Today was eh..

Today. Eh. Woke up, got ready, walked with Mimi. Regulars.

English, we had a sub so Brendan and JasonWu moved to my table.(: But before that, KevinF was like "I saw you on a poster!" I'm like "REALLY? WHERE? Mission, right?" LOL. That totally made my day.(: Then he moved to another table and we were given an assignment that we had to finish by the end of class. No exceptions. So we talked, worked, and complained. LOL. We finished all our shit and read Jason's sex book. LOL. Yep, hmm. Whatelse. They talked about my sex hair. Brendan said it fit me.xD Jason was like "You have sex hair. I have sex hair. Put the pieces together." LMFAO.

Then we went to gym and did the stack thingies. Then we built castles and pyramids. But the other team got all the points. LOL. I didn't help.xD

Homeroom. Kept tossing the ruler. Stanley made fun of me that i couldn't catch a ruler so i CUT him. LMFAO. Literally. I knew this one part of the ruler was sharp so i sliced his neck with it. He said i was on my period. Stupid boy. LOL. Then i remembered i had to do Spanish hw so i quickly did that.

Spanish, talked about immigrants and the law that Arizona passed. Yep.

Lunch, don't really remember. LOL. Hung out with Cary, Mimi, and Leslie. Oh, they dared Mimi to rub Louis's hair for a penny. She quickly touched it but didn't rub it. So i was like "I'll do it." I checked if it was Louis first then rubbed his hair hella sexually. LOL. He was like "You like my hair, huh?" LOL!! So they gave me a penny. I gave it to Louis. I was like "Here's for letting me touch your sexy hair." LOL, it's so soft!xD and he took the penny then gave it back to me and was like "This is what i think you are worth." LMFAO hella mean!):< Then he was like "Sorry, sorry. Just kidding." LOL!

Fifth, LOL this period is funny. We took the survey and i found out that people whose parents said no to the form had another survey to take. They got $10 anyway and took a survey about the media or something. I want to do the interview thing too cause $25 for almost nothing. And you get pulled out of class. So...(: We got packets and did the thing on healthy relationships. Me and AndyT are in an abusive relationship. I abuse him and he abuses me. That's unhealthy, according to Mr.Pepper. LOL. Andy says that i say to him "You better have sex with me or else I'll break up with you." LOL. Andy is so funny.xD And Frank said that him and Andy are related. And they both bully me. Like Frank pokes me, then Andy does, then they both just bully me so much. LOL. But according to the thing, our relationship is alright. LMAO.(: Frank asked me if i cut myself so i said "No." and he said that he did. I was like "Psh, no you don't." and he showed me one or two scars on his leg. I DOUBT he did cut himself on purpose. LOL.

I went to Ellet's and told him that i missed 2nd period today. He was like "You missed it? Then you should have detention." then i didn't say anything so he's like "Jessica, it's a joke." LOL. Then Gilbert asked me if i was emo. He told me that Mimi told him. O.o LOL.

Sixth, i actually don't remember what happened. But the last 15 minutes were hilarious, i wrote "WILSONLOC+IRENELOC" with a heart around it. And when Wilson came back, i was laughing so damn hard. He didn't even know why. Then he was gonna turn it in, i told him to look on the front and he was like "UGH." LMFAO and it was in pen, so he had to scribble over it.xD Then Ms.Yoshi put on this movie with like classical music and dancing flowers. I couldn't stop watching it though. It was like i was hypnotized or in a trance. LOL.

Afterschool, Bryan asked me how life was. I struggled for an answer.:/ I didn't wanna tell him that it was bad but i couldn't lie and say it was amazing. So i just said that it was 'eh' Lol.. Dean came over and asked us if we were just standing there staring at each other. ROFL. Then Paulo asked me where i was going and i left.

Thats it. Today wasn't really a good day. But it wasn't bad either.:0 Eh, tomorrow should be fun. I still wish that Juniors didn't have SATs tomorrow so they can come. I mean, Jack wouldn't be able to go anyway cause he has hella things happening this saturday. But Christian and Paublo could.D: Eh. Paulo and maybe Cary will be there. And they're guys..so let's see how it goes.:/

"I could've been easier on you. I could've been all you held on to."

Christian's afro &putting drums together.(:

DRUMMING. My absolute favorite part of the day.(:

So i got there and went in and I'm like "CHRISTIAAAAAAN. I got my Excelsior shirt!!" haha. He was like "Darn it, i hoped you would forget so i can complain." LOL.(: I don't remember anything else. I think i laughed at Mimi for her trying to walk in my heels. Bryan or Bryant or something was actually here today. The Mexican guy that came the first practice. In my opinion, it doesn't really matter if he comes or not cause he never talks. He's hella quiet and reserved. The rest of us are pretty close already and he just sits there.:/ He seems like those ghetto people. LOL!

Uh, thats it. Then we went. Alfie told us to go ahead and go first cause he had to go to a meeting. He made Christian and Paulbo lead us cause they were there for hella long. LOL. So we got all the drums to the cafeteria and the people who were there before, left. I saw cards on the table so i started messing with them. Jesse came over and was like "Are those caaards? Lemme do a magic trick." LMFAO. He be hella pro. Then he taught me how to do it "You wanna know the secret?" "Nah, its ok. Hahaa." "No, i usually don't teach people but you're hella cool cause our names are so similar, i will.(:" LOL. I was like "Wow, oh. I knew that." when he showed me. LOL.

Then we took out the drums and i asked Paulbo if he thought i would fit in the case. Everyone was like "Yea, you're hella small." LOL. They make me seem so young. They're like 16-17 and I'm 14. It makes me seem so babyish, in a way.:/ Idk, i feel like i wanna be older cause I'm so young. LOL. They seem to lovee my littleness though.xD So Christian got into the bassdrum case and he FIT. He fucking FIT. If he fits, that means we all would fit. LOL. So we decided to bring it outside and put it in front of somewhere a lot of people go through so he can pop up and scare the shit out of people. LMFAO. So i ran out with them and some people walked by but christian popped out the wrong way. HAHAHAAH. The people weren't scared, just staring at us weirdly. Then we zipped him up. LOL. "Don't get the zipper stuck in his afro!" ROFL.

We went back and Bryan/Bryant was just sitting there on his cellphone. Jeez. He could socialize with us. We're cool. LOL. Well, THEY are, definately.(: So they started us on the ..Samba? Yes? No? Well, it was the really fast one, but they started out slow for me and Jesse.(; AND Bryant/Bryan but same shit. LOL. Yep, we did that till Alfie came.(: Then we did some of his shiets. Talked about the drums that we were gonna put together as me and Christian twirled our drumsticks. "CHRISTIAN! I'm hella pro now, I've been practicing. WATCH." -twirls it and it lands by his feet, all the way across the room. "HAHAHA. Nice..." LOL fail. Then he started doing his crazyass moves and twirls. Yes, i am jealous of your amazing skills.): Then we played, hmm, then we went to lunch. LOL. Jesse was like "Do you know how to do that?" as in playing the snares. "No, i fail.):" LOL. "Me too!!" xD Then they were talking about how old they were. They're all 16-17. -__- "I'm older than you." "Psh, I'm like 28." "I'm old enough to be your daddy!" "That sounds hella kinky!!" Hahaha. Nice to know they aren't as mature as i was afraid they would be.xD

Lunch, Alfie told me that he went by the taekwondoe place on mission on his coffee break and saw the flowers. He was like "Did youu plant them?" LOL. Foshofosho. He asked me if they were gonna stay so small forever or were they gonna grow hela big. Honestly, i have no clue. LOL. I only tell people what to do.xD Then we talked about the monkey instrument, we were listening to a song with it in it. So I'm like "This is it?" and Paulbo's like "Yea, don't you hear it." LOL but it sounds so real! I didn't think it was an actual instrument. I want one! Gotta wait till I'm 40 though.xD Then the architecture people and the photography people came in.-__- It got hella crowded. Christian tried to 'kick' me but i moved back and accidentally bumped into Bryan/Bryant. "Oh, sorry!" was the only thing I've ever said to him. He's not fun. The rest of the band is amazing.(:

Then this one lady came up to me and was like "How do you like drumming?" and I'm like "Its really fuun.(:" and she's like "How do you like being the only girl? Is it hard being with all the guys?" LMFAO, my ass! If she only knew, i prefer it this way. I absolutely LOVE being the only girl, besides Jenny, that is. But everyone forgets about her. But when she talks to them directly, they listen. They're nice.(: Alfie was like "She is really good. She is leading the band from the background." LOL. She was like "Do they bully you?" and I'm like "YEAAAA." LOL. "Don't worry. She's cool.(:" hehe. Those boys.(: Then they got yogurt and Jack asked Mimi or someone for theirs. So I'm like "You just love to suck on stuff, don't you?" Him "..." -glares at me- LMFAO.(:

Then we went back. I tried to make Paulbo go first but he refused. "Ladies first!" and Christian pushed me out cause all the boys refused to go before me. LOL. How..funny.(: We were saying how stalkerish the photographers were. Alfie- "Hiding in the bushes outside your house, hoping the sprinklers aren't on." HAHHAH. It was funny cause outside, there was this girl with a camera hiding behind these bushes, trying to take pictures. LMFAO. Anyway, we went outside to play cause they needed pictures of us. Christian- "Watch we all start fixing our hair" and Jack was tying his hair back "I AM! My hair goes in my face and i like..choke on it." LMFAO. "You get used to it." i told him LOOL. So we started playing and marching. I messed up hella cause we had to walk. LOL. Then we switched drums and i had to go on the hip/snare. I couldn't follow the beat. Once i got it down, Alfie made us march back to the cafeteria. I couldn't do the ghost notes and messed up like hell. Aiyyah.D:

Then we went back inside and packed up all the drums. Alfie asked us if we wanted stay behind and put the drums back together. LOL. So me, Christian, Paulbo, Jesse, and Jack stayed. Paulbo was with us but he was playing with his iTouch in the corner. While me, Christian and Paublo were screwing the things into place. But Christian didn't do it right so it came loose. It wasn't his fault, but I'm blaming him anyway cause he likes to make fun of my height.):< Haha. And i accidentally popped to Paublo's finger without even knowing it. All i heard was "HOLY FUUUU-" and i thought Christian did it. LOL. MY BAAD!! I didn't know.): But he said it only hurt for a split second. D: And since Christian did it wrong, we had to loosen it again, but i couldn't loosen it because it was too tight so Jesse was like "That's why you need a man, like me." ROFL. They were like "We should do 50 pushups before class starts as a warm up. "FUCK you guys. I'm not doing that!!" LOL.

