Okay day.

Today was pretty decent even though there were a lot of .. flaws? I don't know.

Woke up late, got ready quickly, didn't do hair. Ate a donut. Packed lunch. School. Houston, filled out packet. Practice quiz. Then watched more of Elizabeth. Interesting.(: This class is still pretty annoying.

Gym, walked and talked to Vicente. Yep. Fun period. 'Raped' the freshman. :D

Homeroom, ate grapes and finished my book.

Holoday, ate my sandwich and did notes. Finished the due homework and the homework due the next day. :D Jason said that i looked unhappy. O__O Don't i always look like that in her class? LOL. I don't like her class. .__.

Lunch, stayed outside. Kinda annoyed because Kelvin kept touching me. GTFO. Brian kept asking why i looked sad/tired. I just wanted class to start.

Cossick, went to the third floor then JeremyL told us we had to go to the library. -___- Sigh. LOL. I got through like 7 slides of my powerpoint. :D It's cause i overachieved and filled out my web for it last night.

Gonzo, got my tests back. Pretty good. 9/10. 4/5. Pretty good. Laughed with Jasmine and made fun of Liying. Cheeks hurted.

Afterschool, walked and talked with AndyT. Took the 54 with him. Got to OoS and it was all dark. The lights were turned off and it was silent. Stacy and Becca were outside whispering and Becca was like "Jessica's coming." and she's just like "Ohmygod. Thanks for telling me." Wow. You really think that's the most important thing on my mind? Knowing about your ohso perfect life and your cute little secrets? No. Throughout the day, she kept mentioning the secret and how she couldn't tell me cause i knew the guy she was talking about. She eventually told me it was Bryan, which wasn't a surprise. I couldn't care less, really.

In class, everyone was talking bout Sam's accident. It was all tense and sad. The only person who ws like giggling and smiling was Stacy. Wow, can you not be serious for even a moment? We were talking about something serious. Then when it was her turn to check in, she got all happy and excited. Sickens me. LOL. Did activities. Laughed cause we were basically groaning and humping the air. We eventually got kicked out and had to go to the other room because they had a meeting in there.

Did mini improv skits with our piece of clothing. Once with words and once without. Eli's was funny cause he moved with the music. Probably the biggest laugh i had the whole day. Christian's was just creepy.xD Break was short. Ate a lot of peanut butter and jelly mini sandwiches. :D They had donut holes too. :DD Our wall fell down so i had to redo it. It was hella wrinkly and ugly.): Then went outside and talked about how we were all wearing green in memory of him. I didn't even know. Coincidence, i guess. Wrote our poems. Didn't want to read mine. LOL. Stacy was annoying me today. When she joked about cutting and being emo, i was just like WOW STFU and gave her a dirty look. I swear, she keeps staring at me. She even said "You're so lucky, Jessica." and when i asked how, she's just like "Nevermind." I'd like to know how I'm lucky. O__O

Afterclass, Stacy kept asking about Christian's girlfriend. Just to make sure. LOL. He wouldn't say her name though. Then Christian grabbed my arms and wouldn't let me go. Freddie wouldn't even help me, he just watched. LOL. When he finally let go, i walked down with Stacy going on about how she can't tell me her secret.
I. Don't. Care. Wowww. Then stayed with Becca for a while just talking about baseball and Sam. Wednesday is her last day at OoS!)': Cause she got a job and her mom isn't letting her do both. Awww.): Saw the 88 and had to leave.

Everyone is asking me if I'm okay. I didn't even know him personally. Everyone in CAT deserves a big hug and everything. It's hitting them all pretty hard.

Every time i feel like I'm letting go, i talk to you and it's like all the bad feelings go away. One step forward, two steps back. .__. Being 'friends' is better than nothing, i guess. But it's harder than i thought it'd be. With you, especially.

"You're beautiful and you don't even try."