Thursday, February 4, 2010

Borreed. Rants about random shit.

-sigh- I'm suppose to be doing English homework right now. But i don't feeeel like it. So I'm here blogging about nothing. Lalala... This is my fourth post of the day. Lol. I wonder who reads these things... Whatever.

I'm feeling like the rain comes with the pain. I like bright sunny days, even though the rain is beautiful. It gives a very relaxing sound when it hits my umbrella. And walking in the rain when your sad.<3

Nobody is updating their blooooggggg.D:

Okay. Let me rant on my social life. I swear to god, i need new friends. Not NEW friends but more friends. What would i ever do if Mimi and Auxi weren't here. I'm trying to hang out with more people and get more social. I don't think I'm that kind of person. I've had plenty of friends before. I drifted apart from them and stayed with Auxi and Mimi. I mean, that's the bad part about getting too close to someone. You may leave all your other friends behind. I'm sorry guys.

Now I'm trying to find a balance, you know? Like not ALWAYS being with them two. 24/7. People always assume whatever we do, its with each other. And its true but its kinda sad that other people know that we're thaat close. It feels like they're saying that you have no other friends. Maybe its my PMSing that I'm overthinking these things.

I don't get along with girls well. They are too dramatic and annoying. They are all over a guy the second they get near them. And of course, the guy you were talking to forgets he was talking to you and pays attention to the needy girl. Maybe having friends isn't even worth the trouble.

I'm trying to make a balance of my friends and not be with the same person or people EVERY time. I really need a balance.-__-

Something seems off about Auxi lately. I don't know what it is, but then again, i never asked. She's been trying to skip class a lot lately. When Mimi told me that she wanted to skip again, i couldn't help but to roll my eyes. I personally think that PJ is a bad influence on her but how should i know. He means no more to me than my bestfriend's boyfriend. Nothing more.Nothing less. Simply my bestfriend's boyfriend. I rather not even have a conversation with him until they actually last for a while. Whats the point? He'll be gone in half a year, at the most.

Okay byebye.

"The boys and girls in the clique. The awful names that they stick. You're never gonna fit in much, kid. But if you're troubled and hurt, what you've got under your shirt will make them pay for the things that they did."

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