And Jack was going the other drum. He taught me "Righty tighty, lefty loosey." I never heard of that before. But apparently, everyone did. Like screws, you turn to the right to tighten it, the left to loosen it. Since Jack does alot of this building stuff, he knows. And Christian learned from "That 70's Show." and Alfie was like "I worry about you." LOL! Well, i haven't heard of it before so thanks to teaching me something new, Jack.(: Then Paulbo left. LOL. Barely noticed cause he didn't say anything the whole time. He should open up more. I don't know if its cause he's reserved or cause he doesn't like us.:/ I love how all the boys there don't sag or anything.<3 I really REALLY miss hanging with musicians. They're truly the BEST, in a totally unbiased way.xD LOL after all that, there was a meeting about to start so we got kicked out.xD

We went back and obviously, Mimi left. I feel kinda bad for her that her class isn't as wonderful and amazing as mine. Well, it might be. But if she really loved it, she would be raving about it the way i rave about drumming. Everyone in it is so funny, talented, nice, interesting and supportive. Everyone i talk to, anyway. Which is all but two people. Bryant/Bryan cause he likes to be by himself and doesn't talk unless spoken to directly, and Jenny. The special ed girl who i can't really hold a conversation with if i tried. So.. LOL. Anyway, we talked about how Christian didn't do his SAT prep so he's gonna fail. "You're gonna fail anyway so why don't you just skip it and come this Saturday!" I wish they would, but i know they can't.)': Then Christian used his iTouch to google up SAT prep online. And Jack said to use ineedapencil.com or something..? LMFAO. He said it was cool for SAT prep. Maybe in two years, I'll read this and remember that website. Hahaa.(;

They were making fun of how short i am so i stood on a chair to show Christian that's how tall i was going to get. LOL. I kept staring at his hairs. Idk, it just fascinates me. The little curls, i just wanna touch it. Good thing he's used to it cause i know i will be touching his hair alot. Its so...entertaining? Idk but i love it. Like when he talks to me, i stare at his hair. ROFL. Jack says I'm creepy. LOL. Paulbo is just like "What's so special about it?" and Christian yanked his hand our of his pocket and MADE him touch his hair. LOL. "I feel so violated."xD

And Jack told us about this one guy who had a BIGASS afro that he carries his textbook in there and it STAYS. HOLY CRAP. LOL. And he sits in front of Jack in class so Jack just brings like 10 pencils and tosses it in his hair when he's bored. And when he washes his hair, he just finds HELLA stuff. ROFL. That's hella funny. I want an afro too!(: Hahaha. And Christian tried to 'kick' my leg when i turned around but i walked a couple steps and he missed. I didn't even know. LOL. So then Paulo taught me how to get someone back when they kick. LOL. It's pretty good They kick, you step back a few steps. Then you kick THEM when their leg is retreating.xD Haha. 'kicking' is basically lightly nudging though.xD When i got home, Christian called me to make sure i was going this Saturday. Aiy yah, i told them i HAD to go for Excelsior. Dummies. LOL.

You guys totally brightened up my Thursday. Thank you. We got soo close in the 4 days we hung out. But it seems like I've known you guys for so much longer.(:

"You tell me I'm a wreck. You say that I'm a mess. How could you expect anything less?"

Mimi got shot in the leg.(:

So i decided that i'm gonna make a seperate blog post for drumming. Its too long. LOL. Well, all my blogs are always too long. Lemme try to shorten it.(:

Ok so i woke up, forced myself to get ready. Blahblah. Waited for Mimi, walked to school. She walks like she got shot in the leg. It was hella funny. LMFAO. I told her not to wear them but she wouldn't listen.xD Took Cary's jacket cause Jammy was wearing the same thing so he couldn't wear it.): I wore it for the whole day.:D

English, read new story. Annotated. AJ got level three referral cause he didn't wanna give his cellphone to Ms.Lam. LOL.

Geometry, learned about logic. Had a sleeve slap fight with Sophia which had us laughing hella hard. LMFAO. She told me she would gimme some Filipino chips during the disaster drill.(:

Spanish (disasterdrill) went under the tables and me and Sophia talked about how funny it would be if the roof fell down on us and we fell to the first floor and squished everyone. LOL. Well, i thought it was funny.xD Then we went outside and i talked to Sophia while eating her chips. Yep, fun.(: Then Kelly came and i ate some of her thing. Ew, it was naasty. LOL. Lined up by our lastnames. Was with Crystal and Amy. Lots of laughs.

Lunch, made fun of Mimi. Told Dean about my penis. LOL.

Spanish, was partnered with Sophia. We did our work together.(:

HEALTH. I told AndyO that i would bitch slap him for calling girls bitches. And he said he would pimpslap me. And he did. Like barely touching my face. So i was like "Don't talk to me anymore. I hate you." LOL. Theen he started being nice. Then the bell rang and everything and AndyT was like "Get away from my bestfriend. Where is your class anyway." and AndyO was like "OH SHIT." and ran out. LMFAO.

Anyway, we had guest speakers and AndyT was like "Hey look, the fat one is gone." LOL. They started talking and everything. Hmm, Andy said i kept mugging him. I didn't even do anything. LOL. Then he asked if i could see out of my left eye and i proved to him i could. LOL. He said that i was scary and magical.xD He and Frank keep bullying me, i swear. LOL. He pulls my desk to him and i can't move forward cause I'm too light. LOL. He's like "Whaat? I just wanna get closer to my best friend." OH, and we did the mini roleplay, skit thing. And i raised my hand and i got paired with Jacky. LMFAO. He was trying to have sex with me and i refused. LOL. Jacky- "Hey baby. Wanna fuck?" LMFAO. I couldn't stop laughing.xD Then we talked about abuse and Andy was like "Hey Jessica, afterschool, imma slap you then ask you out." and I'm like "Thats not a good idea if you want to have children." LOL. And he's like "You're gonna get all your niggafriends on me and they gonna kill me." ROFL.

After that, i pushed him against the wall and it started a big fight. LMFAO.
So i pushed Andy against the wall, and when he got back up to push me, Kelby pushed him. Then Frank pushed Kelby and then Stanley came in. It got crazy. LOL. I forgot who was with me but i think it was a girl, or I'd remember. She was like "Stop the fight. You started it." so i got in the middle of it and Stanley punched me so i punched him on the arm, the stomach, and the balls.(: That was funny though. LOL!

Went to Ellets, said hi to people. I told Mr.Ellett i wanted to be in 6th period cause second is too quiet. He said that 6th period was crazy. LOL. Went to physics with Brendan. We made speakers and everything. Me and April's was the best. Best sound. LOL. In the middle, we were so bored of taking notes so we went to the bathroom. LOL. Yep. Kendrick is so annoying. I walk by him and he hits me. The first time, i let it go. The second time, i punched him in the balls. Yes. Don't think i won't. I use your weakness to my advantage. Second time, he got hella mad and hit my so i kicked his butt. Really. And he was going "OOWW." Then he went over to me and was like "Hit me one more time, watch what happens." i laughed in his face and he left.

Dude, he fucking started it. I should bring my razor and literally cut him. Right across the face, oh, how good that would make me feel.(: Yes, i find other people's pain soothing. Physical pain. I love seeing people i don't like in pain. It makes me laugh and feel good.(: I can be a murderer when i grow up. Huh.. I could. Kill everyone that annoys the fuck out of me. God, I'd like that.(: Or just torture them to the point they're ALMOST dead, then just leave them there. They would really have to piss me off for that to happen though. But i can dream. My excuse, "I was PMSing." can get away with murder.(: LOL. And i wasn't very happy to begin with, so if i hurt you, ain't my fault. You probably did something to deserve it.(:

Afterschool, Paulo walked with us to Out of Site cause he had nothing else to do. LOL. I was nervous again, but i don't think there is a time that i won't be. More like butterflies and anxiety. But it still terrifies me to go every week.D: Continuation in next blog.(:

"You tell me I'm a wreck. You say that I'm a mess. How could you expect anything less."

My house with Bryan&Mimi.(:

Today, I'm gonna keep it short because i need to sleep. But since it was such an amazing day, I'll talk about it. I walked to school with Mimi.

Went to Ellett. He was late so another teacher came in. Ellett came back and i screamed "YAAAAYYY MR.ELLETT!!" LOL. Did work. Got it right. Presented. Got it right. Time went by fast.

Gym, had the cup thingies. Said that I'd beat Nikko. OH, and before, when we were waiting for Ellett, i said hi to Hang and he just said "Ew, don't talk to me." -__- So i was bugging him about it and he started being like "Sorry, sorry. How's life." And he told me his day was bad and he needed a pretty girl to smile for him. Then he asked me if my dad was a terrorist cause i was the bomb. LMFAO. Hang using pickup lines on me totally brightened up my day. Till he DROPPED me when we were doing wheelbarrow. LMAO. I scraped my knee and it hurt like a bitch. Had more relay race things with cups. Yep. GIRLS WON.(:

Homeroom. Nothing. Tried to practice my twirling but they wouldn't give me the heavy metal stick. LOL. I would've hurt myself anyway. Eh.

Health, Victor came in and talked about relationships. He was funny. LOL. Then we got into groups and did our date planning thing. But right when we were about to present, the bell rang.(:

Lunch. LMFAO. So i went outside looking for people. Then Paulo came up to me and we started heading to the library but it was locked. So we stayed in the little shaded square part outside the library. It was me, Paulo, Kelvin, JasonWu and Jeremy. LOL. Hella 'gangbanged' as they liked to call it. Talked and had fun. Paulo can't open those ketchup packet things. LOL. He made me do it. Danillo came over and he and Kelvin had this mini fighting thing. They both got each other into this lock hold thing that they couldn't get out of. ROFL. One of the times i was glad i wasn't a guy.xD

Then this girl came with an umbrella and Paulo asked if we can get under and would she walk us to the other part of the shaded thingy. So we did and Paulo made me run so we would ditch them. LOL. He ran up the stairs hella fast. And he dragged me to Mr.Fararro's class. He went online and started googling up peoples names. Mimi's picture was actually on google. LOL! We googled other people but we got nothing. Auxi and Janet walked by and came in and said hi to me, asking if someone was in there. LOL. Hmm, then we went back outside cause it stopped raining. Jacky squirted his water down my shirt. Haha. Then we went to Elletts. Said hi to people then left.

Me and Brendan went to Yoshi's class together. Hmm. We did a lab. Yep. Auxi had to help us with it cause we couldn't get the motor to work. It worked, eventually. LOL. Basically it.

AFTERSCHOOL!(: We went the the taqueria. We recruited hella people. LOL. Paulo, Dean, and Bryan came last minute. So it was Mimi, Leslie, Cary, Dayana, Dean, Paulo, Bryan, aaand..who else. Was that it? LOL. So we went and ate our food with Paulo freeloading off everyone's chips. LOL. Then Sophia and Coco came. LOL. Had some fun. Mimi sucked her white stuff and was rubbing her straw, then suddenly, the white stuff squirted out of her mouth and she began to choke. LMFAO. I poked her boobs. Yep. Fun. OH, and i remembered what i was gonna write that Alpie said but i forgot what he said. I remembered! "'Do you know Jesus?' 'Oh, Jesus(Mexican way). Yea, i know him. He works at that taqueria, right?'" LMFAO. Hella funny. Then Cary left, and everyone left.D: So me, Paulo, Dayana, Leslie, Mimi, and Bryan went to Safeway. Dayana bought flowers for her mom.(: And then her and Leslie left.

Me, Bryan, Paulo, and Mimi spent a whole hour there looking at magazines. Mostly of halfnaked girls. LOL. Well, i was looking at it and showing them. Paulo was all like "OOH.(:" and Bryan kept criticizing them. Hella mean. LOL. Even friggen photoshopped models aren't good enough for him.XD We spent HELLA long there, i swear. LMFAO. Then we finally moved on. We were reading the cards. Some of them were cute and funny. LOL. Yea, then we decided to leave and go to my house. So we walked, haha. We spent some time in the parking lot playing with Paulo's ball. LOL. I went inside to put down our bags and make some noodles. LOL. Then i went outside to meet Mimi and Paulo. We couldn't find Bryan downstairs and it turns out, he locked himself in the laundry room place. LMFAO. Then i gave Bryan my cupnoodles and made another one. We started to walk around Mission eating our cup noodles but Mimi needed to pee so i told her to go back and change her pad.

We went into my house and Bryan put on Pokemon. Then we were too lazy to go out again so we just hung out. LOL. We watched Pokemon, Avatar: The Last Airbender, iCarly, ect. LMFAO. Then we just hung out, listened to music and talked. Haha. I let Mimi eat my MiniCorndogs. LMFAO. Hella good.:D Then it started to rain hella hard when they were about to go home. Then it was sunny again so they left. I walked them out to the busstation and the we were right on time for the bus.(: They left and it was hella lonely. LOL.

