Getting closer(: &ugly weather.

So today was decent. The weather sucked. Mashed potatoes for breakfast. :D School, brought a bunch of fliers to school and put it on people's cars and ect.

Spanish, sub again. Did work. Kinda annoyed but kept my smile. Gave Jasmine and Sophia a card.

History. Jason was tired so i pinched his nipple to wake him up. Brendan still had a shitload of his cards so i took most of it. Throughout the period, he kept putting the cards in my bag and i had to keep giving it back to him. This happened abut 5 times. Annoying. Gave cards to some people. Brendan, you should stop touching me before i really get sick of it and bitch at you sometime in the near future. It's very irritating to be poked, touched, whatever every 5 minutes. For a whole fucking hour? It's very annoying. This is why you get the impression that i hate you sometimes. Because i do. Stop touching me when I'm trying to have a conversation or do my work and we'll be fine.

Homeroom, me and Cary keep getting into 'arguments' and shiet about who's uglier, stupider, ect. LMFAO. He told be about swimming.. LOL.

Gym was okay. Ran the mile. Ran nonstop for like 3 laps then started walking half a lap. She should've warned us beforehand. Got 9:38. Pretty good for me.(: Walked a lap. Went on tennis courts and practiced. Yeah, we just basically talked. I practiced my twirling with tennis rackets. The girls were like "OMG, thats so cooool!" Haha, you should see my boys do it. I suck compared to them. xD They're always afraid of me when i start twirling. Ahaha.(:

Lunch was okay. I like how i go to JasonWong, pinch his nipples, steal his food, then leave. LOOL. You're a good bestfriend. :D And he says he's going through an 'emo' period. I ignored the comment and tried to make him smile anyway. "MADE YOU SMILEEEEE!!!!!!!" Haha, I'm such a good friend. Whatelse, hung out with the usuals. Nothing special or different besides the fact that i humped Dean. LOLOL. :D But everything else was samesame. I need a change.

Holaday, felt what it was like to be a 'popular' kid. Hung out with Kevin, Stella, JasonC, Ali, and RandyG. Hella gossiped. This one girl got fucked in the ass all because she wanted him to buy her some shoes and he promised he would if she would let him fuck her in the ass.. I never knew that about her. I knew she.. got around but i didn't know it was that bad. Talked about gangs and who was in them. Talked about fights and shiet. Drugs. Jason used to drink. Kevin likes to go to those.. thingies. I forgot what it was called but its where you go to dance with people. I heard Kevin got a whole line of them. "Next!" and the worst part is they go back in line after! LOLOLOLLLLOL.

Gonzo, nothing special. Took a quiz. Okay.

Afterschool was cold. Dean invited us to hang out tomorrow but i couldn't cause i have yet another thing with YAB. When they say one meeting a month, they're lying. Ever since i joined, they had 2 meetings every week!-__- Walked to busstop with Cary and them. Told racist jokes. LOL.

Saw Edmond and Evan. Haha. Took the bus, they were hella loud on the bus. .__. Got in. Saw Mimi's soulmate standing outside and Christian told me to go outside but i refused. Then when i had to, i went outside, grabbed the nearest snare and left. Then grabbed the shaker from Paublo cause i felt bad about carrying so little shiet. Jose was talking to me bout something. Tuned him out cause i felt like it wasn't important. LOL. Got in the room. Christian was telling me we should make the announcement so we did. A few people were interested then i whispered that he should tell them about the money part. And then a few were interested. LMFAO.

He left to go to other classes and we continued the lesson. Boring. Khalil and Emily kept messing with Paublo and it was hilarious. "Touch me again and i wil BITE you." -poke- Paublo growls, and Emily shrieks. LOLL. Then she taught me how to make people look sad. Now if people would trust me enough to let me touch their face! LOL. It looked helluh funny on Khalil and Jose though. ROFLROFL. I did my poop rap and they were all laughing and sheit. LOL. Alfie told us that we wouldn't be performing on Sunday afterall because his mom was very sick and he had to go visit her.)': I hope she gets better soon. There's nothing i love more than performing with you boys.

Christian came back and ChristianR came hella late. More shiet then break. It was hella funny. We ate and then Khlil found this disgusting orangey red stuff on his shoe and was like "IS IT BLOOOD?" cause theres this one dude in CAT who was playing football. He was getting tackled but he wasn't prepared and his footing was wrong so his skull smashed into the pavement and when he got up, blood spilled from his skull and he ran to the nurses office. Ouuuuch. I feel bad for him but the way Khalil reacted was HILARIOUS. Then he started saying how he smelled poop. People were like "Jessicaa! You ate the poop, it must be you." LOLOL. Then Khalil wiped his ass and smelled his hand and i was just LOLing. He was hella complaining about how he was trying to eat but he smelled poop everywhere. I'm a loser. I softly laughing now as i write this. Then he wiped his nasty shoe stain thing on a celery stick and put it back where the food was. EWW. LMAO.

Christian told the group about how i dry humped him yesterday. I was like "WTH, it was a dare!" and Paublo was like "And you agreed to it?!" He's got a point there.. LOL. What else happened. Khalil and Emily started wrestling each other on the floor. I felt loike i should look away but i couldn't. Everyone else was acting normal cause they're used to it. LOLOL. Went back to class and tried my fail handfarts. Jesse was singing this one song that was inappropriate. Everyone knew the song besides me and Khalil. I told Jesse to sing the inappropriate part and it was something about making the pussy wet. We all started laughing and no one was really paying attention to the lesson. We messed around more and shit. Me and ChristianR are talking more this year. That's good. Last year, i would be close to everyone except him except on the last day, we bonded a little. Now it's getting better every time.(: Did more crap. I kept looking at the time. I wanted to leave. After, i walked with Christian to the street and waited for my mommy. Said bye to ChristianR and Paublo and left.

Pretty decent day. I just wish the weather was better. Now i really need to pee and do my homework so buh bye.(:

I don't know where we stand.

"On nights like these, i wish i'd said 'Don't go.'"