Friday, February 5, 2010

Uju needs to back the fuck up. &mydayy.

So i woke up at 7:05-ish. I ran into the shower and got out like just in time. But my hair was fucked up today. Well, anyway. I continued on my way to school. Took the 88. When i got off, i saw Uju so i started to walk faster. But soon, i hear her freaking running to me. Yes, running. Then she put one arm around me and squeezed me to her. Then she started talking to me like we were BFFs.-__- She asked me if Mimi was upset and i was like um yea ok. She started talking to me about random shit and i just played along and laughed with her. I'm so glad I'm good at acting. Or I'd be screwed and would be seen as a bitch. And when she talks to me, she freaking touches me. Swear to god. That's so annoying.-__-

Okay, anyway, i get to school and rant about Uju to people and blahblah. The bell rung and Auxi still wasn't there. We thought she was going to be late.D: But we didn't call her cause we thought she was with her 'boyfriend'.

So we went to class. Blah blah. Did poem shit. Okay bye.

We didn't have second period today so we went to gym. We did the mile run and i ran like 4 and a half laps straight. But then i stopped cause i couldn't do it anymore. We had to do it in under 10:00. I got 10:10. FML. Ms.Ramirez was all like "Why did you stop? Everyone else got under 10 minutes." Im just like... i had no strength to retaliate. And even if i did, i wouldn't, because come on, its Ms.Ramirez. She might make me run 5 more laps. Then we did juggling and she helped me and Mimi on it. But she gave up on me cause i hella failed. LOL. Mimi's hella good and that hoe wont teach me. But i must admit, Ms.Ramirez helped me. But shes scary as hell.D: Mimi says that her smile is like a grimace. LOL.

Um Spanish..i forgot what happened. Started a new unit and we're learning about food now.xD Like our favorite food. Haha.

Lunch...i forgot what happened. Ha. Tried to socialize more but failed...

Health was pretty good. We learned about depression. Its sad how much of the symptoms relate to me. I think i have bipolarness. Cause the symptoms seem like mine. Hyper at moments, then some moments, i just don't have energy to get out of bed or do anything. Randomly depressed even though i really don't have a good reason. That explains me so much. I can be so high sometimes and sometimes, i don't want to get out of bed or do anything. I should get that checked... I don't like going to health. I'm uncomfortable with us talking about depression. We had two situations about depressed people and we had to write they should do. All i could think of is "I don't know.. Kill themselves?" -sigh-

Then physics was funny, as usual. Messed with Wilson and talked to Vicente. Did the lab thing and i almost got a referral for hitting people with meter sticks.D: But she forgot like a second later.xD

After school, i walked with JackyLin halfway and left him to go back home. I gave him a hug and Coco walked past us so i was like "Coco's right there.Let go of me." But he was just like "So?" And pulled me closer. Haha. That jerk.xD So i talked to daughter and Cary for a little bit and i stepped or almost stepped in dogpoop. FML.LOL. Then i saw Mimi and her mom. Haha. Then my mom picked me up and now I'm home.

My mom makes me want to stab her. URG come on period! COME ALREADY.-__- I'm getting annoyed with like everybody and everything.): I hate my sister. Why did she have to mention HIM. Why HIM? -__-

Song Lyric of the day:
"I don't love you, like i did, yesterday.."

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