My mom came back and told me to go to the Buddah temple with her because they were having dinner there. I thought it would be 1 or 2 hours so i agreed. Went there, at vegetarian food and almost threw up all that crap. I cannot be vegetarian. FML. I just can't eat the food.D: LOL. Then we went to be a part of the thingy, believing in whatever shit there was to believe in. I didn't wanna be like "Oh, i don't wanna believe in this crap." So i shrugged and said yes. We had to bow and shit. I was laughing the whole time because it looked like an exercise. LOL. Or maybe its just me laughing to easily. LOL.

Then we had to sit and learn about these 5 words that will supposedly save us when we are in a life and death situation. Yea, sure. I'm going to 'heaven' now. HA! I SPIT in heaven. See you in hell, friends.(: My eye burned like a motherfucker. My mom thought i was crying cause tears were like coming out of my eyes. UGH. Then i learned how late it was and started stressing about the fact that i had so many things to do in so little time.-__- UGH. Then we got food and went home.

"You still love her, i can see it in your eyes."

DRUMMING(: &Mimi ate poop.

Alright so last night, i slept at 8. It was suppose to be a little nap, but i ended up sleeping for the whole night. I woke up at 4am around 5. So about 4:45ish? I got up and went on AIM, Facebook, all that stuff. But i got bored so i decided to shower around 5:15. Yea, i was scared that the grudge was gonna come. LOL. Then i dried my hair and ate some corndogs.(: Hmm. Downloaded music and studied a bit of Physics while i curled my hair. Too bad it rained and my hair got screwed up. One side was still 'curled' while the other side was normal. LOL. I noticed that in English. But anyway, it was raining when i left and Mimi wasn't there so i thought she was already in school. I got there, the bell rang, went to my locker then talked to Cary a bit. He asked me where Mimi was and I'm like "Idk, she probably got shot." And he's like "NOOO. That hoe has my essay." LMAO.xD

Then i went to English. We did TEA paragraphs. Right..? Um..idk. LOL. We did two-chunk paragraphs about questions from the story. I finished ONE in school. So i only had one more to do at home.

Homeroom, basically nothing. Did my test then Music+reading. There was one point where Jammy was gonna eat an avocado cause Khaner did. LOL. Did the second part of the test, music+reading. Done.

Geometry. I talked a whole lot more in class today. LOL. It was fun. We did our work thing and i was right.:D

Lunch, hung out with Mimi, Cary, and Leslie. Eating their food. Mimi's banana bread.<3 LMAO. And Cary got chocolate cake. With the crumbs, Mimi mashed it into this poop looking thing. Then we went to get water with Cary and take a picture of it. Then we made Mimi eat it, while taking a picture. LMFAO.xD It was hella nasty, even though i knew it waas only chocolate cake. Hahaa.

Gym, we did speed stacking and had to have different races in our groups. LOL. I got extra credit for stacking the fastest. I didn't even know i was the fastest. I thought that hella people finished before me. LOL. Me and Nikko were hella racing. I pwned him on the three-stacks. He kept on knocking mine down cause he was jealous. LOL. But then we had to do the 6stack ones. Nikko hella beat me at that one though. Haha, it was fun. Lots of laughs.xD When we were changing, we were talking about Beatrice and how close she was coming to giving birth. Janet asked us who it was so we told her it was this one girl who went to another school. Then she told me something that i had a very strong feeling about. I'm just like "HOLY CRAP. My prediction was TRUE." LMFAO. But apparently, god was on her side and got rid of it.

Physics, i barely talked and that hakgwai at our table smells like fucking SHIT. UGH. I was holding my breath when he walked by me or something. I didn't notice it till he leaned over to write his notes. Jeez. Gross.:/ It was so bad i was like URG. I was telling Brendan about it and he told me that he hasn't washed his hair in 4 years. WTF? THAT'S NASTY AS HELL. WHO DOES THAT?!?! EW. I asked him how he knew and he told me that Janet told him, and she knew because she asked him.

Afterschool, i went took the bus with Mimi and we missed our stop and she started complaining HELLA loud so the bus driver let us out when he stopped at a red light. And we walked. I was hella nervous, i swear, i didn't wanna go in. All my excited turned into fear. Aiyyah. So i went in and sat on the couch, kinda talking to people. Mimi was eating and calling me fat.. Yea, i don't get it either. LOL. "Says the girl with the food in her mouth." LOL! Oh and Christian was wearing a Excelsior shirt so I'm like "Why are you wearing an Excelsior shirt?" So he proceeded to tell me how it was a shirt nontheless and it should be worn. LOL. Then he told me to wear mine so i gotta remember to wear it on Thursday.(:

Then we went to the cafeteria and sat down played with the stuff. Hmm. I saw a bible and threatened to throw it at Mimi. LOL. We started talking about stealing the bible and Jack's like "If you read the bible, you wouldn't steal it. And if you steal it, i don't think you would read it. So its like contradicts itself." So I was like "Give it as a gift. Merry Christmas, i stole a bible for you." LOL. We started playing. I swear, its so hard to walk and stuff while playing. My drum hella tilts and i have to stop to reposition it. Eh. We played some more. And to help us get on beat and loosen up, we learned how to spin our drumsticks and catch it. Guess how many times i failed at that? LOL. Christian and Jesse kept having to pick it up for me since they were next to me. LOL. Christian does it hella pro. And it looks really cool when you do it while you play. Not like i can do it, But Christian and Jack can. LOL. And we only had two pairs of shinguards and they gave one pair to me and they both shared a pair. One for each. They put it on their right leg, and after practice we saw how it scratched up their legs hella badly. Made me feel bad cause they gave me the pair of shinguards. LOL. D: Soon, we went to lunch.

We ate and talked about random stuff. I was kinda spacing out. When Jesse asked me for my name and a grownup handshake. LOL. Then they brought out pizza and the boys just hella grabbed for it.xD Hmm, whatelse. We just talked and everything. We listened to Christian's soundtrack thing. It had that monkey instrument that he was talking about last time. It really does sound like a monkey. LMFAO. I feel like a loser for not knowing what Carnival is. CarnivAAl. That's how it's pronounced. Like the accent above the 'a'. It's apparently really well known and Alpie's band plays there every..year? And we played there last year but we ain't gonna play there this year. Sad. LOL. Then the Architecture people came and everything got hella quiet. LOL. They were sucking on yogurt and Jesse was asking me what his was. LOL. I'm just like "Uh, i don't know. Just suck it and find out." He was like "Oh, okay." then he finally got it and looked at me like "WHAT?" ROFL. That's hella funny.xD Christian was banging on his book that was in his pocket. I was like "OOh, so that's why you have a book in your pocket." And he's like "Yea, actually, it is." -continues drumming on it- LOL SMART. "AND, if anyone tries to hit me there, yaknow, i have a shield." LOL.(:

Then we went back to class. Christian ran up from behind me and jumped on me. LMFAO. Jack was standing in front of me and saw him coming but he thought my shadow was his so he ducked and looked like an idiot. ROFL.xD Christian was like "I could've ran and jumped over all of you." so I'm like "Psh, in your dreams." LOL. Then then they started saying how i weighed like 50 pounds and i said they were hella mean. "How are we mean if we're saying you're not fat?" LOL. Then Christian picked up Jack and tried to pick me up but i screamed and ran away. LMFAO, so he picked up Paublo.xD He was all like "WTF?" Hahaha. Then we decided to go outside cause its such a beautiful day.:D We saw the architecture class going back. Daang, that was HELLA fast. LOOL. We had like a 15 minute long lunch and they had a 7-10 minute long one.XD We did what we had to do. I twirled my thing and hit my hand. I twirled it again and hit my finger. I twirled it one last time and hit my nail. How painful.D:

We played our stuffs and it was time to go. Hella quick.D: In the cafeteria, there was a spoon on the table so i picked up a lettuce with it. Jack was like "Are you the janitor or something?" and I'm like "No, I'm gonna put it in the Bible." LOL. He's like "No, don't. You're gonna go to hell." in a joking way. LOL. We went back into the room and hung out for a little bit. They ate more yogurt things. LOL. "I'm trying to be cool sucking on my yogurt. No, i can not look cool sucking on this." "You can't look cool sucking on ANYTHING." LMFAO. Then they were like "CIGARS. Those bigass ones. You see those 80 year olds having on in their mouth and suddenly, they're 10x cooler." LOL. These boys.xD

Then we got onto some kind of topic about how Jesse lives near crazy, ghetto hippies. ROFL. We were calling Jack a hippie cause of his hair and he was saying how he's CRAZY. But he wasn't ghetto. LOL. "Its not easy being cheesy." "It seems easy for you." "It's not." LMFAO. I don't know how we got into that conversation so don't ask. LOL. Then Mimi came and we left, missed the first 8x so we waited for the next one. We talked about Architecture, Photography, and drumming. And how her teacher was uptight and shit. LOL. Too bad, our teacher and the class people are hella chill. They are hella fun to be around.(: Hella make my day.:D

I don't know why i even bother to get nervous about drumming. I'm so excited for it, then when the day comes, i get so nervous. But it always disappears cause we always have such a good time. Hahaa. Can't wait till Thursday.(;

"Arrogant boy, love yourself so no one has to. They're better off without you."

Getting bullied in Health.)':

Today, i woke up, did my stuff and ate pizza. LOL. Then i took the 14 and Mimi was waiting for me at the busstop. We walked to school together with Brendan and Crystal ahead of us. Then they went behind us. Idk. LOL. I think we talked about Beatrice and how pregnant she was. And how big she was getting. And what she would name her daughter/son because i told her to.(; Hahaha.

I went to English and quickly tried to finish my two-chunk paragraph. I was on the second part when the bell rang. Pretty good for last minute shit. But then Ms.Lam said she was gonna collect it at the end of the period so i was in luck. I did my questions and finished up my homework before everyone else was done. Then we had a class discussion. Those things are hella easy. Easy A.(: Almost half the class doesn't say anything. This is the easiest A you can get without doing work. Dummies.

I went to Geometry hella confident because i actually knew how to do the shit. LOL. We went over it and i answered questions and even raised my hand. LOL. He taught us some stuff and it got kinda confusing. He gave us some problems to do and Sophia copied off me. LOL. The tables have turned. It was only a week or so ago that i sat there lost and confused, copying off her work. I feel so accomplished. Then me and her argued over this one problem because i was really confident i was right, except it was Sophia. She was rarely wrong, especially to me. So we called Ellett over and he confirmed that i was right. I was like QWRJIbern HA! LMFAO. Then Jason asked me to teach him. So i did that problem for him and taught him. RIGHT after, he started making fun of me again. LOL. He was like "I TOLD you. Jeez, why you always gotta ask me how to do problems. Learn this yourself." -__- I hate him. LMAO.

So homeroom, Ms.Joseph made us STFU. I love how some days, she could care less and some days, she's such a bitch. She's annoying. She needs to get laid. Aiy yah.D: So i tried to study my Spanish. TRIED. LOL.

Spanish, we took the quiz. It was pretty easy. I think i did good on it.(: Then we continued watching the video. LOL. It was hella scary. Where we left off, the girl went onto the bart and saw the guy her friend was running away from. He had this paper which had her picture on it. Scary as hell. LOL.

Lunch, we took hella long in line for Cary and Mimi to get lunch. Then we sat at a table in the middle of the quad. I saw a bee and i screamed and had a 'panic attack'. LMFAO. Scary.D: We talked about Beatrice and stuff. Hmm. Whatelse... They were writing ideas down for their 'series' or whatever. LOL.

