TACO &aiming for perfection?

Today, i took the 14. Yea, i see that one girl everday. Like, i know her name and everything.Shes in my homeroom, she never talks. Well, no one talks to her. And people don't like her, but she seems so..perfect. I know i say that about a lot of girls but i couldn't really find one thing wrong with her. On the outside, that is. People say she's a complete bitch. I don't know. I walked behind her, eyeing her. Something had to be wrong with her. Something.

But nope. Like usual, i couldn't find one thing wrong with her. And honestly, it was frustrating. Call me insecure but the way i feel better is finding one thing wrong with a seeminly perfect girl. Its pretty fun, and I'm good at finding peoples flaws. I guess the fact that she has no friends should be enough for me. But she was too pretty. Her hair was perfect. Even the way she walks. But for omce, i didn't want to be her. Or have any of her qualities. I didn't want to be anything like her even though she is perfect in my eyes. It reminded me of that one music video. With the perfect girl and the other girl. Who was really pretty but not considered pretty if she was with the perfect girl. But i prefered the other girl. The perfect one was pretty but she was too..bleh.

I smiled, then walked past her as i heard her heels follow behind. For the first time ever, i didn't think "I wanna change this." or "I wish i was more..." I remembered before, i couldn't even accept compliments. At all. I guess i like who i am. To an extent, at least.

Mimi was waiting for me at the busstop. I swear, she's earlier these days. LOL. We walked to school talking about.. eh, i don't remember. Haha. Then we went to school a bit early. I swear, LOL.

First period flew by, as usual. Talked with Anna about... about... god, i don't remember. I'm sorry.-__- I'm usually half asleep anyway. I can't even remember what we did. Oh yea, we read that one story.

Geometry was hella fun. We started talking about pokemon. And i swear, the whole class was dead today. No one talked. At all. So even if we whispered, the whole class could hear it. They were saying how Soul Silver was better than Heart Gold. They're right. Soul Silver just has a ring to it. LOL. I want one.-__- LOL, Jason said he was playing pokemon since Crystal. Aha, i don't know how long ago that was.xD

Then i told them about how my moms boyfriend was Mexican. And they were hella making fun of that. ROFL. That was hilarious. I wouldn't tell them his name. I made them guess. I said it was a REALLY common Mexican name. And they were like "Jose, Juan, Antonio(was it antonio or...?), Jesus, (LMFAO i forgot the rest) Agh, it was SO obvious. But it took them the whole fucking period to guess it. Jorge. LMFAO Sophia got it. Patrick was like "OHHH YEAAA. Hella forgot about that." LOL loser.

Then we guessed Sophia's parents names. Amy and ..er. I forgot. Fuck. LOL. And Jason's little brother is named John. ROFL. God, Ellets was hella funny. No one was talking at fucking all. I felt like the whole class could hear our conversation. They probably could but whatever. I want loud classes, not a class where no one talks at ALL. Mr.Ellet kept telling me to shutup. God, I'm SORRY no one else in your class talks so it seems like i can't shutup. If i sat anywhere else, wow. I wouldn't talk at all cause those three are like the only ones who talk. Eh. I wanna transfer to Jammy's period or Mimi's period. Mostly 6th period. The cool people are there.:D

I went to my locker and Jacky went too. He asked me who my twin was then was like "Michelle?" so i said "You're hella mean." and he's like "Oh, but less fat. And you're not hurt." LOLOL. That makes me feel a whole lot better.xD

Homeroom, Ms.Joseph actually let us do whatever we wanted. Just like yesterday. Wonderful. Her PMS days are over.(: I love homeroom, i wish it was longer. We got our schedules and i swear, i'm gonna be alone tomorrow. But i don't really care. Why do we have 2nd period though.D: I don't want Ellet.):

Spanish, Ms.BallardHanson had to leave again cause she needed to finish the yearbook. I don't really like it when she isn't here. We have to do more work than when she is here.D: She gave us out the fieldtrip papers. We're going on Monday.

Lunch, we hung out with Cary. And they tied my hair up in ribbons all funky. Then me and Lillian started singing twinkle twinkle little stat. Very loud and obnoxiously. LOL. There was an attractive guy in front of us and i made a fool out of myself. LOL. Oh well, he wasn't that hot. Then Mimi told me about how there were scene boys in Stones last time. AGH. Jealous.D: Kevin was telling me that i was pretty. Psh, whatever. Lol.

PE was funish. I walked with Andy. and i think Mimi. LOL. Sorry hoe, forgot if you were there. Stupid Andy was saying how i give the best blow jobs and it was only $4.99.-__- Not funny. Then he got scared when i went to beat his ass. LOL. Stupid ass. D:< Then we went with Leslie and them and sat on the grass and talked. Till Leslie found this REALLY pretty flower. It was like glittery purple on the inside, faded to a beautiful hotpink. Agh, it was beautiful. We all thought so, so we tried to find more, but there wasn't any.D: We kept it. I put it in my hair. Aha. It fell out before Physics though. LOL.

I went to Ellet, said hi to Gilbert, Kendall, Jacky, Ashley, David, and Cristian. Paulo asked me why i was happy all the time. LOL. So much for "You look emo." LOLOL. I love the people in that class. They are so much better than 2nd period. Kendall was all like "No, second period is better." Bullshit, Kendall. I would love to switch with you, even for a day.D: I said hi to Jacky cause he looked kinda down. He said i looked pretty. LOL. Bullshit.xD I thanked him and left. I waas about to hug Kendall but Gilbert told me not to, so i didn't. LOL. Gotta listen to my brother, eh?xD

Physics was boring. WOW, i wrote about My 2 minutes in Ellets like i would for a normal class. Wow, i love it there.(: But anyway, for physics. We watched this movie and went around the room doing mimi station labs. Isaiah got a bag of condoms. LMFAO. Not like he'll be using them anyway, so i asked for one. I asked for a extra large one but he gave me a green one.-__- Sai Hak Gwai. LOL. I don't remember what else.

Oh, afterschool, i slapped Wilson. It was barely a slap, it was more like touching his face. I didn't even try to hurt him. But it sounded very real. LOL. Auxi was like "Dayum, i heard that slap." LOL. I love Wilson.<3 That cutie.xD
Bryan told me about how he was in a love triangle with two guys for Davis's class. Haha, i found that pretty funny.xD Then I walked with Jammy, Jacky, and them. We saw this one girl walk by (no names) and Jammy told me that she looked like a whore. That suprised me a lot, because i always thought her as nothing less than perfect. I said she was the prettiest girl i have ever seen. And he disagreed. Whoa. I guess guys don't like perfection, eh? Jammy was being a perverted little cheater and trying to win. Haha, you wish, babe. You wish.(: Thenthen, Jacky left and me and Jammy walked to the busstation. Then he left. Then i left. LOL. I forgot what happened.

OH, i tried my first taco today. It was pretty good. LOL. What a fail Mexican i am. Never ate a taco or burrito. LMAO. Shutup.D:

"She's stunning. She's such a sight to see."