Carnaval &stalking Alfie &walking 6 miles.

Today, i woke up, got ready, didn't feel like straightening my hair cause i didn't put any heat protectant in last night. I talked to Mimi, decided what we were gonna wear, and headed out. There was this pedo just walking past me just to check me out, then walk back to sit back down. Wow, really? I couldn't stop laughing after my sister pointed it out to me. The bus was taking too long so i made my mom's bf drive me and Mimi. She was like "HURRY. There's this pedo staring at me!" LOOL. We picked her up and she told me about how the pedo was hella nasty and creepy. LOL. We saved her right on time.(:

My mom's boyfriend drove us there and we got into the large group of people. There were people on floats and they were dancing and drumming. It was so pretty. I liked all their costumes and everything. I could tell that they spent a lot of time making the costumes and practicing their song/dance. I know Alfie has. Oh god, i hoped that i would see him. We watched more and slowly inched our way to the frontish. At first, we could barely see anything, and then we started getting to the second row. LOL. We're hella good.(: But then there was this SNORLAX blocking our way. LMFAO! Aren't we nice? Well, there was this old lady who was sitting in front of us. She was sitting on a stool so obviously, she wasn't going anywhere. Bleh, Mimi was like "Let's kick her!" LOL. -fp- hoe.xD

They were throwing free stuff at us. There were bouncy balls!(: LOL! I didn't get one at first, but my sister pointed that there was two on the floor. But both of them were in between these people's legs so..uh no. Awkward much? LOL! So the guy next to me moved a bit so i got the bouncy ball. LOOL. Hella seexy. Souvenir.(: We watched more and got more and more closer to the front.<3 There was these old ladies behind us whose boobs kept rubbing on our backs. It was naaasty. ROFL. Mimi was like "Looks like Leti's boob." and I'm like "But she has an excuse." LOL! I swear, those old ladies were gossiping like hell. So there was this police officer who went through and she wasn't the skinniest person in the world. The old ladies saw that her name was Murphy and was like "Of course her name would be Murphy. It fits her so well. Aye, i'm Murphy!" LMFAO, and the police officer was like not even 3 feet away. That is soo gonna be me and Mimi when we grow up. LOL!

The ladies dancing we quite...revealing. LOL! Some of them were pretty nasty. Like, either they are really fat or really skinny. Either they had really big boobs, or small ones. It was quite..disturbing but it was still entertaining. LOL! They were dancing around and like shaking their ass and boobs to the audience. Me and Mimi were hella making comments and stuff. LOL! She was like "I swear, this is a gentleman's club!" LOL! There were girls with poles on some of the cars. Hahaha. Once, i thought i saw Jesse. I'm not sure though. There was a cart full of white people and i THINK i saw Jesse. LOL, i think.XD

Then it started showing cars. That was boring so me and Mimi were joking around and gossiping. We talked about how if someone was in Carnaval and started dancing. We'd text said person and they'd be like -checks phone- WTF? LOLOL! Then we started talking about STAC cause we saw this sign saying "Jesus Christ loves you." I'm like "He may love you, but STAC will fuck you up." LOL! And then somehow we talked about Dragon Tails. "I wish, i wish. With all my heart. To fly with dragons and hear then fart." LMFAO!! Yea, we are retarded as hell. But it worked, it kept us amused till more floats came. ROFL.(:

We watched more and i just wanted to see Alfie! There was some pretty cool ones though, like the kungfu dancing. The little kids were too cute! Mimi said she used to be in those classes. Aww. That's cute.(: Thenthen, after more hoes walked by, i saw this kid pull a wagon that said Loco Bloco. I was like "OMGOMGOMGOMGOMOGMOGMGOMG!! ALFIE'S BAAAAAAND! OMG! MIMI! ALFIE'S BAND IS COMING!!!" LMFAO. Yes, my retarded ass was so excited.xD Then we saw him! He was on the truck playing with that one guy i forgot the name of. LOL. I was like "OMG!!" he still looked hella intense. He looked frustrated and he was banging the side of the truck, trying to get the drummers to get them right. Well, he should know that he did great. Nothing to stress about. I'm kinda scared he will be this way with us about the Art Walk performance. Probably not cause he isn't really that intense when we get it wrong. So idk. Mimi grabbed my camera and took a picture. LOL.(:

Then we watched the others. Tried to look for Rafaella but failed. LOL. We didn't see her.): We wanted to see her in one of those little outfits. LOL! So we watched the rest, Mimi got candy and a necklace. Then towards the end, we felt hella tired. My stomach was hurting so we decided to go to quicklys to get something to drink. Apparently, she hasn't tasted a milk tea before. Seriously..-fp- LOL! I only had $3 and i bought a kiwi snow. She bought her first milk tea and we sat in Quicklys for a while. When we went back out, everyone was clearing the area. We were like "Seriously? It's done now?" LOL, and we could walk in the parade now. So of course, we did. It was quite fun.(: We were just walking the parade and we caught up to a lot of floats.(: I think we were walking really fast, or maybe they were just really slow. LOL.

We even saw Leti once. O.o She was with her mom. And apparently, she dyed her hair red. LOL. We kept walking and Mimi wanted some of the candy that they were throwing but she didn't get any. ROFL. Her Asianass was disappointed.xD Then we just kept walking. Mimi was like "I feel like they're whistling and shouting at us!" LOL..not really. Most likely at the half naked women.xD We kept walking and walking. We followed the ways where we saw the trucks and girls. At one point, we sat down. God, my stomach was hurting and i was so tired. After a while, we walked again and Mimi saw her old elementary school teacher and was like "She looks SO familiar." LOL. Then she talked to her and it turns out thaat she remembers Mimi, just not her name. LOL. They had a mini chat of going back to visit the school, how she is now, ectect.