Gym, ran bleachers and walked laps. Pretty easy. LOL. Portmon called me girly and i laughed in her face. ME girly. LMFAOOO. Thats hilarious. Anyone who knows me knows that is the one thing that i am not. The one thing i don't WANT to be. Haha. She's girlier than me. By FAR. She proceeded to talk about romance novels and such. Wow.. hypocrite. LOL. Seriously.. wow. Some of my guy friends don't even consider me a girl. "One of the guys." is what I've got for soo long. Haha. But anyway, Mimi told her about her mental crazy twilight fantasies and characters in her head. Then she told her how i hated girls and wanted to slowly torture them and donate their organs and stuff. I'm just like "Where is all this coming from? You're gonna trust the girl who has characters in her head that talk to her and other characters?" LMAO. Portmon's like "You've got a point there." xD

Health, we had guest speakers and Andy kept talking to me so we got in trouble like hella times. LOL. He kept saying "Dang, she's hella fat." ROFL. I'm like "Look at her boobs." LOL. He's like "EW, that's nasty. You like that, huh?"xD And he kept asking me for water like every 2 minutes.D: That fat girl was hella...idk. I was just like "Stop staring at her ass." to him. OH, and i told Andy and Frank about my penis. Frank was like "WTF? You cum rainbows? That's hella weird. Andy, do you cum out rainbows?" LMAO. And I'm like "You know what guys.-__- Suck me." LOL. We learned about some shit that i don't really remember. But it was a pretty good way to make the time go by. But Andy and Frank keep bullying me. LMAO. Hella mean to me, then going like "Yea, that's how best friends talk to each other." LOL. Geez.D:

Afterschool, i took the 54 with Jammy. I had to stand like less than 2 feet away from Alex's stinky ass. And now i know what people are talking about when they say he smells bad. God. I was like "The beaner smells like shit." in Chinese to Jammy. And he's just like "Wow, you would notice." LOL! Seriously, ugh.-__- Then i got off and took the 14 and went home. Nothing more.(:

Can't wait for drumming tomorrow.:D I'm nervous again, but i don't think that will ever pass.xD

"Baby, baby, are you gonna be alright? She puts her arms around me and she starts to cry."

Our picture is EVERYWHERE &our new friend.(:

Today i woke up at 8 thanks to my sisters alarm clock. I checked my phone and Mimi texted me saying that i had to be there half an hour early to help set up. Eh, with more power comes more responsibilities, am i right? So i took a shower and got ready. Talked to Mimi while we got ready. Hmm, left the house around 8:15 and took the 14L. When i got there, Mimi was on the bus in front of me, the 14. LOL.

We got there and Paulo was already there with this one guy who i first thought was Hagen. But then he was better looking, and his hair was CLEAN. LOL. Kidding, but seriously. Paulo was there freaking 2 hours early. Who does that? LOL. I swear, he came soo early. And he's always late to school. Wtf. He basically set everything up to be set up. So props to him for that.(: But that boy came at freaking 8-8:30. What is wrong with him?xD

So we talked a bit. Bossed Paulo around and got everything into place. LOL. And we talked to the guy. He was pretty cool. We found out later that his name was Daniel. So the whole time, we hung out with Paulo and Daniel. I told him the story about my penis while he stared at me like i was high. LOL. He told us about his trip to Africa and their cure for AIDs. They were talking in their language so he couldn't understand cause they didn't want us to steal it. They made this chopping action with their hands and Daniel and them got hella scared cause they thought that they were talking about CUTTING their penis's off. LMFAO. But it was actually something about "Caressing a woman's breast till they orgasm so the sexual desire is gone." LMFAO. Africans got the right idea! KIDDING. LOL. Paulo told us that when him and Bryan were walking around Mission, they saw our picture. LOL. We didn't even know. So we asked Esmeralda and she showed us. LMFAO. Cool. Paulo is saying we're ALL over Mission. Hahaa. I hope not.xD

Then the thing started, we introduced ourselves to the groups and taught them how to put the plants in the ground. LOL. I didn't feel like digging so i just took all the flowers out of their pots and made Paulo dig the hole for me. There was a couple there and they barely did anything. Pretty annoying but i couldn't say anything because they were working. Just really, really slowly.-__- Eh, then we worked on the other side. It got really hot so i took off my shirt. We had to lift the buckets of dirt into the bags but it was so goddamn heavy, i couldn't do it. So Daniel did it. Hella easily too. URG. LOL. Then i went upstairs and recruited people who needed to go to the bathroom to go. After washing our hands and such, me, Daniel, Mimi, and Teresa just chilled there for 15 minutes. It was suppose to be 5 minutes only but idk. Time went by so fast, so we lost track of it.

We went back down and they told us to make a poster of FREE GARDEN PLANTERS cause we had hella leftover pots. So we went up to the office and did that. Mine was the best, in my opinion. LOL. We didn't use Daniels cause he has boy handwriting. LOL. Then we Daniel and Mimi walked around trying to give them away to people while i was told to take pictures of the volunteers while they worked. Then me and my sister went to find them. Eh, we couldn't find them so we went back and they were there. LOL. So me, Daniel, Teresa, and Mimi walked around giving them out to people. Yep. We talked a bit about... eh, don't remember. LOL. Then it was time for lunch. We let them to the carnival and yea. I played with the doggies. They were ADORABLE.(: Yea, i admit, at this point we started slacking off. We ate hotdogs and hamburgers and walked around. Then we decided to go to Balboa with Daniel. I thought my sister was following us but apparently she wasn't. Whatever.

So we went to Balboa but no one was there so we went back. LOL. My sister was complaining how i left her and everything. Shut the fuck up. Jesus.-__- We got more food and Daniel and Mimi went into the jumpy house thing. LOL. It was so funny. Then Paulo went and took her MP3 and she was fighting him for it. LOL. So cute.(: Then they came out with Mimi complaining about how everyone fell on her and when Daniel jumped, you couldn't even stand. LOL. Then Daniel came out and told me to go in. LOL so i went in for a while. It was pretty fun.xD Till the lady told us to go out cause it was time for the next group. LOL. My head hurted so i didn't go in with them again. I gave them tickets to go get cupcakes. Eh. The lady asked us if we can get her a hamburger. We waited in line for HELLA long. LOL. We took PICTURESS.(: Then we walked around, then went back to Esmeralda and helped a little bit.

We went upstairs to use the bathroom and i lied down on the chairs. Paulo sat in one and started playing with my hair. Then Daniel came out of the bathroom and sat on me. Twice. 140-ish is REALLY heavy. LOL. Then Mimi came out and was like WTF? LMAO. They were touching my hair and messing with me.xD Then Paulo went to explore the rest of the hall. Then Mimi talked about the Grudge and Daniel make the noise. LOL. Mimi got hella scared, then Paulo said that the door from the hallway just opened. So we got hella scared and ran outside. LOL. But when we went outside, Esmeralda told us to put the rakes and brooms in so we went up there again. Hmm, after that. OH, we were on cleanup duty and we and to go back to the carnival/fair thing. Daniel left though so we went with Paulo. We didn't even clean much. LOL. Mimi and Teresa went into the jumpy house thing again. She put her broom down and it hit this little kid on the head. The mom was like "Please be more careful." and Mimi was like "OMG Sorry!" LOL. Mimi wanted Paulo to go with her in the jumpyhouse thing but he didn't want to so he walked around with me.

So we walked around and talked. I was like "Lets watch them play." as in the band. But he thought i meant the little kids. LOL. He was like "Stop being a pedo." and we talked about other stuff that i don't remember. OH, and Paulo went to get his blood pressure taken. LOL. Then i don't remember what happened but basically we just walked around and talked. Then we met back with Mimi and them and got stickers and balloons.xD I got all my balloons tangled together. LOL. My sister gave hers to little boys and girls who wanted them. It was always the Asian ones who came to ask for one. LOL. I gave the rest of mine to Paulo cause it kept getting in the way.xD We listened to this one band which i forgot the name of. They were really good. They had good beats and sick guitar solos.(: Haha, then we had to leave cause Mimi needed to. Mimi complained about how the background music was too loud that you can barely hear the singer. -FP- at that hoe. That's how concerts are. She's such a noob at music. LOL.

We went back and went upstairs and got our community service papers signed. We also got bunches of the posters with our picture in it. We signed one for Paulo. LOL! He didn't wanna keep it though.):< Then Mimi had to run down cause she had to leave. I gave the keys back to Esmeralda and i went to Safeway with Paulo. We walked around and he went to see if Avatar was our on DVD yet. Then he talked about how he was reminded of Dukes of Hazard cause in Pepper, they showed the nerd girl turn hot. And the girl was in that movie or something. I asked him how the first girl looked like cause i missed it. He said it looked nerdy like me. LOL. Meanie.xD He kept touching me with his sponge. LOL. Creepy.xD He was talking about where they first saw our picture. LOL. We counted how many stores my our picture was in. Hahaa. I asked him who he liked and he was like "No one, really." and we talked about who JasonWu liked and he JUST figured it out. LOL.
Then we walked to Mission and Geneva and went different ways. I took the 14 and went home. The End.(:

LMFAO. I just counted all the 'LOL's and 'LMFAO's and 'Haha's in there and there are 39. Not including the one i put in the beginning of this thing. LOL. Or that one.

"She's like a dream and a nightmare coming true."

Todaay..

Today was a normal day. Wasn't amazing like yesterday but it wasn't bad.

I woke up and got ready. Ate and tried to finish Ramirez homework. I didn't know how to do the citation. AGH. And i traced the words with marker. It got late so i threw my marker in my bag and left. I saw Cowboy on the bus. Lol. Surprisingly, i was faster than Mimi. Huh.. LOL. We walked to school talking about .... I knew i would forget this. LOL. OH, i think we talked about drumming and architecture and community service. I don't know. Eh, we went to our lockers, i went to English.

Louis made fun of my last name. And Anna said that people call him Jesus cause he had the hair. So i call him Jesus now. The Mexican way though. LOL. We continued reading the story. Eh. Nothing interesting.

I went to Geometry. It's fun cause i actually understand the shit. LOL. I actually did my work. I had to present a problem on the board and it was the first problem that i did by myself, understand, and get right. LOL. What an exciting moment that was for me. I screamed "YES." haha. Mr.Ellet got off the subject and we ended up talking about Mint Chocolate Chip Icecream. That hella reminded me of yesterday. During our break, Jack was all like "What's the point of Mint chocolate chip icecream?" Me- "It's tasty and it freshens your breath. What more would you want?" Christian- "That's what gum is for." LOL. Yea, i miss them already.:/ I don't remember anything else except that Ellett kept on calling me Jennifer and the hakgwai Jessica. Wonderful. Haha.

Homeroom! Jammy kept on trying to cheat. Then he said it doesn't count in homeroom but he kept going at it. LOL! Hit Stanley a few times. And just talked to them.(: Fun.:D

Spanish, we had to play a "Guess Who" game. The teacher picks the person in the room and we had to ask yes or no questions to try to guess who the person is. We had to ask in Spanish. So we asked questions like "Is she/he wearing ___" "Is she/he tall?" shit like that. I thought the first person was Kelly and she said that it was me. It turned out to be me. LOL. And i didn't even know.xD Yea, we played like two more rounds. Eh, whatelse. Nothing.

Lunch, i found Caary and we went to go find Mimi. They got their lunch and sat down. Then i went to my locker to put away my Spanish binder and get my jacket. I went back to them and we talked about some shiets. Don't remember though.xD They were throwing goldfish down Mimi's shirt, i think. Then i went to go get Jammy cause he was open and i had to use my chance. Hahaa. He got even and i went back. Then Cary and Leslie dumped their bag of goldfish in my shirt. ...Yea. Nice. LOL. By the time lunch ended, Jammy was winning by two.

