Fail actress. &YOUFANCY,HUH?

It was so cold in the morning. Woke up on time for the first time this week so I curled my hair.(: Beliz, failed my quiz. What a beautiful way to begin my day. 68% I didn't even wanna hear my grade. Bleh. Houston, groups. Did new hw. Homeroom, I liked that depressing video. Stupid Mr. Wong kept saying it was too emo for him. Agh, shutup. It was actually very good. English, presentations. Omg, I got a 75% on my test. Today is just not my day, huh? Lunch, same, I guess. People were playing T-ball. "ELI SUCKS! BOOOO." Ahaha. I'm very cool.(: Gonzo, work and blogging. Pretty easy.

Afterschool, wanted to do something because our meeting wasn't till 3:30. Told Bryan and Paulo to go somewhere with us but they fucking kept standing there and stalling. Fuck you guys. You just wanted to wait for Kelvin and them. So I am not going to stand and wait for them with you, then have you leave us to go have sex at Kelvin's house. Fuck no. So i got impatient and walked away, not caring if they'd follow. Walked to OoS with Mimi. They were having those meetings again so we chilled in the kitchen doing Spanish. Ranted and gossiped. Heh.(: Then we saw MARCUS! Omg. Talked a little. He ate the chips. Aha. Then went to meeting. We were filming. When i was going to say:
"The 12th night improv is a booth that interacts with the audience. Lick Actors from the actual play is going to be there performing a scene. After that, students can come up and join and improv the next scene."

Once the camera started rolling, i said: "The 12th night improve booth is a ..booth. Actors from Lick is performing then audience go up and... act. No, they improv the next scene...based..on the first scene... That the actors improv-ed."

Fuck. Then i checked my phone and had 3 texts. One from Jessica, one from Eli, and one from my mom. I knew it was Eli cause he added "Clean the filter.." Ahahah! You're cool, made me chuckle. Then i texted them back. Eli texted me again and a second after that, my mom did. Wth. My phone was dying too. We put markers back and yeah. OH, and go check out Christians new FB status. Fuckyeaah.(:

Back to class, they were doing some cool scenes. "I'm here to clean the filters!" Hahha. First thing i did was hug Eli and steal his hat. "Oh, you fancy, huh?" Very much so.(: Then since i was messing around with Eli so much, Freddie told me to go up next. What?! ASNw'finwefJHIEP. I had to go recite my lines. I memorized them. Made me look very impressive, no? Ahah. But i kept stuttering and i noticed my "Um"'s. I was secretly so frustrated, i wanted to scream at myself "STOP. It's not that fucking bad. You're only performing in front of what, 6 people?" It wasn't stage fright though. It's just, i know my lines. But whenever Freddie calls action or tells me to start, my mind clears completely and I'm on my own. Either that, or it speeds up and all my lines bounce around and fly through my head, causing me to skip lines. I'm sorry, you guys. I let myself down today. 3 times.

First with my 68%, then with my 75%, then with this. I can't do anything right today. Fuck me.-__- And i kept smiling. Yes, i can't stop when I'm nervous. I bet i looked so stupid. Christian- "What are you smiling at?" me- "Nothing.." Stupid. Oh, and Eli needs to stop making faces and secretly poking me. I try to stifle my laughter, then you walk away and i can't hold it anymore and start laughing. Then it makes me seem like an idiot. ROFL! Thank though, for easing my nerves.

Practiced hella times cause my stupid ass couldn't get it right. I laughed it off and continued. By the last time i practiced, i almost got the whole thing right. With a few hesitations here and there. It looks pretty good. I wanted to see Eli's rap. I stole his paper and was like "I'm from frisco, yo. -asdfghjkl; insert line here- bro. Him- Omg, you're so amazing. You should come rap with me. :D YEEE! It could go something like this.

My name is Eli, yo.
My name is Jessica, bro!
I'm from frisco.. tho!
I like to eat soup, yo.
Cause it tastes like soup, dawg?

Something like that. ROFLROFL. I'm sorry.xD Thanks for lending me your hat though. "You're messing up your beautiful hair!" Haha, not even! The hat was so big, it was constantly falling over my eyes. BLEH. It's your hair that causes you to buy bigass hats.xD Helluh fun. He carried me and threw me down the hill. RAWR! Then we ran inside. SURPRISE TRUST FALL! Ahaha. Then Eli piggybacked me outside. We all got into a circle and talked about upcoming events.

I had so much energy, i couldn't stop jumping around. Christian "Hold her down! Make her stop moving around." LOL. Did activities. Yehyeh. Back into the room, i did my lines one more time. Yee. I said i wanted trippy music at the end and we would all dance to it as the credits were rolling. "Oh, you fancy huh?" ;D Then it was Jessica's turn. Eli had to be the cooker and Christian was the old man. Eli was hella drawing attention away from Jessica cause his movements were hilarious. Man, this boy!

Then me and Alexis sat on Eli. Dayum, pimp! Ahah. You're cool. Whatelse, it was reaal funny though. I fell on Eli while he was trust falling with Alexis and we all fell down. Ahaha! Alexis- "You think i could hold you guys up?!" LOLOL. Whatelse? Nothing. Went upstairs. Got out hugs!:D Then left. Oh, i was like "Eli, i have a ride too!" "You fancy, huh?" -him. AHAHHAHAHHA.<3

"And honestly I've been begging for answers that you and only you could give to me."