Then we continued on our mission to stalk Alfie, or to find him. So we just kept walking, and following wherever there are those cars and floats. And soon, we didn't know where we were going, we just kept walking. LOL. Soon, we saw this guy who looked like him and Mimi's like "Is that him?" and i was like "YEAA!!" cause i reconized his costume.(: Then we ran across the street. He was talking to two other guys who i guess, were part of his band. We went over to him and I'm like "Alfiee!" and he gave me a hug.(: He asked how i liked the show and about his show that he was gonna be performing later that night with this other band. I told him it was really tiring, standing there. And one of the guys were like "Yea, you should've been in there dancing. Waay less tiring." LOLOL! Then Alfie asked if we saw Rafaella. NO, we were hella looking for her too. Then he told us that she was RIGHT behind them. Oh, wow. LOL! We missed her?! I wanted to see her dancing in those teeny weeny little outfits too.): But i was still too QWE:Nqiuernbnef ALFIEE to notice if Rafaella was there right after he left. LOLOL. I don't even know how we found him. Seriously, but we just walked a random way and there he was! Hahah, well, he had to go set up for his show so we left with a 'Good Luck!'.(:

We walked off talking about random stuff that i can never remember. LOL. Then we were tired so we found this place to sit. We sat there for a loooong time. We talked about boys, CAMEL, life, school, ectect. We just sat there gossiping and talking. One of those bonding moments.(: Then we walked around and went into dollar stores. Got this orange necklace for Mimi so she can wear blue to school. ROFL. Theeen, went to this other dollar store and jumped on the rugs downstairs. Cause I'm a retard.(: Hmm, whatelse? Just went into random shops and stuff. Walked walked WALKED. We walked the whole parade, AGAIN. Then all the way to ...i forgot what street. Then we ran for the 14L. Then on the bus, there were these two ladies who kept talking in Spanish and looking at us. They've been doing that since we first came on the bus but i ignored it at first. Seriously? At least make it less obvious you're talking about us.

So me and Mimi went to my house. She talked to Cary, pretending to be me... Yea... LOL. I started on my Ramirez homework (which i should be doing right now) cause i knew if i didn't do it then, i would never do it. Haha. We ate a little, then my mom drove her home. LOL.

So that was my lovely day. I wished i could've wrote more or something but i REALLY need to do my Ramirez shit so this is a skim of it. You would know all the wonderful things that happened if you were there though. But then again, i think it's better for your own sanity that you don't hang out with me. LOL. Then when we went home, Mimi calculated how much walked that day. 6 miles, more or less. That's a lot. But it was worth it.(:

Alright darlings, take care. And if you didn't already, PLEASE start on your report. Oh god, i kinda regret not doing it sooner but i'll manage. And if you're already done, enjoy your freaking Monday while I'm stuck at home doing this crap.xD

"Sing another song, just so i can hear. The voice of an angel, who makes my problems disappear."

Intense practice &Carnival w/Christian + Jesse!(:

So today, i wanted to go to the 'field trip' thing for Alfie. It was just joining him in his practice for Carnival with Loco Bloco. So i overslept a little and hurried and rushed to get ready. Like seriously rushed. Then my mom's boyfriend drove me there. I went inside, kind of confused. Then i saw a group of people playing and i saw Alfie. I kinda stood next to him, waiting for the next song to stop so i can talk to him but all he said to me was, "Jessica, grab a strap." and i couldn't really find any straps. Just snares. But i went inside, texted Mimi cause i saw DANILLO there.

I was like wtf.. Then i saw Christian and Jesse.(: I went in the back with Jesse, hugged him, and he was telling me to go on a middle with him. But there wasn't any middles or straps. He was telling me how he never seen Alfie this intense before. It was kinda scary and intimidating. I was talking to him a little bit but i suddenly heard, "Jessica! I need you here on snare!" I was like FUUUCK, in my mind. Then that one guy, Ron? I think. Got me situated with a snare and sticks and everything. I didn't know how i was gonna play. I didn't know WHAT the hell they were playing cause i came late but all i know was that i was suppose to play SOMETHING. So i was standing next to Christian with a "FUCK! WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO PLAY?!" look on my face. He just laughed at me and tried to play along with the others. So i used the old guy next to Christian as a guide of what i'm suppose to play.

I was just so confused at first. Then they went on to the next song, and seriously, it was intense. Alfie wanted it to be absolutely PERFECT. He was stopping everything and yelling at us and everything. He was all like, "Don't give me the stink eye when YOU'RE the one who can't play!" i was like ..holy crap. I never seen him so serious. He's usually really chill and laid back. Today, he was just really frustrated and yelling. I was pretty frustrated too. First, i'm not great with snare to begin with. Now, i have to play snare along with everyone else without even KNOWING the beats and what i'm suppose to be playing. After 5 minutes or so, i got the beat down. Partly. I was still pretty confused because i wasn't sure when the breaks come in and stuff. Alfie kept yelling. He was REALLY stressed and tired, i could tell. Seriously never seen him like that. I kept looking back at Jesse like 'HOLY CRAP'. That boy was rocking out there on the middle though. I almost wanted to switch to middle cause snare was not working for me. But either Alfie didn't hear my screw ups, or he didn't bother to correct me since i wasn't part of Carnaval, he didn't yell or scream at me, Christian, or Jesse.

After a break, the guy who told me to go on the snare said 'good job' to me. At first, i thought he said "Give me the drum." LOL. I don't know. I was deaf, till i asked him to repeat what he said. He asked me if it was my first time playing and i said yes. Christian told him that i was part of Out of Site, ectect. He said that i was doing really good, especially cause i came in the middle and had to figure out what exactly they were playing cause i sure as hell never learned it. I thanked him, introduced myself, and yea. We kept playing at i got it more. I watched the dancers dance and the singer. And blahblahblah. Christian dropped his drumstick once. I laughed. LOL. Then when we had a break, my drumstick fell. It was his turn to laugh, but he picked it up for me. LOL, he's lucky i didn't hit anyone! LOL. We kept playing and my left hand was started to cramp and get sore. It's still sore now. But it was fun. It definitely improved my snare skills. LOL. I'm more confident on the snare now cause before, i made sure to stay AWAY from the snare unless Alfie told me to get on it.