Gym. We walked the whole time. Janet told me that this person told her about my blog. I thought it was Auxi since she loves showing it to people. But it was some guy i don't even know. He doesn't go to our school. He knows me, but i have no idea who he is. He found my facebook and thought i was really hot. Yea.. scary. So hmm, what did me and Mimi talk about in gym.. A lot of things. But i don't remember anything. Nikko and Jason kept making fun of me everytime they passed. LOL. And he was doing a trust exercise thing and i let him fall.xD Haha. Wow, i remember we talked about hella things during PE. How come my mind is coming out blank? LOL.

Health, i didn't wanna go to health. It was boring but it was pretty funny. Frank and Andy are hella mean to me. Hahaa. Me and Andy were talking to each other in chinese.(: He taught me how to say "goodnight." in Chinese. I didn't even know there was a word for it. LOL. Frank, Andy, and Kelby were calling each other ugly and hurt. LOL. We learned about alcohal and how being drunk is only your brain tricking you. Huh. LOL.

Physics, it was so boring. I laughed for a while that Wilson had to sit with Irene but that quickly faded. I just kinda put my head down and tried to sleep. We did review. The period felt soo long. Ugh. Alicia was asking people if they were single, she wrote it down cause she wanted to set people up. Lol.. Wow.

Afterschool, i walked out with Jammy. He said it was too cold so he kept going in the halls. I was like "Where are we going?" and he didn't even know. Then we were farther and had to walk even more. LMAO so we had to walk back. I was winning by 2. But Jammy cheated and hit me then said it was over. LOOL. Cheater. So we went outside and walked to the busstationn with JackyLin and them. I had to go so i hugged him and gave him his prize. That cheater. Hahaa.

"You're as fake as the moans you make. And you're as weak as the hearts you break."

DRUMMING &Homeroom.(:

Today was another AMAZING day. I have no other words for it except amazing. I'm so eager to write about Drumming but I'll start with this morning. I woke up and forced myself to get my ass to the bathroom and i got ready. My grandma gave me pizza to eat but i ate like two bites. Hm, i took the 88 and met up with Mimi a minute later. We walked to school talking about..... Um. LOL. Yep, i don't remember.

I went to English, Louis was making fun of my last name. LOL. Jessica LingLingPotStickersss. He just kept calling me. And I'm like "WHAT?" and he's like "Nothing. I just like saying your name." LMAO. We continued the story. Hmm.. that was about it.:D

HOMEROOM. Oh god, it was amazing. Since we didn't have tests today, it was like a free period. We had a sub so thats even better. He gave us physics packets but no one did them. Instead, we watched Napolean Dynamite and DrumLine? I didn't watch any of them because i was distracted by my lovely low gong.(: We went to the back where Stanley was and at first, they were playing Duece. Stanley was all like "Join Dragonboat." and I'm like "Why? You said it was boring." So he's like "Cause your best friend is there. "Who's my bestfriend?" "Jammy." "He's my lowgong. Get it right." and he wanted to be a smart ass and was like "Isn't your husband suppose to be your bestfriend?" and I'm like "No, he's my husband." and he's like "But you start out as friends." Eh, we eventually just gave up arguing. LOL.

The next hour or so consisted of a lot of punching Stanley. I finally punched him in the balls and it hurt for a bit. I poked Jammy in the balls and he said i have really good aim. Cause i got him.. twice. LOL. And apparently, it hurt. I didn't mean to.D: Jammy was wearing Stanley's jacket and it smells so UARG. It gave me a headache. But i sucked it up for him. That boy is so lucky i love him.xD Mark was like "GUYS. Theres no time for that right now." and we hella pulled apart and looked innocent just in time for everyone else to turn and look at us. LOL. Hella good.(: Haha, homeroom is hella fun. And apparently, Stanley is our son now.xD Or daughter. And he has a child. We don't even know his sex. LOL. "Oh hell no. I ain't raising no babies."xD Then it was time to go.

Jammy walked me to Ellet and then left with Andy. I poked Angus and he punched me.-__- Twice. So i kept whacking him with my book and punching him. Serves him right. LOL. We learned about logic. I swear, what does this have to do with geometry? Its more like English class. But it was easy. I got this. No geometry= party for Jessica.(: This new girl came in. She's a hakgwai named Jennifer. I immediately turned to Patrick and was like "Patrick! You're not alone." LOL. Then Jason started calling me Jennifer cause Mr.Ellett called me Jennifer on accident. "Its Jessica. Thanks.-__-" LOL. Jason said Jennifer was mugging me when he called me Jennifer. LOL. He's probably kidding. But then again, she's a hakgwai. But she seems like a sophisticated, smart, hakgwai. O.o But her perfume kills me. AGH. So strong. OH and when Mr.Ellett asked us to give an example of bad grammar. And i immediately screamed out "I didn't left." and started laughing to myself. LMFAO. InsideJoke.(:

Lunch was fun. We were basically 'speaking' viet. LMAO. "Nomnomnomnom PHO PHOO." And saying "Imma CUUT you." in viet. Somethingsomethingsomething BAANG. LOL. Yea, i only remembered that part.XD Then Cary and Leslie were trying to throw goldfish down our shirts. LOL. After, Leslie sprayed hand sanitizer on Mimi. Me, Leslie, and Cary hella ran away. But she somehow found us when we were making a run back for the table. We were hella scared but she was only going for Leslie so it was ok. LOL. Then Mimi got sprayed in the eye.:0 -fp- LOL. Then Leslie cleaned my shoe with it. It worked! It got hella white. Hahaa.

Spanish, we continued the movie. Yep, took notes about it a bit. Hmm.. it was pretty interesting. Whatelse.. Nothing. LOL. It went by hella fast.

GYM. I got the packet that i was suppose to get. I didn't get it on Monday so i only have one day to do it. It's due tomorrow.-__- We ran half the track then walked the other half. It was funny because some of Mr.Grays class was walking and we lapped them like 4 times. Then it was time to go in. I forgot what we talked about. Hahaa.

Health, Frank and Andy were hella bullying me. LOL. They were hitting me with their envelopes.-__- We learned about Marijuana and shit. It went by fairly quickly. We had a guest speaker talking about how if we brought back our surveys, we get a giftcard.(: Yea. Blahblah. Don't remember the rest. But Jacky was saying shit to people in Chinese but they didn't know how to speak it. Haha. "Jacky's like your personal stress reliever" -AndyToy. LOL.

I went to Geometry and told Mr.Ellett that i loved his 6th period class. He was like "Did you transfer to 6th period then?" LOL. I wish. I talked to Gilbert for a bit. Said hi to Christian, Paulo, Jacky, Ashley, and Nikko. Nikko whacked me with his thing.-__- My retarded son is so retarded. Jacky still had his hand filled with water. LOL. He loves that thing.xD

Physics. We switched seats. UGH. I'm with Delmy, April, and Gretu. Wonderful. WONDERFUL. I have no one to talk to now. So in that class, i stayed silent the whole time and read my book. I bet Ms.Yoshi loved it. Haha. After class, April said that i looked 'out of it'. Haha, i wasn't 'out of it'. My day has been amazing, its just that i had no one to talk to. BUUT OMG. WILSON LOC IS SITTING AT THE SAME TABLE AS IRENE!!! I can't wait to see his facial expression tomorrow. I hope he'll cry.xD

Afterschool, my mom drove me and Mimi to Out of Site. Mimi and i ate fried chicken wings. LOL. When we got there, Mimi talked to the woman about her class thing. She actually got into photography! Hella lucky. LOL. But she decided to just stay with Architecture cause she didn't wanna come on Saturdays. Haha. Loser. I would've went with Photography but I'm more than happy in drumming. So i was gonna go with her to talk to the Architecture teacher but Alphe said it was time for class so yea. I asked him where we were going and he said to the library. I'm like "Uhm..ok." Christian was like "You don't know where it is, do you?" LMFAO. "No." xD I took two drums and we went to the cafeteria. It smelled like fucking cheese. LOL. The boys were saying what it smelled like "It smells like Popcorn butter." "Smells like cheese." "It smells like Cheezits." "It smells like CHEETOS." LMFAO. It was hella funny.xD Then i ran over to the couches and played with the little toy car thing. I sat on it and was like "No, I'm gonna break it." One of the boys were like "You weight like nothing. How are you gonna break it." LOL. Second day and they're already making fun of me. We're gonna be good friends.xD

Then Christian sat on it and they were like "That looks hella wrong." LMAO. Andd there was a fucking playstation in there. LOL. What kind of school has a fucking game console and TV in their cafeteria. Apparently James Lick does. It looks SO nice. It really does. Christian threw a pillow at me and we had a mini pillow fight. LOL. Who has couches and pillows and TVs in their fucking school. AGH. I always thought that James Lick was a ghetto school too. LOL. Yep, then we went outside cause it smelled like goddamn cheese. LMAO.

The new guy went up to me and was like "I haven't introduced myself to you yet. I'm ___" (forgot your name.ROFL.SORRY.) But you look like a Jack. Your long hair and everything. And I'm pretty sure your name started with a J. so hopefully, Jack is your name. LOL. So then we to strapped in and we started off with what we did yesterday. Yep. Then we had to do solos. I'm just like "Uh.. Can you skip me..?" i really didn't know what to do. Haha. Then we switched drums and i got off the bass drum. I was really like "FML." cause it looked so hard to play. But it was easier than i thought. I messed up a whole lot but so did Jack. He just stopped playing all together at some parts. Haha. We were both following the Hakgwai girl. She was pretty good. We eventually took a break and went inside.

They were talking about how Burger King should get sued for using McDonalds logan and food in their commercials. I didn't even see the new commercial yet. LOL. Fail. I was just sitting on the chair listening to them and Chritian was all like "Jessica's hella qkuiet. She's probably just intently listening and using what we say against us in court." LOLOL. The other guy (AGH. I KNEW YOUR NAME. I SWEAR I WILL REMEMBER NEXT TIME) was like "A month later. Watch. SHIT I'M GETTING SUED." LOLOL. Then i went to go drink that V8 thing. It tastes good. LOL. Jack drank it was like "HOLY SHIT. What is this? It tastes so weird. Gimme more!" LMAO. It was strangely addicting.xD

Then Jack put on his music. It was like instrumental only. No singing. It was pretty good though. The guys were drumming to the beat. Haha, they are so cool.xD Jack was telling me how awesome the music video to the song was. Cause they were like pulling the arms of the drummer but then it was in the flow of the drumming so he hit them right. I don't know hoe to explain. Ask him. LOL. OH, and the longhaired guy had Oreos and was asking if i wanted any. He had a stash in his backpack. I'm like "What are you gonna do with them? Lure little boys to you?" ROFL. He was like "HEEY." LMAO. We were all hella laughing. They were all like "I'll let you play with my puppy if you get in." and I'm like "Puppy?!" and they were like "Oh god." hahaha. He was like "Seriously, you want some?" and i was like "Save them for the kids!" LOL. Then we talked about other stuff i don't really remember. Hahha. OH wait, yea. We were talking about the instrument that sounded like a monkey! But it was really delicate and it's a tradition that you have to be 40 or over to play it cause they believed they were 'wise' enough to understand the beats. Christian wanted to play it. He's like "I have like twenty something more years to go." LOL.

Then the break was over so we went back outside. I was on the bigass bass. Just great, eh? LOL. That shit was killing my waist. Then the architecture people came out. They were all staring at us. Awkward. LOL. But if i looked at them, my timing fails so i just counted the beats in my head. Then they soon left. I assumed that it was because it was too loud for them. Haha. But Mimi told me later on that it was cause they were cold.

