I dont know why I'm sad. I don't know why I'm crying. I honestly don't.
Nothing's wrong but it feels like everything's wrong. I guess I'm overwhelmed and it's about time I let it all out. I'm sick of carrying the world on my shoulders. I may seem like I can handle it but it starts to build up. I'm a little girl with so much pressure pushed onto her by everybody, what do you expect? I'm going to break down once in a while.

Nights like these are when I need my mommy. She would know exactly what to say to me. But that was back in middle school, I would never let her see me like this now because she thinks I'm a happy girl who can handle anything. I'm really not that girl, everyone. I'm weak and I'm unstable and I can't handle everything with a smile on my face. This is the side of me that no one ever sees.

Please just make my heart right.