clumsy. LMAO. He fed me some of his bean salad. It was good! Went with Mireya to go change into our PJs. :D Like really, after we did it, everyone started to do it too. I felt so self conscious at first because it was like 4:30 ahah. I asked Jack why he didnt change and he was like "One hint. Easy excited." I was like OOOHH. LOL. Ate; chefs get food first! :DD LOL. It was really yummy. After that, we just hung around. Went to the gameroom to watch them play pool. I didn't feel like playing. D: Went upstairs and had Jack read to me. Mm, i almost fell asleep. He was reading me some Dr.Seuss book. Man, i just love his voice. I can fall asleep to it, and i almost did but he had a freaking leg spasm. It was so random and unnecessary cause i was almost asleep! LOL.

    But yeah, they started watching Inception. I watched a little bit of it and decided I'd rather be in the game room with the boys. Watched them play pool. It was pretty interesting. :D Stayed there for a while. Then we went on a night hike. That was scary as hell. It was pitch black, except for the occasional flashlight someone had. And freaking Jack kept popping up and scaring me because i was already being paranoid. LOL. We walked in our PJs cause i was too lazy to change. It was freezing. No wind, just pure freezing air. But the stars were out and it was so beautiful. We stargazed for a while. Big dipper. Little dipper. Whatevers belt. I don't remember the names. LOL. But it was mighty beautiful and it would be so nice to bring out blankets and stargaze. We walked and walked. It was so scary, dude. Couldn't see anything! Jack had a lightsaber. LMAO. We walked for a bit then stopped to listen for.. i don't remember what animal we were listening for. Deer? Which we did see, by the way. We pretended to hunt them and they ran away. LOL. Headed back.

    When we got back, we watched the end of Inception and me and Jessica went to shower. It was funny because we kept talking in the shower and met someone new too. Ahahah. Funny stuff. Wrapped my hair up in a towel and went back down to the lounge. Sat with the boys. I felt so self conscious cause it felt like they were staring at me when they were just talking to me or doing their own thing. LOL. I decided to take the towel off and let it air dry. Blah. It actually didn't dry weird though. :D They wanted to play Clue but we only had 10 minutes so we tried to solve a puzzle of SanFran instead. It got too hard so me and Jack started solving this 9-piece baby puzzle. I got so excited, he was laughing at me. Ahaha. We were missing a piece though! WFWNeviewpb. I was mad! D: LOL.

    Then it was time to go back to our dorms. ): Dude, it was helluh funny cause me and Mireya got hungry. So she came down and was sitting on the floor next to my bed eating her nutrition bar or something. And i got out my yogurt and ate it. The thing is, there was a rule about not being able to bring food into our rooms because sometimes, raccoons get in. So we were eating and right after i had my first bite, the teacher walks in! So we were like FUUUCK. LOL. And when the teacher turned around, i would quickly shove some in my mouth. LOL! And then she finally stepped outside and i was shoveling everything in my mouth helluh quickly while me and Mireya were laughing our asses off! XD Then we were eating chips and we were chewing so damn loud. LMAO. We were laughing so much, i started choking, but that made us laugh even harder. LOLOL. Omg. Just hilarious. Then she came in to sleep and i put the stuff away. I put on my ipod and just fell asleep. I kept waking up every hour though. ._. But i finally woke up at 6:30 because freaking Kelsey's alarm clock went off and she turned it off hella slowly. Even worse; it was Justin Beiber. -__- LOL.

    I just got up at 7 and went to the bathroom to get ready. Walked up and down a bit. Played Solitaire on the couch with Jessica. She's a liar, btw. LOL. Went back up to fold our shit. Mhm. Ate breakfast. It was a regular breakfast! Eggs, pancakes, danishes, cereal&milk, and orange juice! :D Filled me up really well. Got invited to watch basketball but we just sat there for a while and talked. Then we washed some of the dishes but we were on the second team so me and Jack just went to wander around a bit. Then ChristianR joined us. Then we sat to watch basketball. Jack went to join them. Christian is pretty funny. xD We went to get the drums and stuff. So heavy. D: Ahaha. "I missed you so much, baby." LMAO!