So anyway, we did a few rounds and i really couldn't feel my legs. I stood next to Christian and the special ed girl, Jenny, was next to me. She couldn't stay on beat and that was throwing me off. During the snare drum solo, Christian was playing with his drumsticks and got his fingers stuck in the holes and couldn't get them out so when it was our turn to jump back in, he's like "SHIT." That hella made me laugh.xD After, when we were finally done, i couldn't even bend them all the way. That's great. Absolutely wonderful. I guess I'll get used to it. No one else seem bothered so maybe its just me. Hahaa. We went back inside and Christian was talking about a show they went to last time. About the crazy priest yelling at the crowd. -talks in a deep scary voice- LOL. "You betta believe in GOD-ah. Or i will kill-ah all of youu-ah." I don't know how to write it but Christian did it hella funny. Jack- "You're hella scary." Christian- "Its fun." Me- "Yea, when you're not talking. Just kidding!!" Hahaha. I was kidding.xD

We got to the subject of facebook and Alphe was like "Since when did you have a facebook?" to Christian and he was like "2-3 years.?" Alphe sighed and was like "And you didn't add ME?" LMFAOO. That was hella funny.xD We got back inside and put down our stuff. They continued to eat and i just sat on the chair. What were we talking about? I think about how they couldn't go to Community Day cause they had their SATs. That sucks.:/ I was like "I'm going anyway. For Excelsior." Alphe was like "REPRESENTIIIIN." LOLOL. Then Jack told us what YMCA stood for. It was like Young Mens Catholic Association. Or something. Who would've thought. Hah. Christian and Alphe were doing the YMCA dance. Alphe was like "You do it pretty good." So I'm like "He practices in front of the mirror at home." LMAO. And Christian took one of the drums put on the table and was drumming with it. We were like "I'm not sure if thats actually a drum. I think its decoration." LOL. Then Jack ate something and started wiping his hand on his pants then it turned into him making some kind of beat by slapping his leg. I'm like "How did it turn to wiping your hand to making a beat?" LOL. He does it subconsciously. Haha.

Somewhere in there, Mimi called me and told me she was outside. I told her i would hang with the boys. They were so cool. LOL. So she left with her dad. I went back inside and was like "I totally ditched my friend for you guys." and they were like "Why? Thats hella mean. We were gonna go soon anyway." and Jack was like "You know, funny thing is, i didn't even notice you were gone." LOL. He's so mean.xD "Cause you guys are cool." (: Christian was like "EAG." and I'm like "What's that?" and he just stared at me like i was retarded. "Excelsior Action Group." LMFAO. I felt hella stupid. LMAO. I knew thaat.xD Then Christian decided to leave and so did i and the other guy. Christian was like "Oh, when i go, everyone follows, huh? LOL. They were saying something about how i needed to practice drumming faster. I think they were talking about me, i wasn't really listening. Haha. Oh and we talked about how guys pockets were so big. And mine can't even fit my phone. LOL. And Chris's pockets fit his books. Hahaha. Its SOO big. So is his hand. His hand i so big compared to mine and it fits in his pocket. My pocket barely fits my fingers. LOL!

I saw Mimi across the street and i ran to her. LOL. She was STILL here. LOL. I made her walk to Bal Park Station but halfway there, she saw the 8x so she ran back. I just continued walking to Bal Park Station and i made it anyway. LOL. She's such a loser.xD She was all like "You had fun, huh? You seem happy." LOL. Yes.(: Then i got off the bus and there were cops there. It was in front of Popeyes. Mimi was like "Uh oh, don't get shot." LOL. Then i took the 14 and went home. On the bus, i was drumming on everything. I love how after drumming, i just feel like i want to make music out of everything.

LOL, i should've made a separate blog for drumming. It's so long.xD Next time. Haha. Thanks everyone for an AMAZING week. I am soo over using that word but i got no other way to describe it. I'm loving life. I'm the happiest i was in a loong time.(:

"You're my shining star, don't fade away."

So WINDY!! &afterschool.(:

Today, i forced myself to get up and got ready. Ate a little and i was glad it wasn't raining. I took the 14 and was actually normal today

We had 6th period first so i went into Physics and everyone was so quiet and tired. I said hi to Wilson and he ignored me, like usual. Haha, i went to my table and Janet looked REALLY sick.D: April was complaining of a headache. And Chris was just sitting there being the retardedass he was. I was warning him not to mess with us today cause it's not a good idea to mess with girls when they're tired. He was like "How?" so i punched him in the balls. Now he knows. We reviewed and took notes. At some point, Kendrick and Isaiah were on the floor and Kendrick was on TOP of Isaiah. Yea..LOL. Ms.Yoshi gave them referrals but for some reason, they couldn't get sent out. Eh. I was stressing over geometry so badly.

I made Jammy walk to my locker with me. But i didn't even need to go so we went back. LOL. We hung around for a while before Ms.Joseph made us do testing. It took me so long for the first part. I got stuck near the ending so i just bubbled in random stuff for like 3 questions.xD Then we had a break and we listened to music. I was trying to read my Ju-On book. TRYING. LOL. Soon, Jammy came over to sit next to me and so did Stanley. I started punching him and stuff. LOL. It was fun.(: It's strange how when i punch him in the balls, it doesn't hurt him. I'm suspecting that boy doesn't have balls.xD Jammy walked passed me and touched my ass, i instinctively punched him in the balls. LOL. Aiyyah. I feel hella bad, this is like the third time I've hit him in the balls.xD Haha. Instinct.):

Then eventually, we had to do the second part of testing. It was pretty easy and i finished before everyone.:D Well, maybe thats cause i guess for most of them.xD Then i was listening to music. Hmm.. Whatelse. We hung out some more. Ms.Joseph kept telling us to STFU. It was sad. LOL. She was like "You keep hitting people. I've seen you like 4 times already." Hahhaa, it's fun hitting Stanley.xD I accidentally hit Jammy a few times too. He was in the way.D: Ahaha, then we went to lunch. I made Jammy come to my locker so i can put my shit away. Then we went outside. It was so COLD and WINDY. God. I was hugging Jammy for warmth. It didn't feel that cold anymore in his arms.(: Other people were trying to join our hug. And Mimi came and tried to pull me away. Jammy pulled people into a group hug. Haha. Then he said he was gonna go so i went to get lunch with Mimi. Then we went to eat it, we went to the bathroom, and we went out again. We tried to go to the library but it was closed. So we went to go to Ellett but he wasn't here. Arg, then there was like 4 more minutes so we just sucked it up.

Mimi told me how she went to YAB with Cary. And after she left, Auxi was like "What was SHE doing here?" -rollseyes- We're going to the YAB meeting on Monday to watch what they do and stuff. Yep, me, Cary, and Mimi saw Bryan and Paulo so we asked them if they wanted to go to StonesTown with us. Bryan came with us. I talked to Jesse about how i need to find his soulmate. Then at the busstop, there was this one person who i thought was a girl so i said it was his soulmate. LOL. I think it was a guy though.O.o Idk. Then we took the... i don't remember. LOL and went took the..M? Idk. Haha. We talked about random stuff. I don't really remember. Cary showed us where he lived. LOL. We saw Kendrick and his friends. I called him fat and he came over to bully me so I'm like "Don't make me stab you again!" hella loud. LOL. Then i talked about how i should bring a razor to school so i can cut him if he messed with me. "I will cut you. Literally." -pulls out razor- Hahaa. I should.(:

Then we got to Stones and we were making fun of Mimi and everything. Haha. We dragged Cary and Bryan to Victoria Secret. Tried to find Bryan's size. LMFAO.xD Then we left and went to the Apple store. Bryan wanted to play with the iPads. We googled "Tenticle Porn." hahahha. That was funny. Then we went to American Eagle and i bailed when this annoying hakgwai song came on. So we went to HotTopic.(: It's pretty sad what they have there nowadays. They have freaking Justin Beiber, Ke$ha, New Boyz, shit like that. Hella disappointing.

Then we went to the food court and got food. I ate the Ketchup raw. Haha, i love Ketchup. Hmm, after that Mimi's fatass bought icecream. LMAO. Then we decided to go to Borders. We immediately went to the sex section. But there were two men there so i was like "Guys, i think we're in the wrong section. Kids section is over theeere." LMAO. Then we went to make fun of comics and such. Then we went back to try to get the SexBible book but the man was like leaning against the thing. And i wasn't gonna get it with him right there. LOL. So we got Sex for Dummies instead. And we started reading it to Bryan but it got boring. LOL. Mimi eventually got it and we ran quickly and sat on the floor to look at it. It smelled like fart so we moved somewhere else. LOL. We tried to force Bryan to look at it but he wouldn't.xD This lady was going near us so we went to this one section where no one was at and looked at it there. We were all giggling and looking at it when this HakGwai worker came and told us not to read on the floor. We thought he saw what we were reading. LOL!!

We just put the book back after that. We walked around, eh what did we do? OH, we went to the romance section and started reading the sex parts. Then a few minutes later, a few dragonboat people walked by and we were like "... did they hear us?" LMFAO. Then we walked around some more and we eventually decided to go to Mimi's house. We asked Bryan if he wanted to come with us. He was like "I guess." hella nervous. LOL. We got on the 29. Me and Cary were making fun of Mimi speaking Viet, "Nomnomnomnom PHOOOO. PHO!!" LMFAO. That was funny.

Then Cary had to get off and we were discussing if Bryan should come to Mimi's house or not. Cause we didn't know how her parents would react. LOL. We told him that it was hella scary cause her house is around hella ghetto people. Bryan kept going like "Are we there yet??" on the bus. Hella eager to see some hakgwai's, eh?xD We got there and Bryan was like "You're right. It's kinda scary here." LOL. We told him about the shootings at like 1am. Scary. We got to her house and Bryan was hella scared. He was like "Nonono, I'm hella scaareed." LOL.But her mom didn't say anything, i think. We went up for a while to read Mimi's convos, then we went downstairs to eat her Asian food.:D

Bryan doesn't even know how to eat Asian food. LOL. Then her dad was coming home and Bryan got hella scared again.xD But he didn't really have a big reaction. Or any reaction at all. We joked around saying how we would just say that Bryan was gay. LOL. Yep, that would fix everything.XD Then they went upstairs and we heard water sounds and I'm like "I think they're peeing." And Bryan's like "Both of them?!" Hahaha, i choked on my food.xD It was funny, when we were gonna go up, Mimi's dad was in the bathroom and he left the door open. Mimi ran up there and closed it and her dad was like "What happened? Why'd you close the door?" LOL. Then we went into Mimi's brothers room. We heard some hakgwais screaming outside so we decided to watch. Hahhaah, then Bryan played Pokemon on Mimi's computer.xD Me and Mimi flipped through her yearbook and counted how many black people there were. I forgot like Fifty something? Hahah. It has kinda hard to count cause the pictures were in black and white. LOL! We somehow got on the subject of cutting or something and we started cutting ourselves with her brush. LOL. It was fun, but Mimi actually got cut. ROFL. Retard.xD Then my wrist starting burning where i 'cut' it. FML. LMAO.

Then Bryan had to leave. We walked him to the busstop and we were saying how ghetto and scary the place was. LOL. We thought we were gonna get shot.xD Her dad went with us and started doing something to the grass, like whipping it or something. LOL. Then these hakgwais walked by and we were like hella scared. We all froze and stopped talking. I'm like "Act natural." LOL. Then the bus finally came and Bryan got on. Oh, and Mimi got a call from the Out of Site people and she got into Architecture. So we can go together tomorrow.:D I'm so excited and nervous at the same time. LOL.

Then we got back into the house and we.. Hmm.. What did we do? LOL. Oh, we listened to music while Mimi showed me her baby pictures. I swear, her hair was hella nice back then. LOL. It was so shiny and naturally curly/wavy. Hahaha. She took so much pictures, i swear. She was jealous of herself back then. LOL. At least she has boobs now.xD She was HELLA skinny too. Her legs were so skinny, it was so unreal. LOL. Then my mom asked me where i was. I told her that i was at Mimi's house and told her to pick me up at 6. Then we looked at pictures and such till i had to go. Yep, thats about it. Hella fun today. LOL.