So we ran it through once more and we called it a day. They told us to pack up the drums and everything and get it ready for Carnaval. He told them to put some work into their costumes and make it really good. Me, Christian, and Jesse just put the drums inside and stuff. We went outside to get more drums and there was a little boy playing on a bass. Well, he was just randomly banging it but it was still cute. The old man that i was trying to get the rhythm out of was going like "Wow, he ALREADY plays better than me." LOL! That's too cute. He was hitting the bass with a drumstick so i got the mallets and made Christian put them back. Then we went out into the halls. Alfie was there. He said hi to us, thanked us for coming. Gave us all handshakes and fist punches. LOL, i love how he doesn't treat me differently than all the other guys.(: And he told us he'd be DJing later and we should go watch. We said yea and walked to Carnaval.:D Christian was saying how i was one hour late. Ayee, at least i actually came! Bryant, Jack, Paublo, and Romero didn't come. Jeeez. LOL, and i honestly thought it started at 10.xD Jesse was trying to teach me how to ride again. LOL fail.XD

So we walked there talking about food and chips. Jesse said that in Mexico, cheetos there are green or purple or something! I want somee. And i told them about how i never got sunburned but i want to. They said i was lucky, but i said they were lucky they got sunburned. I want one! LOLOL. We could already smell the food and hear the music a street away. LOL. We talked about how scary Alfie was. Christian said that he's always that way before Carnaval. Jesse said that he kept screaming when people messed up, but with us, he's just like "Eh, its cool. Do it over." Christian was like "It's cause we're not performing at Carnival. When we did last time, he was the same way." That's seriously scary. But i guess he needs everything to be perfect. So we got there, police had to check us. They had those stick things and ran it across our body. They didn't check Jesse though, only me and Christian. We joked that it was cause Jesse was white. LOL!

So we walked, and there were food stands everywhere! And Jesse was just flocking to them! Me and Christian were just like "Watch, we're gonna lose him." ahaha. I can't tell you how many times we thought we lost him.XD We kept walking, Jesse stopping at every food stand asking for free samples. ROFL. God, he's so Asian. So we walked, stopped to listen to some bands play. Jesse got really into the music. At the second band, he asked me to dance. I was like "Uh, go ask Christian." LOL. He's like "I would dance with him, but i much rather dance with you." Ahaha, failed attempt to dance with me though. Rejected! LOL kidding.<3 Then he said that he wanted to see how the saxaphone player looked like so he went to the front of the stage and just watched. I seriously felt like his mother. Me and Christian were like "Look! There he goes! Let's follow him!" LOLOL. When we caught up to him, he told us he wanted to see Alfie play cause we told him we would. But there was this other band behind them. Jesse asked if they were playing next and they said yea so we knew Alfie wasn't gonna be on any time soon.

So we walked to the hula hoop place where they let us play with hula hoops. Christian was playing with the hula hoops. He bragged that he could do it longest out of everyone last year. So he was beasting that shit. ROFL. Then Jesse tried, i was hella tired, just sitting on his skateboard. They tried to do the spinning on leg thing but they failed, epically. LOL. They told me to try but i was too tired to pwn them.(: So Christian did it around his neck. He was like "This hurts so much. It feels like I'm getting choked.. By a short person. Like Jessica!" -__- LOL. Then he had like redass marks on his neck. He was like "Did it leave a mark?" and Jesse was like "It looked like you got a fatass hickey!" Ahahhahaah. "That's not cool, man." LMFAO, oh god. These boys are hilarious!

Then we walked and Jesse suddenly stopped and me and Christian were like "There he goes!" and followed him. The stand attracted him because there was a poster of boobs.. I seriously felt like a mother. LOL. He was playing this game called "Bust or Butt?" where you have to guess if the poster has a picture of a butt or boobs. They were celebrity butts and boobs too. LOL. It was really funny watched Jesse guess if it was a butt or boobs. He got most of them right, i think. "Those look like some boobies." ROFL. God, i was just standing next to him laughing my ass off.XD And Christian was just like shaking his head disapprovingly. LOL! He won some candy for checking out boobs and butts. Nice.xD

Then we continued walking and Jesse asked if i went to Balboa. I was like "Yea." and he's like "All the balboa boys hit on you, huh?" LMFAO. I was like "..No.):" LMFAO. He looked surprised and was like "Forreal?!" ROFL.xD For real.(: And Jesse knew hella people there. O.o Everytime he saw someone, me and Christian were like "Again." LOLOL. Then we kept walking and there was this game so we decided to watch. They were speaking spanish, and when they asked for volunteers, of course Jesse was first to raise his hand to participate. LOL. The girls were wearing masks and the guys were wearing wigs and aprons.

I don't even know. LOL. They were speaking in Spanish and they gave the mic to the other guy and he said something in Spanish and they said something to Jesse in Spanish and gave the mic to him. Jesse was looking so confused, he was like "..hola." LMFAO. The audience laughed. Christian and i were laughing our asses off.xD But when the music played, the girl had to walk around the guys and grab onto them like in musical chairs. Jesse was so confused. LOL. Then two girls grabbed onto Jesse and Jesse just put his arms around them. The whole audience laughed. LOL, that little player.xD Then the girls walked again and they had to slap Jesse's butt whenever they passed him and Jesse STUCK his butt out for them to slap. Till an old man came through wanting to slap his butt. He was like "NOO." and covered it. The audience laughed again. ROFL. We watched for hella long and Christian said that i was too short to see what was happening. I could see!D: He picked me up. LOL. I love how he can do that whenever he wants and i can't do anything about it because apparently, i'm light. LOL. After the whole thing was done, Jesse got a frisbee. Then he pointed to us and they gave him another frisbee and those clapper thingies. He gave me a frisbee and Christian a clapper thing. He loved it. ROFL.

Then we went to the batting cages. There was this black guy in there who couldn't hit any of them and then came out saying he beasted. His black friends were like "You sucked!" LOL. And he's like "Whateva. You just jealous." ROFL. Christian was saying how much he sucked, cause Christian plays baseball. I never knew that. LOL! And Jesse plays basketball. I'm not athletic like them. LOL. Then Jesse saw another person he knew. A girl, of course. LOL. They talked for hella long, and then he played frisbee with this little boy. How cuute.(: Ahaha. I just sat on the skateboard cause i was just soo tired. And after, we went to see the bouncing things. They looked REALLY cool but it was 3 dollars.. Uh, how bout no. LOL. I got onto the skateboard and Jesse offered his arm to me. I linked my arm through his and he dragged me.(: He said i was getting pro at it. LOL.(: So we went back out and we got more free samples of food. Jesse talked to these protection people. I found out that he got jumped two years ago and got knocked out. He still gets dizzy everyday. That is sad. Cause of something that happened two years ago, it still affects him today.):

We went to this other stand where they sold drugged candy? They were authorized dealers.O.o I don't know. But they sold candy with a little bit of weed or other shiet in them. Jesse was checking them out. He asked about the lolipops. They said it doesn't get you high, but it gets you by, whatever that means. O.o They were $3 for a lollipop with drugs in them. I'm not sure if thats cheap or expensive cause i don't know drugs buut.. idk. Jesse asked if we smoked and me and Christian are like "Eh, no." Does Jesse smoke? I'm still not sure. LOL. But the idea of that was pretty cool. Drugged candy. Huh. you can like eat it in school or something and no one will have a clue. ROFL.

