OoS was good. School was terrible.

Sorry, i have no time to blog. I have SO much homework. So today was nothing special. Classes were suckish. Lunch was pointless. Alg, we had a sub again and i really wished everyone would leave me alone. But friggen Jasmine had to me a good friend and talk to me. .__. So i was laughing and shit but it just didn't feel right. Thanks for trying though.(: School was overall painful. Afterschool was better when i got to OoS. And Bryan, since you hate my stories so fucking much, I'll stop telling them. Goddamn. I might as well not talk, huh? Anyway, chilled at OoS after talking to Edit. Food.(: Mimi left and her soulmate came. I tried to avoid it but when i walked past him, i felt his eyes staring at me and he asked "How come you don't talk to me no moree?" Me- OHFUCKK. "Cause you don't talk to me first?" and he just rolled his eyes at me. I know, i need better excuses. But if i was honest, I'd say cause you are a creepy pedo who needs to stop flirting before i kill you.(:

Theater was funny. Apparently, Stacy and Jess are BFFFS now. Sharing secrets and going like "Oh, JESSICAAA. Not you.." I'm just like WTF. Then at break, i found out why she was so uneasy towards me. Well, i can't control that, hun. Geez. Did our skits. I have to work on my 'tension'. I have to be 'meaner'. Got it. Stacy just has to remember her lines and not mess them up because it screws me up. LOL. Christian and Jessica were good. Me and Becca were saying how we felt really bad for Christian's character. He portrayed it very well. Anyway, funny. Very funny. Lightened my mood.(: Christian got me a song for tomorrow so i wouldn't have to think. Thanks!(: Made fun of me and my Hannah Montana. LOL. Thank you Christian, Becca, Jess, and Mireya for making me laugh and smile. I really enjoy your company.(:

Took the 88 home and went to the buffet shit. I hate it there. I kept saying that i wanted to kill myself. I don't even know if i was kidding. My mom just said "Go ahead." i had to pinch myself really hard to keep from doing something stupid.

Life, please. Give me a break. It seems like everyone's waiting for me to break down. It's like everyone is just pushing me to the edge and waiting for me to break. Give me a break, please? No? Okay..

"Emily, please. Theres nothing wrong with the way i light up when you're around."