I want tomorrow to be as amazing as today and yesterday. 3 amazing days in a row. Can we do it? :D

"You think you're so damn special. But theres a million other girls like you."

DRUMMING(: &testing.

Ok, today was one word. Amazing. Afterschool totally made my day. So alright, let's start with when i woke up. I got ready and ate a bit of spaghetti. I brought Cheerios to school to eat. Haha. It was friggen raining and everything. I was kinda late already so i took the 29 down instead of walking. Mimi was waiting for me and we went to school talking about how there was shooting last night at like 1am. 15 bullets. LOL! And we were like "Why didn't it hit Beatrice?!" STAC, you're doing great for being out of order.(: See, i actually remembered today.:D

I went to English and we're starting a new story. Louis kept calling me Jessica LingLingDumpLINGPotStickersss! And I'm like "Oh, very original." LOL. He was like "I went to Costco yesterday and i ate some LingLings. You taste good." -rolls eyes- Haha. Then i got moved to his table for the sake of discussion. So i'm like "Louis, READ." since his last name is Reid. LOL. I'm very clever.xD Yea, after more teasing, i had to move back. Eh, read the story, then went to homeroom.

We all hung out for a while then we finally got started. Khaner finished first, then Jammy, then me. And i couldn't even read cause Jammy moved next to me. Haha. We messed around and everything. Like half an our later, we had to take the test again. Jammy finished like one problem before me. Grr. LOL. Then i tried to read my book as he played on his iTouch. Yea, then more stuff happened then soon, everyone finished. People kept saying "Get a room!" and we were even doing anything. LOL! Stupid people.xD It's fun to punch Stanley but why do i keep missing his balls when i punch him down there? Too small, i guess.XD OH YEA. And he was asking me if Jammy had a boner. And i'm like "Uh..no." and he was pointing at his crotch going "HE HAS A BONER. BONER. BONEEER." he pushed the part down and it was part of his pants. ROFL. That was hella funny.xD

Lunch, i ate my cheerios with Mimi and Cary. I was making fun of her and throwing Cheerios into her shirt. Haha. We talked about the things we hated about Beatrice. LOL, it was hella funny and mean. Then we talked about formspring and how i was so nice. Then she AGH. Janet came up to me and asked about my blog. I'm like "Who told you about it?" she shrugged and I'm like "Auxi." and she's like yea. Wow.. Don't know how my life is interesting to you. Not like i have hella drama going on or anyshit. But whatever floats your boat.

Geometry, it went by pretty easy. We did more practice. Hmm. What did we talk about. Don't remember, but i was dropping things into Angus's shirt. LOL. Um, me and Sophia did our Spanish homework. Then we went over the problems and yea..

Spanish, we watched this video thing. It had HELLA dramatic and scary music like a scary movie. But it was like teaching us how to speak Spanish. But they had the scaryass music. LOL. Then the girl went into the house where her friend hasn't been in for 4 months. But there were dishes in the sink, clothes, and stuff like someone was living there. She went onto the roof and suddenly, this other girl came out. It was like she was gonna push her off. LMAO. So scary and funny.xD

Gym, Ms.Ramirez had to leave so we walked the track. We were trying to sing a song about Beatrice. LOL. It was hella funny. Mimi and lyrics don't mix.xD Um, whatelse. William thinks that I'm in a relationship with Jammy. I told him we weren't, we were just married. LOL. He was like "You're in a secret relationship with him!!" Haha. I don't know how to get it through his head.xD Then we went in to change. I decided to check my voicemail and Mimi checked it for me saying i got accepted into the drumming class and i was starting today. It was so last minute. I was really stressing out because i didn't know where it was and it started at 4. I was totally just stressing and freaking out. UGH.

I If i rains tomorrow morning, I'll suffer the consequences cause i was too lazy to get my umbrella from my locker. So then i walked with Jammy and Jacky. I was still stressing out about the fucking drumming thing. Then i said bye to them and went in my mom's car. I told her about it and i called the lady. Then she drove me there. I saw Grace and Aileen there. They were taking architecture. Uhm, we did this getting to know each other game. Yeaa.. Then i went to our class. The boys were all carrying the drums. LOL. They told me to wear kneepads or I'd screw up my legs pretty bad so i did. It was awkward at first but i got used to them and they did protect my legs a lot.xD

We talked a little bit then they gave me a drum and a beat. Simple, three hits everytime he did the second hit. Yea, no fancy musical terms just yet. Then this lady came in and asked us if we could move cause they were getting ready to have a meeting. And lets face it, we were pretty loud. The teacher was screaming to let us hear him. He was like 3 feet away from me and i still couldn't hear. Really loud. So we move a room over and we got more complaints. So we moved upstairs. Then we just went to eat food. I was the only girl besides Jenny. She played the cowbells and the triangle. Haha. The other boys were seniors.

They asked me about my school and everything. I told them that i was a freshman. LOL. They thought i was a sophomore or a junior. O.o Haha. I forgot their names. LOL. But the teacher was cool, his name was Alfie. Christian asked me if i was in the Excelsior volunteer program. LOL he said he remembered me. I don't remember him. Haha. I felt kinda bad.xD Then we went back and did more drumming. I was so confused and i messed up everytime my mind wandered away from the beat. I couldn't think about anything besides the drums and the beat or I'd screw up. I wasn't even aware of the pain in my legs and arms cause i was just concentrating on trying to follow the beat. That's what i love about it. I was forced to think of nothing else but that. Perfect when i have too much on my mind.

Yea, we did many different beats and it sounded really good. We were all getting into it. The two boys were very talented. They've been doing this for 3-4 years. Heck, who am i kidding. All of them were really good cause they've been drummers for years now and today was the first day i ever played the drums. Pretty good though. I picked up my beat when i lost it. I loved the way we all depended on each other. I was watching him play the bass drums so I'll know when to hit mine. If he messed up, i would mess up. But he's too pro to mess up. Haha. Then we were done and i felt so sore. My legs hurt so bad, like i was doing bleachers. My arms feel really cramped and sore. I love the pain though. It's one of the things i love about playing an instrument. The pain. Then i said bye to them and left. They all looked like drummers too. Idk, they looked like people who were in a band.xD

Then i walked down to Balboa Park Station and took the 8x. The 14 came right after and i went home and ate dinner and all that. Excited for next Thursday!

"Tell my voice what it takes to speak up."

Bleachers &i failed..again.lol.

Eh, last night i didn't fall asleep till 2am or later cause it was so friggen hot. I realize that if i sleep at 1am or later and wake up at 7am, I'm not as tired as i am when i sleep at 10am and wake at 7am. Yea.. I don't know. Anyway, my grandpa came in screaming at me so i got my ass up and got ready.
I ate half my breakfast which was like a porkbun and i left. Me and Mimi walked together talking about..testing? And the schedule and Ms.Dave's test. I think. Haha. We went to our lockers and to our classes.

We had to switch seats. Me and Anna were complaining how we didn't wanna be stuck with boring people. Which is everyone. Almost every fucking person in that class is boring as hell. I eventually got stuck with Karla, Kevin, and AJ. Great. Wonderful. Just splendid.-__- We did more testing practice. We had to read an article about Blue Jeans. Eh. Boring. AJ didn't do any work. Not surprised.

Geometry, we basically did review. We got our tests back. Yea...fail. I'm definitely gonna get an F. For sure.D: We talked about..things. Patrick told Angus to help him find x. And Angus went over to him and circled x. ROFL. Patrick laughs like such a hakgwai. LOL! We did our review things and was told to shutup by Mr.Ellet a few times. Then class was finally over.

Homeroom. I eventually just took out my book and started to read. Stanley pulled a chair between me and Jammy and started blabbering away about the most stupid stuff. Agh, i got so fucking annoyed. Ms.Joseph was yelling at him and everything. Agh. I wouldn't care if he was talking about something important or logical. But he was just fucking running his mouth and i was going to punch him in the balls if he didn't quiet within 5 fucking minutes. But then Ms.Joseph moved him. Then Jammy talked to me or something and Ms.Joseph got SOOO fucking pissed off. She was like "CAN'T YOU JUST BLOODLY F-ING SHUT UP AND DO YOUR GODDAMN WORK?!!??" and he got moved. I swear, PMSing much, hoe?D:

Spanish, Ms.BH said that our grades were going down so she printed us progress reports and letting us have until tomorrow at lunch to turn in all of our missing work. Since her goal is to have everyone pass with an A or B in her class. Since i had an A-, i didn't have to do anything. AGH. .33 more percent till an A. LOL. I wrote the whole time. Erm, yeap. We just organized our binders and that's it. Oh, and we talked about clothing and such. Yea.

Lunch, me and Mimi got her lunch then we sat in the middle as i chose a decent song to get stuck in my head. LOL. She was singing Baby-Justin Beiber. Yea..that's not fun. ROFL. I don't remember what else. It was pretty boring and yea..

Gym, oh god. We had to run bleachers. After the 4th one, i felt as if i was going to pass out. Luckily, Ms.Ramirez gave us a few minute break and let us do pushups and curlups. Then we had to do another 5. I did two more and i asked Ms.Ramirez if i could walk because i was already losing vision and i wanted to throw up. Janet talked to me a bit, and she said i looked REALLY pale. I told her i could just walk the bleachers and I'd be fine but she told Ms.Ramirez and Ms.Ramirez agreed that i couldn't do any more. I walked with this one guy and we stayed quiet the whole time. I was lost in my thoughts, i could only hear my heavy breathing, his feet as it made contact on the ground and the sound of the class up and down the bleachers.

It was strangely relaxing as i was in my own little world, trying to regulate my breathing. Ugh, we haven't ran in so long that it's like starting over from the beginning. I am soo not fit. I hate Ms.Gray's class. They don't do shit. And how come all the people in Mr.Gray's class are fat to begin with with a few exceptions. Then Mimi walked with me. Neither of us talked. I just closed my eyes and walked. Sigh.

Health, i got there feeling like crap so i put my head down. Then Frank poked me and when i glared at him, he asked me if i was ok. Eh. Then a counselor came in and started talking to us about next year's classes. She had a Chinese accent and i dared AndyToy to talk to her in Chinese, pretending she didn't know how to speak English. LOL. He was like "Hell no, ask JackyLin." xD It was pretty funny. She spent so long talking about the classes. But i got all my classes ready. I'm not sure if i should take normal Modern World 1/2 or Modern World 1/2 honors. Cause i don't even remember how i did last year. It was never very hard for me but not that easy either. Only simple memorization. But god knows my memory is so bad i never remember what me and Mimi talk about in the mornings.xD Eh.

After the bell rung, i went to Ellet's class and talked to Paulo. I said hi to Christian, um Kendall. Yup. I don't remember what else. Then i left for physics.
Eh, i should start paying attention in that class. Ok, um Isaiah was talking about how there was a 4way fight on the second floor or something. I was like "WTF? I was on the second floor. I didn't see a fight." and he told me it was on the other side. Lol, whatever. Apparently, it was really epic. Lalala, April got hella mad at Chris or Kendrick or whoever cause they kept talking. She is so funny when she's pissed off. LOL. She was like "SHUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE YOUR FACE GETS DEFORMED." and I'm like "Before your balls get deformed." and Chris got hella scared. LOL.

