Friday, September 17, 2010

So wet today.-__-

Today was nothing special. The weather was absolutely awful.

Spanish was funny with Sophia and Jasmine. Didn't get any work done though.

History. Had a presentation and we had to do a mini skit. We were messing around the whole time so i told them to improvise. So then they started gossiping about me. .__. LOL. I didn't expect that at all. They talked about how i always hit them and keep pinching Jason's nipples. .__. Both of which are true. LOL. Then talked about my 'fat' problem about how i said i was fat and my 'boyfriend' didn't say anything so he probably thinks I'm obese. They can't tell when I'm acting or not. LOL..

Homeroom, got the school ID things but i didn't get one. I don't even want to see my picture.

Gym, hung out with the ladies. Interesting convo about teeth. LOL.

Lunch. Met Jammy at his locker.(: "There's something in your eye. Wait, it's a sparkle." Cute. Eventually went outside. Theme: nipples. LOL.

Bio. Didn't talk at all or smile. Just read then.. watched a semi-interesting video.

English, got our tests back. Ben was so jealous that i got an A+ and he got an F. He didn't even wanna talk to me.XD I don't get how most the class failed. The test was easy as hell. O__O

Afterschool.. Saw Dat. Twice. Stalker much? Then he said he knows all the inappropriate things i write on fb. I don't even write inappropriate things! LOL. And that proves that he is even more stalkerish!xD

I wanted to go home but Bryan said that it was the only time i get to myself and i want to go homee. He had a point so i went with him. I didn't talk much. And when i did, it came out in stutters or it came really fast. I started telling story but Bryan said he didn't care so i stopped. I know he was joking but whatever. Not gonna waste my breath. Dean kept asking me what was up. Thanks for the concern. Bryan rants to me about how i make myself too busy. I get it. Sorry. But i don't think i would stress myself out to the point where I'd kill myself but.. Thanks for caring.(: Then they walked me to Bal Park station and i saw Johnnathan. Saw Nikko. Waved. Didn't talk to him because he went the other way but yeah. Took the 14.

Didn't have an appetite so i decided not to eat. I just want to go in bed and just lay there forever. I'm so stressed and tired and frustrated. I wanted to scream and cry and just give up, but i wanted to laugh at the same time. I just couldn't. What i need is a good breakdown. I'd feel so much better afterwards but i can't. Its always only a couple tears. I can't actually cry. -__-

The stupid weather ruined my day.

"He'll pick you up just to watch you fall."

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