Then he went to go buy some food. He talked the person into selling to to him for $2 or $3 dollars left. LOL! We sat down and he ate. He asked me if i wanted any and i said no. I wasn't hungry. Just hot and tired. LOL. He was like "You having a good time, Jessica?" and i'm like "Yea, its fun." :D Ahaha, so after he was done eating. We watched this other band play. Jesse was like "Jessica, you are going to dance with me." And i was like "Uh no." and he just grabbed my hand and pulled me to the middle of the dancing people. He put his hand on my waist and taught me how to dance. Ahaha, I've got to admit. It was fun.(: He was like "Ok, Jessica. Imma twirl you!" LOL, i spun and we danced a little bit more.XD That was really my first time dancing with a guy. It's just not my thing. But i do admit, it was fun.:D

We went back to Christian and started heading out. Jesse was meeting up with friends later and Christian was going home, then out to the movies. And i just wanted to go home to sleep. LOL. I was really tired.xD So we walk a little bit and Jesse decided he was going to stay there just a little bit longer. We hugged him goodbye and me and Christian walked back to the school. He made fun of how short and clumsy i was. LOL. He said he was surprised he hasn't seen me trip yet. LOL! Ayee.): At least i never hit Alfie, like Jesse. LOL. We got to the busstop and he was trying to find the fastest way home. I called my mom's boyfriend to pick me up. So we waited together at the busstop till i started walking. He followed me and said he was gonna take the J. He hugged me and picked me up. LOL. And my mom's boyfriend came. He bought me something to drink and we went home.

I'm going back to Carnival tomorrow too. With Mimi this time. I hope to see people perform.:D It's gonna be fuun, hopefully.(:

"I barely know you, but I'm falling over you."

Laying in the grass after a long day of finals.

So today i woke up, i was paniced over my geometry final. Like FUCK. So i got ready, ate a little, got dressed and left. I was studying Geometry the whole way to school. And Mimi was attempting to teach me while we were walking. Yea, i was so confused. So she went to Ellett's with me attempting to teach me at last minute. I was like "..WHAT?" LOL. When she left, i was flipping through my book and i was like "..OH, this was what she was talking about!" LOL! We got our tests, started and it was all multiple choice. Some, i actually worked out, and most, i guessed. STAC, help me. I eventually got done like 15 minutes early. I started twirling my pencil and everything was going good until it flipped all the way to the back of the room. I just sat there for a second, cause in the silent room, that just made a loud noise. Then i crawled back there. LOL! When i came back, Jason was laughing at me. Then i bumped into the wall too so Angus and Jason both started laughing at me. Great. LOL. God, that was boring.

I don't know if i blogged about Spanish class yesterday but i was utterly stunned when i saw Stra.BH. She just looked horrible. She looked so tired and pale. Both her eyes were black. And i was afraid to walk into the classroom. When i saw her, i just gasped. I couldn't believe that something so horrible could happen to her. I mean, she's a really good person. And just seeing her like that is just..terrifying. Me and Sophia were talking about it and it was just sad. We both agreed that she should've stayed home and not come to school. But she still came anyway cause she promised her class a field trip. So the day after her day at the ER, she came to school to bring her class on a field trip because she promised it to them. She is one of the few teachers that TRULY cares about her students. It's just sad. She looked so dead and tired. Me and Sophia were just feeling horrible and when she spoke, she tried to be normal and everything and asked us how we are. I wasn't even sure how to answer that question anymore. Then she apologized for the state she was in. She had a concussion, i for one, think that she should've stayed home. But she came anyway to help us on our final and give us support and let us know how much she loves and cares about us. She is truly one of the best teachers i have ever had.

Today, i walked into class half expectiing her to be her normal self. So it shocked me again when i saw her like that. She was just at her desk, looking just so tired. I just quietly went to my seat and talked to Sophia. We took the multiple choice part of the finals, i got the written part. Did that, then did the teacher evaluation. Me and Sophia were doing it together and it was pretty entertaining. I give her an A for sure. Then we cleaned out our binder. Srta.BH told us how much she loves us and thinks the world of us. I think out of all teachers who say those things, she actually means it. She's an amazing teacher, i have a feeling next year's spanish teacher will suck. But after that, i get her again so i guess i just have to wait.

Lunch, hung out with the normals. Then Cary and Leslie left and that girl came. Dean and Louis were there as well. I was trying to stand up to Louis but he just picked me up and put me on the floor. Jeez, i'm so short. LOL! Then i just sat there and listened to music. The girl was annoying me. Her voice was so high and whiny and i'm just like "BREATH, BREATH." before i said something to her. I just put my head down and tried to block out her voice. AGH, i was complaining to Mimi and Bryan how i don't like girls, unless they were hot. Then i would tolorate their annoyingness. LOL.

Then we went to go see the 280 overpass. The bus took hella long to come so we walked a bit. I was practicing my twirling. Fail. LOL. We went to the overpass and we saw our names on the thing of thanks. I screamed. I feel like such a girl but it was so exciting! It's not the way i thought of it but it was pretty damn good. We walked down the road and Bryan says that he always walks past here but he didn't even notice our mural. How could he?! LOL. All our hard work paid off afterall.(:

Then we went to that shoe store place but no one was there yet so we went into the dollar store. LOL. We walked around, talked, and messed around. LOL. We looked at the fishes. Bryan was like "Watch, they're fake." LOL. I'm like "Aww. They're so cuute." and he's like "Let's buy one!" and i'm like "Ew, no. I hate fishes." LOLOL. They are boring ass pets. Forreal. They're not even fun to look at or anything so i don't see the point.

Then we went to the shoe store again and this girl was there. We made small convo with her and Bryan told her that his name was Jackson.-fp- LOL. Then soon, Josh came and i said that i was surprised he remembered my name. And he's like "Of course." I told him that i never even told him my name or introduced myself. He was like "I hear your name all the time.Everyone says your name. "I'm like "WTH? Really? I never hear my name. Who says it?" He's like "Christian." in a teasing way and i'm like -____- LOL! Everyone always makes fun of me for that. GOSH. He asked me if we were a 'pair'. Oh god, i don't get it. Seriously. LOL.