Then April asked me if i wanted to go to the bathroom with her and Janet. So ok. I didn't wanna stay in class anyway. So when CowBoy finally came, i went into the bathroom with them and VickyH. I didn't really need to go pee. LOL. So i just tried to fix my poor excuse of hair on my head. LOL. Janet was saying how awkward it was when there was a window in the bathroom. Cause you can see them and it feels like if they look up, they can see you. LOL. Then we went back and we were all giggly and happy. Brendan was like "Whoa, what happened in the bathroom? When you went, you were normal. Now that you came back, you're all happy and laughing. WTF?" ROFL. We were like "We went to the bathroom to smoke, duh." LOL. Then we did a miniquiz. Then it was time to go.(:

I walked down with Bryan and Wilson. We were talking about how racist we were. LOL! And how mad Mr.Davis got when you mentioned anything slightly racist. Then this hakgwai was eating some crackers so JasonWu was all like "Hakgwai. Gimme some crackers." LOL! Yea, Jacky hugged me and I'm like "Who's this?" and he started 'choking' me so i knew it was Jacky. LOL, he did like 3 times that day.xD Then i hugged Jammy and left.

At the dentists, Mimi texted me to tell me that SOMEONE was reading my blog with Snorlax. Ahahah. I don't know why you find my blog interesting or whatever. But let me give a big HOLA to you. Thanks for taking time of your oh-so busy life to read my blog and promote it to other people. So while I'm at it, hello to everyone who might be reading this. You're kinda creepy... But if it entertains you, whatever. Whatever floats your boat, guys.(:

Alrighty, bye.

"I love you 5 times more than any boyfriend before, cause all they cared about was whether you put out. And i honestly believe, that this love could be."

Today, i am silent.(:

Alright so today is the Day of Silence. It happens every year to protest silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual, and trangender people. It echoes the silence caused by name calling, bullying, and harassment. This was my first time actually trying to stay silent for the whole day and i wasn't sure if i could last but i did what i could.

I got up and did my shit, ate, and took the 88 to school. It made me feel good that the bus was completely silent. The reason was probably because they had no one to talk to but it was still comforting. I got off and Mimi came a second later.(: We walked to school trying to communicate to each other. Kinda fail. LOL. We went into school hella early and we told some people to be silent. They were all like "Oh yeaa." and shit.

We went in and got stickers. Some people we talking while they were getting the shit. Stupid asses. It annoyed me endlessly that people were only doing it so they could get out of talking in class. It really bothered me. But some people are just -__-.

English went by pretty quickly. Ms.Lam asked me to explain what the Day of Silence was and I'm like "..." LOL till Brendan was like "She's not talking today." xD Yea, we basically did Test Questions. Pretty easy. At the end, they kept messing with me and trying to get me to speak.xD Those losers failed.xD

I went to gym and we walked in silence while everyone else was playing. Mimi ran a lap.:0 Trying to lose weight, eh?xD It was kinda awkward, kinda peaceful. I was just thinking, lost in my thoughts. Mimi joined us again and eventually i just put on some music from my phone. I got to listen to my lovely Chris Drew.<3 Janet thought it was some Chinese song. ROFL.xD Yea, it was pretty lovely. I jumped on Andy's back with his backpack on. Let me tell you now, DON'T do that. That hurts your ladyparts. LMAO. Well, my legs and my boobs.xD Hella hurt. And i couldn't yell at him cause i couldn't talk.)': Eh, yea, it was pretty cool.

Homeroom, i didn't feel like even staying in my seat so i moved to sit across from Mark. I didn't really wanna interact with anyone so i didn't. I just read my book and watched Mark eat Stanley's Cheetos. ROFL. Mark started writing things on his phone and showing them to me. LOL. He was saying how he couldn't stay quiet so i dared him to speak. "FUCK THIS." he finally said. It made me laugh hella hard.xD Then yea, i walked to third period.

We basically did a review on what we learned yesterday about E-IE stem changing verbs. Then we did an activity. Sophia gave me back my Ju-On book. Um, Ms.BallardHansons friend was coming and we were curious and wanted to see her so me and Sophia went downstairs to see her. She was pregnant. 6 months, i believe. She was pretty, though.(: Then i went to Mimi's locker and she was trying to communicate with Cary but he never understood.

LOL, we went to get lunch with Cary saying that he looked hella retarded cause he was the only one talking and we couldn't answer him. LOL. Oh, and i saw this one guy with an All Time Low shirt and i squealed and got all excited. I started jumping up and down and tried to tell Mimi and Cary. Mimi understood but i had to write it out on my hand for Cary.xD He's no good at these things.xD

Yepyep, then i saw Paulo and tried to ask him if he was gonna stay here or if he was going to the other group. It took him so long to understand. I had to text it out on Dayana's phone.D: LMFAO. Then he said he was going upstairs. So i hung out with the guys for a while. Haven't been over there for so long now.D: They were raping Frank. LOL, and Nikko took my "Love is the Movement" thing. And Jason was messing with me like "If you think you're not Monet, say something." "If you don't have a thing with Nikko, talk." and "If you don't want to be called PotStickers, speak up now." UARG. How was that fair? ROFL.xD

Kevin came over and asked me for a hug and i finally said no.(: I signaled to him that i only do handshakes now. No hugs. He was like "But i love your hugs, I'll give you a dollar for them." Eh, no. Who do you think i am? Lol.-__- I have him a handshake but he pulled me into a hug. Yea, nice. You think that if i really wanted to hug you, i would make excuses? Jeez. Then i went bck to the girls..and Cary. LOL.

Fifth, we learned about Alcohol. I basically just read my book the whole time.

Sixth, it was harder not to talk. I wonder if Ms.Yoshi noticed that i wasn't talking today.xD We had a quiz and i didn't know any of them.D: I hit Chris in the balls for.. i don't remember what. LOL. We took notes and stuff. Eh, then Isaiah was like "I know you're trying not to talk but..." then he showed me this very detailed penis that he drew and wrote Chocolate. And it looked pretty good. LMAO. Hmm, whatelse? Janet said she was gonna stay silent afterschool and i decided i would talk. We were like switching off. When it was almost time, i was like getting so impatient. LOL. I stomping my feet and going "MMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.-__-" LMFAO. When the bell finally rang, i squealed and screamed "YEEES." and started running my mouth.XD It felt good to talk, to have people understand what you're trying to say.

Afterschool, i walked with Bryan and Jacky. Jacky took three bananas. ROFL. How Asian.xD Yep, I told Bryan about how i broke my wing when i was trying them out. I fell off the top of the roof and broke my wing. LOL. I told him how i couldn't go to the hospital cause they would keep me for testing and make me go in RedBull commercials. LOL.xD

"It's the way that you talk and the way that you smile. And the way that you love black and white."

JammyYu & Bryan Martinez.(:

Today was so bleh. I got up, got ready, and went to school. Walked with Mimi and talked about... eh, whats the point trying to remember? I'd fail anyway. LOL.

English, we went over test questions again and i finished early so i did my geometry homework. I got 5/5.(: Then we had to talk about how we got those answers. Blahblah.

Geo, we had a sub so i went to sit with Kelly. Me and Sophia talked about China. She's going too, but in June.D: Then we talked about shopping carts and Costco. Then me and Sophia talked about paranormal shit. She said she has like a spirit in her house but she thinks its her grandpa cause it happened right after he died. Like the light randomly turns on, sometimes, she CAN'T turn it on, stuff like that. She was reading my grudge book. Haha, it was scary. Uhm, me and Lillian talked about hair. Then we talked bout Day of Silence and me being an actress. Aand, other things. I actually did the work too. Except slope. I don't understand that. Never did, probably never will.

Homeroom, Ms.Joseph decided to be a bitch and we had to do work. Jammy actually got moved away.-__- Then he waanted lotion and yea.. I don't remember, pretty chill.

Spanish, we learned about how some verbs change to -IE. Like Querer. LMFAO. Took notes. Wrote the whole time. Eh. Talked to Sophia a little bit. And did exercises on our whiteboards. Yep.

Lunch, hung out with Cary. He got cut by a little string so we went to the clinic to get a bandaid. Awkward. LOL. Then we talked about..yea. I don't remember. Then joked around. Talked about joining YAB. And how the only useful people in YAB were the seniors so they were screwed next year. LOL.

Health, we... what did we do..? We played this talk show thing. It was pretty funny. I was mostly quiet for this class. I didn't feel like talking to people. Well, i did talk to Andy and Frank at the beginning. They were talking about what happens in Animal Farm at the end. Haha. I called Aptos ghetto. And Franks like "You went to DENMAN. How are you gonna call Aptos ghetto?" ROFL. He's right though.xD Andy was scared to go to Denman cause he thought he was gonna get jumped or shot. I survived two years there. You don't have to worry. LOL. But during the end of the period, i just got hella quiet.

I went to Ellet's after. I talked to Gilbert a little bit. Cristian asked me why i looked Asian. I'm said "Cause i am Asian?" without thinking. And he's like "I thought you were Mexican." and I'm like "OH YEAAA." ROFL. Then i told Cristian to be my brother too cause he was also Mexican.xD I gave some lotion to Jacky and David. LOL. They made me laugh hella in like 3 minutes. I love that class. Then i realized i stayed too long and ran to Physics. One second after i entered, the bell rung.(: I'm hella good.xD

I saw that we had to do the extra credit crap with my group which consisted of all girls. Agh, i talked to Brendan mostly. I moved to their group. It was funny. I even took their "Gamma" sign and stuck it on myself. My team was like "Traitor." LOL! I went to Vicente's group and found a paper on the floor. I picked it up and it said "Don't say anything mean around Katelyn. BTW, you looked so cute when you were running with John." I showed it to Vicente and we started continuing the note. We did it with a Chinese accent. Like "I like to do the peepee" "I like to do the poopoo in da bafroom." "I like to do the poopoo in my pants." "I like to do da sexytime with my motheer." "I lub to do da poopoo with da John." LMFAO. Funny.

Yea, we hella lost though. But everyone got one extra credit point.xD Yea, i kept messing with Wilson, trying to write "I LOVE IRENE." on his arm again. Haha, afterschool, i put my "Gamma" thing on Jammy.(: We walked to my locker just to find out that i didn't need to go to my locker. LOL. Yep, we walked out and talked to Bryan. I asked Bryan if my house was far and he said "Not really." so they both walked me home.<3

Jammy was complaining before we even got to the busstop. LOL! Loser. Bryan is such a pro at remembering where my house is.xD We walked up and i saw... him. I haven't seen him for so long that i instinctively waved. He just looked at me with a blank expression and walked past me like we were strangers. Yea, that's nice. He started this whole thing. He picked The Sag over me, he should be happy. But even despite all that, i still said hi to him when he went over to me last time. Whatever. He can go fuck himself for all i care. Everytime i forget about him, he shows up. Whats up with that? Why don't you just stay the fuck out of my life, please.-__- That put me in quite a crappy mood. I was mumbling about how boys were complete assholes. LOL. I don't think Bryan or Jammy noticed that little encounter but i got kinda quiet.

A few minutes later, they made me laugh and i felt better. I got The Boob out of my mind as i joked and laughed alone with them. Bryan is the CUTEST thing when he speaks Spanish. I absolutely adore him.xD Bryan was talking about how we went to check out girls yesterday. But he said they weren't 'big' enough for him. LOL. But he meant as in tall. He says that he'd pick a hot tall girl over a short girl. LMAO. That made me laugh. I'm short.):

Then Jammy started raping me. LOL. It went on for a few blocks. Love that kid.(; Then we crossed the street to go to my house. And i saw my mom's boyfriend.-__- Then we all became hella quiet. And he told me to go so Jammy and Bryan left to the bus stop. I went up then i snuck back down just in time to see them going on the bus. I waved to them as they passed. Such sweet boys.(: Then i hella realized that i forgot my keys so if my mom's boyfriend WASN'T here, i wouldn't have been able to get in. LMAO. I'm such a loser.xD

"You make it hard to smile cause you make it hard to breathe."