    DUDE, BLIND BASKETBALL THOUGH! Alright so we were separated into four groups and we had to go around to each class and get a taste of what goes down. Alfie's first. Drumming. Played on the hip then the bass. Then went to do sun prints. Now architecture is where it got interesting. We had a partner and we had to be blindfolded and our partner would lead us around. My partner was .. fuck i forgot his name.. but he was cool. He was hella paranoid at first but it was all good after a while. We weren't suppose to talk but we did anyway. :D I led him to the basketball court and i let him shoot some hoops. MISS. Ahah. Led him back and it was my turn. I can see why he was so paranoid. It felt like there are things in front of you when you can't see. LOL.

    He led me to the basketball field and somehow, Jack got there too. They got the ball for me and led me to face the hoop. Then i started shooting. At first, i was sucking, but i started getting good. I was hitting the rim and the backboard and stuff. Remember, i was blindfolded and didn't know what the hell i was doing. There was one time where i shot and my arms were still out in front of my and a ball landed right there. Scared the crap out of me. After that, they protected me from the ball. :D Even Maggie, the photo teacher, told me to keep doing it so she could get pictures. LOL. I loved it! It was so fun! We need to do it again, forsure.(: We went back and we were hella late so we didn't have to draw. LMAO. Went to Freddie, discussed a scene but we ran out of time so we couldn't perform it. It's cool. Got our lunches and walked to the beach. Talked about Spongebob at first with Edgar, Jack, Gio, and them. Then it moved on to just 90's shows. :D

    Got to the beach and climbed on this high edge to eat. Jack went down and ChristianR really wanted the waves to hit him. LMAO! Christian is actually a jerk, i thought he was nice. Ahah. Jerk in a good way, though! :D Then more guys went down and got into the water. Later on Jack comes through, shirtless, and jumps through the water. Then Christian decides to join him. LMAO. I just sat up there, watching. Then Amy came up and we started talking. The boys came back up and ChristianR forced me and ChristianD to go hiking up the hill. ChristianD wasn't even wearing any shoes. -fp- LOL. It was rocky as fuck too. I kept going like "Are we there yeet?):" "Let's stooop." "Omg, how much further are we going?" LOL. Sorry i cant keep up with your testosterone! D: But yeah, it was pretty fun. I cut myself on the rocks though. D:

    Went to watch Mireya and Nelson play in the water. We refused to go in the water. Lmao, stop pressuring us. D: Then we went back to where Jack was. ChristianR kept bothering me with the stick. Lmao! D: Waited for Jack to be done putting on his clothes and walked. Him and Jessica were talking so i just walked silently. Caught up to ChristianR and walked with him back. Then basically, the buses came. ): The Magic Bus had a bubble machine thing and we were just playing with them outside.:D We took group pictures and got in the bus. 60's music and videos. Yee. I liked people's expressions when they saw the bus. This one girl was looking at it like O__O WTF. LOL. Got back to OoS. Mommy picked me up. :D Ate dinner, got red envelopes, ectect.

    Good to be home, but i really wish we stayed there for longer. At first, i didn't think it would be a good idea going this early since it's still kind of awkward but we did meet and get closer to a lot of people in and out of our classes. :D We need to go again! I hope we stay for longer next time, if there is a next time.

    How the hell does she get along with all the boys, all the girls, and all the adults? WTH. Omg. -__- Yes, i am very envious.

    "And although there's pain in my chest, i still wish you the best."

    Wednesday, February 2, 2011

    Good day. :D

    So today was pretty fun. CAHSEE, boring. I feel like session 2 was kinda hard. LOL. I was so bored though. I was trying to time myself to do one question per 5 minutes so I'll waste more time but i couldn't. LOL. Ended up playing Set with Mr.Wong, Henry, and Katherine. I just learned how to play. He was putting so much pressure on me. Ahaha. Lunch, talked and stuff. Stupid Jason and his stupid hair gel that makes my hair staticky! D: Afterschool, went to Terence's house but his laptop wasn't cooperating. D: Eventually went to the park to film. How fun. :D Played Ninja after. I took pictures with Kelly's pro camera. So addicting! LOL. I was about to skip Theatre but i decided to skip only half. Eventually went back to Terence's house and called OoS.