Then we went inside, Mimi go ther instructions to call the people and what to say. I told Rafaella about Domonique and how she SHOULDN'T get picked. She never comes to class. Only like once or twice. But it was VERY little.:/ So they got started with the calls. I was kind of laughing at how Mimi sounded so nice. Rafaella and all the other teachers had a meeting outside. I wondered where Alfie was. Why wasn't he there?D: Bummer. Then Grace, Aileen, and Nikko came. I kinda got annoyed. LOL. They did their stuff, i went to eat some of Nikko's sandwhich. Then i asked him if he had any more food and he tossed me a bag of mini oreos.(: I ate it all. LOL, well, i gave one to Bryan and Aileen but thats it.xD Then i threw the bag back at Nikko and asked for more food. He gave me some Siu Mai.(: I ate like 3. Hehe, Asianass.(: Then he was like.. shaking his ass and stuff and i punched his butt. LOOL. He said it hella hurt.xD Then i kicked him from behind and he said i hit his asshole and he fell to the ground, hella hurt. LOLOL! That's hella funny. I was laughing hella hard. Poor him, everyone always bullies him.xD

Then we were finally done calling and we left. I decided to go to Balboa Park but they wanted ot go to SafeWay first so we went there. We walked around a little and Mimi eventually bought icecream. She said she wanted a big one but it had no spoon. So i told her to get the smaller one but she said the big one was more worth it so i just ripped the spoon from the second one and told her to buy the big one. They were hella laughing at my Asianness.XD Then we went to Balboa Park. We saw Claudia and we went to sit with her on the grass. We talked about Out of Site a bit. She asked me about Christian. Damn it. I don't even know. LOL! Talked about Mimi's lover. Cause she was texting him with MY phone. LOLOL! Then i was so tired so i layed on Bryan. I love using people as pillows. LOL.(: So we were all laying down and Mimi was just sitting there, content with texting Cary. LOL, we were hella teasing her about it.xD

We talked about Carnival and we weren't planning to go at first but Claudia convinced me to go. So thanks! I'm really excited now too!xD Then we talked about Spanish and i took out my Spanish dictionary. I made Bryan read the dictionary to me. It was so cute.(: I was getting hella tired and sleepy but he stopped reading before i fell asleep on him. Then i started reading and he corrected me using his Mexican skills. LOL. Then we just layed there and listened to my sexy music. Sigh, it was just so calm. It was silent, but it wasn't awkward. It was a soothing kind of silence with only the sound of children playing and my music playing. Sigh. Then eventually, Claudia had to leave to go to Rafaella's dance class and we just layed there, we talked sometimes, but mostly, it was just relaxing silence.(:

Then later, Bryan had to go so me and Mimi decided to go home too. We talked. I think we talked about the interview and how Cary was screwed if he got Grace. LOL. Hopefully, he'll get Mimi then. Then he'll be in for sure, but if he gets Grace, he's fucked. LOL. We took the 8x, then i got off and took the 14.

Today was a really good day. Hopefully, i got the right place for tomorrow and tomorrow will be good also.(: I'm just so tired so i'm gonna take a shower, then sleep. Have a nice weekend, everybody. I blogged because i didn't blog about school yesterday and i kind of missed everyone.(:

"This is the first time i've smiled in a while. Cause everything's okay."

Teaching me how to be a G.(:

Bryan went with us to Out of Site today cause he wanted to say hi to Christian. LOL! I went inside, eating my cupcake from Kelly.(: Thanks wifeey.<3 And Rafaella was like "Did you get one for me?" And I'm like ...Oh shit. "No.." LOL. She's hella scary. LOL! Bryan was doing some kind of handshake/high five thing with Christian. LOL. Then me and Mimi walked him out and Bryan said that he didn't think Christian remembered his name. Ahaha. So i went back in, sat on the couch, and continued eating my cupcake. I don't remember what else happened. But then we had to go.

People were having some kind of event in the cafeteria and there was FOOD. Jesse was like "Oh, god. They have cake! They have so much food i WANT." LOL! We went to classroom B. We talked about the songs a bit, then we started playing. I was hella TIRED. I was begging Christian to carry the drum over to me. Haha. I was like "I just ate two big cupcakes. And now, I'm ready to SLEEP." Alfie was like "I saw. I wanted some too. But some people in here be cupcakiiing." Ayee.): Stop teasing us. That is so not true. LOL. You're an awesome teacher. My favorite teacher, cause you defend me and compliment me.:D And you're the only one that believes me when i say that Christian started it. LOL.

So we got into the same order as last time. Then after a couple songs, the photography lady complained that we were hella loud. I don't blame them, they were right next door and we ARE loud!(: So we went to the far side of the room, cause she thought it would be better. Alfie was like "It don't make a difference, these drums are made to resonate throughout the WHOLE building." LOL. Shes just like -sigh-. And he's like "Welcome to the life of a drummer. Always getting kicked out from everywhere for being too loud." Ahaha, people are so annoying. Calling it noise.-__- Enjoy it. We're working hard, and hurting ourselves just to produce this beautiful music.

SO anyway, i kept twirling my sticks. I swear, i can do it when they aren't watching. LOL! But when they are looking, i drop them, or hurt myself. Or both. So we started to play again, but a few minutes into it. Alfie said it was sounding kind of funky. We found out that it was because Jack was the two bass and was playing the one. And same for Jesse, he was on the one bass and was playing two. LOL, so they switched. I honestly kind of prefer Jack standing next to me. Cause he is so full of energy and doing crazing things that make me laugh.xD Jesse just makes fun of me when i drop my sticks. He takes it and goes like "Stop twirling, you might give someone a head injury." LOL. Yep, we played, ran over the performance a bit, then went up for break.:D

OH, and the lights that were dangling above us were shaking like hell. Jack was like "I was hella scared it would drop on Paublo. I was looking at him like 'PAUBLO, MOOVE.'" LOL. Then we found out it wasn't only us, people on the upstairs floor were like jumping or something. LOL. Then we started playing again and Christian was pointing at something on the right of me. But i didn't look cause i didn't wanna get off beat. Then Jack shouted out, "DUDE, we're hella good. That book just flew out of it's shelf." LOL! So we stopped playing and went over to see what book it was.xD We then asked the photo people if they were hella bothered and they said they kinda liked it, except the basses were shaking everything so it seemed like a earthquake to them. Ahaha.(:

Jack ran through the grass and did a action roll. Is that what it was called? LOL. Alfie was like "Does he realize that the grass is soaking wet?" and I'm just like "Well, it's Jack." and he's just like "That's true." then, i raaan to where the cafeteria and started skipping. Jack was like "Skipping!" and he started doing the movements of skipping without actually jumping off the floor. Haha. I bet they were thinking, she was just sitting on the floor, refusing to get up. Now shes running around and skipping? LOL wtf is wrong with me? Ahaha. I can be soo energetic, then so tired. Jesse was inside the cafeteria, getting food, of course. "Wow, Jesse is inside getting food." -Jack informed me. LOL. He came out and was like "Jesse to the ica!" and gave me a cookie. I was like "This is why you're my favorite." LOL.

