Interesting day. :D

Today was fairly interesting. Woke from a good dream. You know those ones that make you feel disappointed it wasn't real when you wake up? Yeah, those. Anyway, got ready. Yeah. Dayana came back today. Thanks for the necklace, dear.(: History was kinda funny. Houston, you make me laugh.(:

Gym, walked curves and ran straight. "Hey, Jessica says she wants to hold your hand." -Andy "What the fuuck? You high?" -me. LOL. Talked about mosquito bites, this one girl who has cancer and is trying to kill herself. Not to self: Don't come to Jacky when you're contemplating suicide. He will encourage it and possibly provide the gun. LMFAO. It was hott. Whatelsee.. I don't remember but it was okay. Glassman can't even do a lunge. Fatfuck.

Homeroom, ate grapes and talked to Cary. "Hey, can you hook me up with Jessica?" "Do you know how much we hate each other?" then he ignores him. LMFAOO. And his book is helluh awkward.. LOL.

Holoday, read. Randy sat behind me and i was like OMGGG-__-. THEN Ms.Holoday decided it was a good idea to put us in groups and i had stupidass people, including Randy. I swear, i would've shot myself if i could. .__. He's dumb as fuck too. Made our group lose a point cause of his tiny little brain.-__-

Lunch, met with Mimi and went to the attendance office to get permit to leave. Went back to lunch with Dean. Lunch felt so different cause we had slips of paper that said we could leave.. LOL. Said bye to people. Obviously, there's still tension between us. I can feel it in the way you hug me and i can see it in the way you look at me. Walking out of school made me feel hella special and cool. LOL. Started laughing and joking about stupid shit while walking out of school. Ahh, it's so fun knowing everyone's in class and you're leaving. Maybe I'm just so lame.XD Went home. Ate. Left. Got there right on time and ..forgot her name.. gave us a ride.

Got there and answered this thing about witchcraft. I guess Mimi's answer was really good cause she got called to answer the question on the show. Sat. It was slightly interesting. The studio is much smaller than what i expected it to be. I'm happy i got the chance to see the set and what goes on behind the cameras. Thank you for this opportunity, EAG &ABC.(: Got a ride back to Bal. Took the 29 and saw Jack and that one girl from my drumming class. He asked me if i was still in drumming and he explained why he couldn't go this year.)': I hope you have fun at your internship cause I'm gonna miss you.): Had a mini convo with him till i had to get off.

Rafa opened the door for me and i went to my class. They were already outside playing with this ball. LOL. Everyone was excited to see me.xD Jessica wore her Degrassi shirt just for me! OMGOMGOMG. LOL. Stacy- "I thought you said you weren't coming." with hella attitude. Well, excuse me. .__. Anywaay, after a bit of throwing the ball around, we went back inside and learned about CROW. Then we played this one game where we have benches and we have to do whatever we can to get the person off the bench. No physical contact. The farthest we can go is putting out arm around them. And it was an actually scene where we were characters. It was pretty funny. LOOOL.

We didn't get to finish cause we had to go to lunch. Ate chocolate chips. :D Made Christian get water for me and it turned into a mini 'fight' but i couldn't speak cause my mouth was full and i couldn't swallow it cause i was laughing. LOL. "You two fight like a married couple!" LOL.. wow. We weren't even seriously arguing. After Christian got me my water, i told Jessica to write her name on my cup. ROFLROFL. I'm way too clever. :D Ahaha. Then Jessica and Stacy argued about whether German's were white or not. Jessica says yes. Stacy says no. I have no idea but i agree with Jessica just cause.(: Stick that in your juice box and suck it, Stacy!

Got back to class. Kept playing the game. It was hellaaa funny. Me and Maria were on the fucking floor laughing. ROOFL. You guys are good actors!xD I like how silly you guys can be and you guys are just being yourselves. I was sitting down and Christian dragged my chair all the way over their to try to get Eli off the bench. Everyone knows improv isn't my forte. But i was forced up there and so i had to do something. So i scooted really close to him and asked if i could touch his hair. Him- "Uh..okay." So then i started getting closer to him and was feeling on his hair all creepily. Him- "So uh, where are you going?" Me- "Doesn't matter." my tone of voice came out hella sexual sounding instead of creepy sounding. AGH. LOL. I just kept going at it and he eventually ran off. Ahahaha.

Then that one girl just came helluh close to my face and i just gave in. LOL. Stacy got forced up there and she couldn't even do it.. She was just like "Can i pass?" before she even started! WTH. She was so giggly and was just like "Can i see your phone?" She didn't even try to scare her away. Horrible actress. Or maybe just horrible improv-er. .__. Eventually she just sat there, not knowing what to do. Wow.

Christian was funny. He was acting drunk and shit. "Hey little missy. May i see your breasts?" Maria thought he said bracelets so she's like "Sure!" LMFAO. You guys are friggen funny as hell.xD Then Eli went and pretended he was special edish. "WHERE'S BALBOA?!" "What?" "BAL-BALBOA. WHERE IS IT?!" "Over there.." "WHERE? WHEREEE? I DON'T SEE IT. BALBOA. WHERES BALBOAA?" "Why are you yelling?" "BUT WHERE'S BALBOA?!" AHHAHA. I SWEAR!xD Then Jessica went. Singing horribly. Eli- "Ohmygod! So beautiful. Can you sing my favorite song? Poker Face by Lady Gaga." LMFAO. It was really funny. Then i scared Jessica away by freaking out about how she was sitting on Bob, my imaginary friend. I was just screaming and freaking out. LOOL. I was so in the moment, i felt the frustration. Funny. LOL.

Then, we played a game where we were blindfolded. Then Freddy would drop a stick of newspaper in the middle of the room and we would have to try to find it. And when we did, we would have to tag the other person before they got to your side of the room where you originally sat. It was funny because Freddy would slam it to the floor then silently place it somewhere else while they would freak out looking for it.XD One time, he didn't even put it to the floor, he just held it. ROOFL. Funnyy. Then we did mini convos. I was paired up with Stacy. Bleh. I memorized my lines already and Maria was like OMGG. ROFL. I don't like working with Stacy. She's too giggly. She messes up her lines. She's just so annoying and bad. Goddamn. LOL. After class, Maria was singing "Hey There Delilah" and we got into the topic of guitars and music. We have things in common. We're gonna get along great. :D

Then i thought i went early and took the 29. Got to Bal Park and saw Mimi's soulmate getting on in the front so i ran off the back. Waited a while then walked slowly to Mission singing Hey There Delilah to myself quietly. Brought back memories. Let a 14 pass just in case he was still there. Got on the 14L. He wasn't there. Thankgod! But i was REALLY paranoid. Whoever i saw in a hat and glasses, i freaked out. Sigh.

Oh flashback this one moment where i was acting or something at Bal and some random girl said i was good and should be in CAST. I just randomly remembered it and it made me smile. So thanks, random girl. LOL.

Theater is so funny. Makes me believe that i could get through this as long as i had friends like these. Sadly, none of them go to Bal except Eli, who i never see. But what i really need is drumming. It distracts my mind and lets me generate my emotions into the song. I could feel the pain in my body which i like. Plus the boys there make me smile. Keep the faith, Jessica.(:

"I've got friendship to help me pull through."