    Before, i would never had skipped OoS for anything. It's just different. We went to Quickly, waited for Jason to get his shit then left. Took the 14 then walked down to Cayuga stop. I was in such a rush, i didn't even wait for the 29 with him even though it was one minute after the 43. I felt bad for being late. They just finished break. Nothing interesting happened, they said. Only improv. And something about throwing shoes at each other. LOLwhut? Did neutral scenes. Did it with Jason. O__O He was my pimp. WTF you would, Freddie. LOL. When we did the scene, everyone said he looked so sincere and it seemed like i was being a bitch for no reason. OMGG. LOL. Gio told me the reason he took Theatre was cause my scene inspired him. AWWHH!!! That's so sweet! Apparently, it was his mom who 'saved' me in the scene. :D

    But yeah, that's pretty much it. I had a good day. &thanks mommy, for randomly giving me icecream! Ahaha, very much needed. :D

    "We'll write a song that turns out the lights."

    Tuesday, February 1, 2011

    4/5 of them are back. Yee! :D

    CAHSEE today. Easypeasy. Fell asleep for half an hour. Good sleep. Weird dream though. Wth. Lunch, me and Alan have a new handshake. FOSHO. David taught me how to do the 'ghetto' pinky promise. I like it though! Talked to Jason. Yeah. Cossick, same old. Gonzo, hard test. -__- Gossiped with Jasmine a little about boys. LOL. Afterschool, awwhh Bryan. :D Hung out with them for a while then headed to drumming. First thing i do is almost smash against Jack. Then i looked up and just stared. His hair! I tried not to react so much cause he probably got it a lot but i couldn't help it. I asked him if a lot of people asked to touch it and he got the hint and let me stroke it. OMG. LOL. Christian was lat today.:0 But the other Christian was here! :D Finally, cause i remember thinking this morning or something, "He needs to come back, i miss his laugh." And lo and behold! :D So i got Jesse, Jack, Christian, and other Christian. Where Pablo at?! Anyway, went to the caf first to get popcorn. Jack was climbing poled again. ChristianR read Zip-Up as "2 I P- U P." LMAO. And he read the phone number, well it said blahblahblah 18. And he was like "Isn't that just 18?" LMAO.


    We went to the music room. Sat between Jesse and Jack. :D While they were setting up, me, Jack, Jesse, and ChristianR were talking. We laughed so hard, Alfie came out to tell us to settle down and stop acting like elementary students. ): "Jack in the box. Jacky Chan. E'jack'ulation." LMAO. I am so calling you Ejack from now on! xD Watched the video/movie. LOL ChristianR and his popcorn bag. LMAO. Jack actually fell asleep.xD Break, me and Jack acted like little kids. It started with me suggesting we go for a stroll then he linked arms with me and we started skipping up and down the hill. LMAO. I was so out of breath.): Then we jumped around and twirled on the grass. Same old Jack! <3 Same old percussion minus Pablo plus random people.

    Went back to class after some time and talked about the video. Then hopped on them drums. I got the itsy bitsy hip. It's so cute! :D "Small drum for a small girl." "Psh, I'm manlier than you!" "Then why is my drum bigger than yours?" "Why is my dick bigger than yours?" Ahahahaa, sorry Jesse. <3 :D Played and it was funny cause i messed up occasionally and since i was playing the hip, it was so loud and noticeable. And i would make faces and ChristianR and Jack each time. Ahaha. Poor ChristianR, he played so fast, his hand started hurting helluh bad. I don't know how it feels but the guys say it's like a bee sting. D: LMAO me and Jack thought Alfie meant he wanted us to go louder when he wanted us to go faster. Well, i didn't know if he meant tempo or volume. D: But yeah, after that, me and Jack chilled a bit. Went out and he decided to cross the street to wait with me and Christian. Heightist Hyena on Hiatus. LMAO. We're cool. Took the bus with Christian and yeah. Went home.

    YEE. This is just like last year's drumming except now I'm playing with the big boys on the hip.(:

    "And lately, the reason he's been crying has been me."