I went in, and plopped down on the couch. Paublo and Romero sat on the couch too. Then Jack jumped in between Paublo and i. We listened to music and talked. I pulled out my Spanish and tried to start studying. Christian was like "You have like 4 people here who speak Spanish, and now you're gonna study Spanish?" LOL. Jesse- "Tu hablas Espanol?" Me- "No.): No hablo espanol." LOL. We talked about music, um, goshdang, what happened during lunch? I can't seem to remember. LOL. I think i was just too tired to remember. Ahaha.

Then we went back down and i ran through the grass. I sat down and waited for them to catch up. Christian got ice and threw some at me. Yes, ice. From the grass. How on Earth was there ice on the grass? It wasn't hailing or anything today. Was it really that freezing? So i got my drum and my things and ran back to the cafeteria and waited for them to come. Jack came back and asked if anyone dropped their phone. -fp- I didn't even notice it fell out when i was running on the field. He was like "I would expect me to be the one who drops their phone." Hahah. Thank youu.(:

So we started playing. I was practicing my twirls and Alfie was laughing at me when i barely caught it or dropped it. LOL. Christian was hella laughing me for that. I turned around, did it, and it flew behind my head and i couldn't catch it so i just put my hand to my hair and 'fixed' it. Christian picked it up for me and was like "See? Dangerous." and Jack was laughing that i dropped it but tried to play it off my fixing my hair. I'm like "Yea, how smooth, eh?" LOL. So we start playing and Alfie made us sway so we wouldn't be standing still. I only got stuck once, when we do rolls and then bass bass. Christian just does them. I am like "When do i do theem?" and Christian was like "NOW." and does them. And I'm just like "Ehh." LOL. I got it eventually though.:D And when Alfie told us to be looser and not stand still. Jack spun around, big bass drum on him, and was drumming. I just started laughing cause he was a big goofy smile on his face.xD

I was telling Jack i named my bruises and he thought i was saying i named the DRUMS. And Jesse was like "You named it Mandy..? It can't be a girl.." I'm like "EXCUSE ME?!" and Paublo saved his ass by going like "It can't be a girl because we beat on it and hit it." and Christian was like "So that makes us pimps." -hits the bass drum- "Gimme my money, prostitute!" Alfie- "Christian. Stop, you're going too far." LOL. I was hella laughing.xD

After class ended, Jesse was teaching me how to ride a skateboard. He taught he how to ride and how to steer. Then he was like "I think you're ready to ride outside. But I'm not responsible for anything that happens to you." and Jack told a story about how their teacher didn't know how to ride. But she just got on and did an ollie and was like "Was that right?" and they were like "That was PERFECT." LOLOL! And i was like "Jesse is gonna teach me to be G." and Christian was like "What are you talking about? You're more like F." So I'm like "What are you talking about? I'm so G, I'm almost H." and Jack was like "OOOH, good one!" LOL.

So then we went outside and Christian went first. He almost fell down the stairs but he stopped right on time. Then i went, i just stood on it. Jesse was like "Now, use your left foot to push and put it back on the skateboard." i did as he said, and was actually doing it, till i almost crashed onto the grass. Jesse was like "STEER. STEEEER." but i was like "I'm trying!!!" Hahah. Christian caught me.xD Then this lady came out and said that Jesse knew the rules of no skateboards on campus. Jesse was like "Yea, i was just trying to get Jessica in trouble." LOL. And he's like "No, but i always get my skateboard taken away." Haha, then he left. Me and Christian went to explore! Not much to see though. LOL. Then we went back in and everyone was gone.D: I thought Architecture class already left. But i layed on the couch anyway. Alfie made Christian vacuum the floor. LOL, then he tried to get some of the couch but i was like "No, go vacuum." and he's like "But its already spotless." and so i said, "Then go lay on the floor." And he said "No! That's filthy." LOL!

Then me and Mimi went to the bus stop. Christian came out and waited with us and talked to us. We talked about the internship thing and how Mimi should say "REJECTED." if they are rejected. LOL. Christian is already in automatically. Cause.. well, he just is. It's kinda like, no doubt about it. Haha. So she has to make the rejection calls tomorrow. Eh. Ahah, i hope that certain people don't get in. I don't get how Rafaella thought Mimi was older. Cause honestly, we act like such freshman. LOL! Then the bus came, i hugged Christian goodbye and got on the bus with Mimi. Lalalala, talked about tomorrow and the finals and stuff. Then took the 14. Went home. TIRED, i didn't even study for geometry yet.-__- I'm just going to sleep. Too tired.

God, only two more practices until the performance. Saying I'm nervous is a big understatement. AGH. Oh, and Carl got bigger and he hurts. Mandy has a new friend. Maybe i should name it also, but i don't care about it that much yet. Elizabeth is dying, RIP Eliza. I love you.(: Yea, i am talking about my bruises.. Shut up. LOL.

"You meant alot, now you mean alot less."

Yoshi lets me sleep, as long as i don't talking. &Mosaic

Todaay, i woke up, got ready, ate mashed potatoes, and left. Mimi texted me saying she missed the bus. LOL. I took the 14 with Alan. He sat next to me and we talked about how his eyes were so small. Like, he was measuring it. And when he smiled, it was like completely closed. Hahah, but he can still see.xD Then we talked about sex and how we were waiting to have sex. He was like "After marriage?" i'm like "How'd you know?" and he said, "Cause you're Chinese." LOL. I got off and i didn't feel like walking so i took the 8x. I stood in front of Mimi's mom, but it was hella crowded so i didn't see her. We got off the bus and she didn't even know i was in the bus with her. LOL. We walked to school and saw Cary. Went to my locker then went to Ellett.

