Filming day.

Today was alright. In Houston, "You look dead." Yeah. I'm overworked and exhausted. Happiness doesn't last for long when you have a shitload of things thrown at you with too little time to do them. It cuts into my sleep time which takes a toll on my energy. Thanks for the comida though.(: In hrm, Mr.Wong played with my guitar. :0 He asked me to bring it tomorrow to jam with him. LOL. In Alg, Gonzo asked me to do the same thing. Uh, no thanks, guys. LOL. Afterschool, fooled around while waiting for Diana. Then filmed. We filmed about half until Terence had to go to DragonBoat. Then me, Kelly, Kayla, and Diana went to Bal Park to film scenes without Terence and Jasmine. Saw Johnathan. LOL. So we have most our scenes down. More than half done on the first day! :D Then we realized it was time to go and we headed out. Went to Lick and Amy told me i would have to meet with the supervisor tomorrow.

Saw Edgar and walked to class with him. He said he was gonna teach me how to play guitar like a man. LOL(: Class, reviewed the scenes. Then performed then. Freddie made me sit with Elisha while he was doing his scene so he would have someone to be talking to. I was like "Why me?" D: "You're gonna be the most beautiful girl in the world and I'm gonna be proud walking around San Francisco with you on my arm." Even though it's part of the script, i can't help but smile. xD Ahaha. Break, went outside and ate. Back to classs. Helluh out of it. Did our scene. She kept forgetting the lines. It's okay. I used to blank out during the performances too. Then we got new monologues. It's suppose to be a poem but it's like a rap! I can't speak it without rapping it. LOL.

I was starting to think that it was pointless for me to bring my guitar because we didn't even play. But then me and Edgar played after class when we were waiting for our parents to pick us up. He taught me how to play something. Ahaha. Thankyou.(: Mk, i shall practice it. :D On another note, i hate it when people say "Play something." cause i never now what to play. Especially when good guitar players say this to me. It's like i have to impress them- and i can't. I'm a noob, okay? If i only never stopped playing guitar and kept going at it, i would be good. But no, i need to start all over again. ._.

I hate that i like guys that i can't have. Like, they're too good for me. And guys who like me, i feel like they're not good enough for me. What the hell is wrong with me? Stop liking guys you don't have a chance with, Jessica. Just stop.