Oos is taking too much of my time.

Today was a okay day. Ugly weather. Walked to school with Carmen, Erica, and Terrence. Erica and Terrence helped me shove the flier thingies into peoples houses. :D

Spanish, Beliz came back. Don't even remember what we did though. LOL.

History, man, I'm gonna do a rant later on. But it was okay. Watched Elizabeth and it was pretty interesting. Disturbing but interesting. LOL.

Homeroom, don't remember. Woooow, Dayana thinks i like JasonWong. O_________O Its hilarious because everyone thinks i like someone different depending on when they see me and who's there at the time. That just proves i act like that towards every guy. Everyone assumes i like many different guys because they only see me with the person at the time. If they saw me more, they would understand I'm always like that. Don't take my playfulness as flirting, you guys. You're not treated any different than any other boy, unless i do like you. The point is, no i do not like the guys you assume that i like. LOL.

Gym, played tennis with Donna. Boring. No me gusta. .__.

Lunch, drama club. This was my last chance for it and it impressed me. I've never felt such strong emotions from a monologue before, or anything for that matter. I got so into my character, even though i barely had time to read my lines twice, i improvised a little bit because its kind of moment-ruining to stop and look down at my paper. Anyway, i got so emotional, i was shaking really badly and i felt like i could almost cry, but not quite. Anyway, my point was that the emotion was something new to me.

Plus, i got compliments on how good of an actress i am. Bullshit, but it made me smile.xD I told Vicente i just started taking my first acting classes and he said it was bullshit because i was too good for only a beginner. xD Awh.(: Some people were pretty decent, some people had no emotion and was staring at the script the whole time. It takes time. I just had to pick the hardest monologue though, didn't i? The one that had the most emotion and the hardest emotion to fake. Angst, sadness, anger. It's definitely not good to pick a crying one when you're beginning. .__. Ate Mimi's chicken. It was good. :D

Holaday, made chains of ..protein? Idk. Talked to Ali at the end of the period.

Cossick, read DEAR. Ben kept poking me.xD Got our work back and Ben is always jealous of my A's. He gets so mad. LOLOL. The class isn't even that hard.. Haha.

Afterschool, reluctantly walked to OoS. I really didn't want to go. I had thoughts of skipping and going with the boys to get noodles. I really wish i could've. OoS is loading us with a bunch of fucking work that never seems to end. When they say that we meet once a month or so, that i total bullshit and they know it. Every since i joined, we had two meetings a week every week expect for one. Next Wednesday, we have another meeting. Then on Friday, we'll have to do the interview with Oscar then finish painting. Oh joy. One meeting a month, really? Who are you trying to kid? But i guess some good came out of it because we got to bond more and get to know OoS more and we already finished half our hours. I didn't think i could complete them but i guess i was wrong.

Some some days, I would just really like to hang out with friends and stuff. I don't want to go to OoS every single day of the week. Classes on Wednesday start at 4 and i usually could use that time to hangout and get it out of my system. But no, we have meetings. .__. Do you understand, i have no time for myself or friends anymore? I know I'm the only one to blame but please, lay off the meetings. 2 times a week is too much for me. If you did one meeting per week, it'd be easier to handle. I guess this might die down later on. Did the activity wall with Mimi. Since i couldn't come up with an idea, she came up with one. Goodgood.

I like how when we're hungry, we just get some food from the kitchen and eat. Haha. OoS feels more like home every time I'm there. Yeah. Whatelse happened. Nothing much besides the fact that we did a lot of work. I never knew how much work YAB did until now. We do practically everything. Then left with Christian. Insulting each other and me attempting to use big words. I kept coming back to "However" and "Therefore" and shiet. LMAO. Took the 8x with him which took a long time to come. .__. Then waited for the 14. Got home, ate dinner, ect. Now I'm tired.

"And lately, I've been the girl i swore I'd never be."