We reviewed. Eh, boring. And i really hoped i wouldn't get called on cause i didn't know how to do it. Class was over and i just sat there and waited for Cary. He came and was like "You're still here?" LOL! Then me and Mimi went to gym.

We had to run bleachers. 10 bleacher laps in 30 minutes. Mimi ran the track and i walked it but i still caught up to her a few times. I ended up running 8. Walking the track and running the bleachers. That's still a fail.-__- My head was pounding and felt like it was gonna explode. Great.

And after, i smelled like shit cause i was sweating so fucking much.D: Me and Mimi were matching again. LOL. So we stayed in our shorts. When i opened my backpack to get my lotion for someone, my camera and my mirror fell out but i caught my camera. They were like "Ooh, 7 years of bad luck." cause my mirror broke. I'm like, "I don't think so. I saved my camera." LOL, thank you STAC. I love you.:D Then we walked out, i was going to wear my jacket over my tank, which was in my locker. But Ramirez saw us and forced us to put on our shirts.-__- Wow.

So i went up to homeroom, Ms.Joseph offered me a cookie. I went to my locker to put away my books, and change. Then i went to my locker again to put away my jeans and stuff. Theen, Vinson got something to drink so he came with me. Then Jesse told me to go in his homeroom cause they had a sub. So i went in his homeroom and hung out with Brendan, Daniel, and Dennis. We ranted about Ramirez and Brendan only did 7 laps and he jogged. Wtf.. LOL. Then we hung out more and talked.

Health, we learned about STD's. Yea, ew. Andy didn't even wanna see it, he fell asleep. He always falls asleep in class now and seems hella depressed.:/ But that shit was NAASTY. Maria was like "You should've seen your face." LOL.

Lunch, hung out w/the regulars. Mimi went to the bathroom to change outta her shorts cause she thought it was cold. Talked. Hmm, i don't remember anything else.

Physics, i ate lumpia, gave Brendan only one. LOL. Something was wrong with Vicente.): He wasn't talking at all.D: I wonder what was wrong with him.): I played my music quietly in my bag, put my head on the table and slept. I did my work also though. And Wilson actually talked to me. We made fun of each other and he taught me how to do a problem. Whe Wilson tried to sleep, Ms.Yoshi made him wake up. But she let me and Vicente put our head down and sleep. I think that she just apprieciated that i was quiet. Even Kendrick was like "You're barely talking today. Are you okay?" LOL.

Afterschool, Mimi, Cary, Bryan, and i went to my house. Took the bus with Anna.(: Went to my house and dropped off stuff, then went to my roof. Found out that everyone there was scared of heights. How the hell can they be scared of heights, it's so pretty up there. So calming. So Cary and Mimi were together and me and Bryan went onto the other side. Then we decided to go back and it was past 1:30. Mimi was like "FUCK. We're late." so i went to make Bryan noodles really quick and he was like "I didn't say i wanted it." LIAR. LOL. He tried to eat it hella fast. LOL. We went on the bus, got there and Christian was there! I didn't know he was gonna come, but Mimi said he was. He told them when me and Jack were outside acting like dumbasses. LOL. So we got there and started mixing the shit. I was hanging out with Christian.(:

Then we started actually doing work. Christian and Bryan were mizing while i was standing there watching. LOL! They needed strong, manly people.xD Then i mixed a little bit, i WAS hard. LOL. Then they did spread the thin coat on the wall thing. I sat there and watched them. I saw the color of Cary's boxers. LOL. Then they put the mosaic thing on. We pushed it in and some pieces fell out. The ball things that it made was so naasty. LOL! Worked next to Grace. Made small talk, ect. Then i went over to where Bryan and Christian were and slightly helped them out. Talked to them a bit. Christian didn't even know Bryan's name but Bryan knew Christian. He says cause i always talk about him, saying he's mean, or he abuses me, ect. I do no such thing!D:< LOL. They introduced each other and stuff. Christian, like me, is really not good with names. I'm surprised he even knows my name.xD He's like "You're in my class. I hear it all the time." Haha, still.(:

Then i went back over there and they put on the top coating. I was just cleaning off the tiles, plus i was tired. So i made Christian come over there so i could lay on him. His finger was bleeding, and he was using his hand to brush my bangs out of my face. AIDS. LOL. He told me that he had to leave for another class at Out of Site. Aha. Then Rafaella was like "That doesn't look like working!" and i had to get to work again. Eeh.-__- Then Christian had to leave, i hugged him goodbye and i continued with cleaningt he mosaics. Bryan kept asking what he could do to help. Nothing! LOL. Then it was finally done after we washed all the shit and everything. They could't get community service cause they were IN the class. Sucks. LOL.

Then we went to Safeway. Me and Bryan went to check out hot girls again. He didn't think they were hot. -fp- LOL. I said it would be funny if he said they were ugly and he got a boner. ROFL. And Bryan calls his mom, mommy. Thats so CUTE.xD Mimi bought chips, but the cashier said that those ones weren't on sale. So she went to the costumer service and got her money back, then bought other chips just to save her one dollar. True Asian. LOL. And the coin machine thing stole me and Cary's 3 cents. ROFL. And then Bryan had to leave. Cary went to Balboa and me and Mimi went to my house. We ate her chips, then i made noodles for her. She watched Sopongebob. LOL. The water boiler broke and my grandma, mom, and grandpa were arguing. Only Asians would argue with company over, i swear. LOL! Then i made chicken for us. Then Mimi had to leave so we went to wait for the bus. It was coming in 15 minutes so we went back up. Then we went back down and the time of the busses were hella bullshit.

So me and Mimi talked about slapping people back to their ancestor's home countries. LOL! It was a pretty funny/retarded conversation. We waited hella long for the bus to come though. And when we were into our convo, the bus came. LOL. So she got on the bus and i went back home.

English finals are tomorrow and i don't have my vocab words to study. Fuck.My.Life. I need to study last minute. Wish me luck. I'm soo motherfreaking tired right now. From school, life, and community service. Agh.

"All those nights we danced by the moonlight. Conversations bout nothing till midnight."

"You won't get out of this with your virginity still intact."

FILIPINO BOY.(: Sigh, i barely know you but now, i don't get the chance cause you're graduating. Hopefully you turn lighter over the years and grow up to look Chinese.(: Good luck at college.(: TTYL, hopefully we'll see each other again.

Christian carried me over his shoulder and i thought i was gonna die.

Me and Mimi took the bus with Leslie and got off at where we needed to go and went inside. We put our umbrellas down and kinda settled in. Christian, Paublo, and Jack were playing Duece so i made fun of them being Asian. I sat next to Jack and watched them play, laughing at them. LOL. Then Aileen sat on me.-__- Then Grace played with them so i switched places with her. Grace hella won, the Asian always wins. LOOL. Then class was about to start so we got the drums and put them in the cafeteria. Then we went to classroom A. We fooled around there for a few minutes. Christian calling me short. I was like "Stop bullying a sweet, innocent, little freshman." and he's like "You forgot SHORT." -__- LOL. Then Paublo was like "You're not short." and I'm like "THANKYOU. Finally, someone who's nice." and it turns out, he was being sarcastic. LOL. I can't tell, his voice is just emotionless.xD

The Alfie told us to gather around the table to talk to us about the performance next week. He says he will fail us if we don't go. LOL. Eh, i have to be there earlier for Excelsior to set up.:/ Oh god, i'm so nervous. I got the bass and middle but fuuck, the snare and hips, i'm screwed.:/ Then Alfie told us to write down all the things we knew about the class. Like mostly the rhythmns. I was like ..FUCK, i don't remember any. I only remembered Samba Reggae cause it was the one we recently learned. And Ejasha cause he was talking about it. Turns out, Ejasha is the only one i know how to play on snare.:D LMFAO, nice, right? Jesse looked at my paper which only had one thing on it and was like "Nice start, eh." LOL! I was like "I can't remember any!" LOL.

Then Jesse, Jenny, and Christian(Romero) came. Jesse came in with spicy chips and telling me to try some cause i was like "Everytime Jesse comes, he has food. That's why he's my favorite." LOL! Then we told him what we know and he combined it and we made a list of what we were gonna play first and stuff. I was drawing on my list. And Jesse took it and drew me. He noticed me staring at him and he made my butt bigger. ROFL. He's funny. Uh, we talked about how i was a freshman and they made fun of me.): Alfie was like "Don't call her a freshman. She's gonna be a SOPHOMORE soon!" LOL. Then they were saying how short i was and Alfie was like "She's not thaat short. She's the same height as Paublo." i stood up and was like "PAUBLO, stand up!" and he was like "You don't even need to check. You're the shortest." LOL. At least Alfie was defending me. LOL.

Then we reviewed what will happen and we will switch and ect. I was coloring in my words. Hahaha. Then we talked more, we talked about car crashes also. Then this one guy from Loco Bloco came in. He is an incoming freshie. He has been drumming for Loco Bloco since he was in diapers. Says Alfie. LOL. I don't remember his name. Well, i'm me. I can't remember names.D: He said he couldn't be there for their performance cause he was going to Fresno. Alfie was like "Dayuum. You're hella Mexican." i was hella surprised he said that. By far the coolest teacher i EVER had.(: LOL. Then it was time to go but i still wasn't finished coloring the letters. Paulbo took my sharpie away from me and i had to chase him around the room complaining that i needed to finish my coloring. Then Jack got it back for me and i hurried and finished. Alfie and everyone was laughing at me. LOL.

Then we went to lunch. Architecture people had all their shiet on the floor. And they were like all over the couches so we stood against the wall. Suddenly, i was like "JACK. Wanna go outside and spin around in circles?!" and he's like "YEA." and we ran outside. We were twirling in circles and before i knew it, he was on the grass. I couldn't even stand still, i was like stumbling around. Did i mention the grass was soaking wet cause it was raining a few minutes before that? LOOL. He was like "Friends that do that with you in public are the BEST." Haha, i agree. Then i was laying sideways on the couch, putting my legs over the ledge. Jack sat on one side or my legs and Christian sat on the other side. They were hella messing with me.

I was poking Christian and Jack. They're ticklish! Awesome. I don't like when guys aren't ticklish, it's not fair. Then Christian sat on my legs.): Then he grabbed one of my legs and put it on the other side. It probably looked wrong, like he was spreading my legs. LOL. Alfie was like "Stop touching other people, Christian." Heheheh.(:< I was like "TOLD YOU. I told you he bullies me!" and Alfie was like "I see that." in a hella 'knowing' way. GODDAMNIT. It's not like that! LOL. Then i was on the couch and didn't want to get up. So Christian freaking PICKED me up and threw me onto his back so i was like upsidedown. I was like "CHRISTIAAAAN! PUT ME DOWN!!" I was like, scared for my life. LOL. Swear to god, that boy.. LOL. When he finally put me down, people were like "Breathe, Jessica." and Jack or Jesse was like "You're hella blushing." i was like "I'm not blushing. I was just hung upsidedown." LOL. Those juniors are so clueless sometimes.xD

Then we got to the cafeteria and got onto drums. Alfie told me to go on middle cause i was best at that, i guess. God knows i can't play snare or hip. LOL. Then Christian came on the other snare to back me up. Thank goodness he was there, i needed him to play a second or two till i caught on to what we were playing. LOL, we were practicing for the performance and i was kinda lost.XD Then i was twirling my drumsticks and it landed all the way to the where Romero was, across from me. LOL, fail. Christian was doing his tricks and twirls and i just tried not to hurt anyone. Hahah. I need to remember the order of the songs we're playing. i know that 6/8 is first and i think Dance Hall or Hip Hop is last. I don't know. LOL. I KINDA got the drumstick spin/juggle down. Well, until someone watches me. Then i mess up and almost hurt someone. Not gonna take that risk at the performance though.xD Christian told me not to do that there till i practiced cause i can hurt someone. I was like "Imma hurt YOU." then i told him what was the most effective way of kicking a guy in the balls. LOL!

Afterschool, me and Mimi left. Christian was like "No hug?" and i'm like "NO!" and pushed him on the couch. Then i went back in to get my umbrella and pushed him on the couch again. LOL. Then we waited HELLA long for the bus. Saw Paublo and yelled hi to him.:D Then saw Jack, i tried calling him but he wouldn't hear me so i ran across the street and tackled him. He was hella surprised like "WTF?" LOL. Then i gave him a 'drunken hug' and ran back across the street. LOL. Then i ran up and down this person's house. RAMIREZ time. I stopped after 5. Mimi was like "It ain't so hard." and went up only once and gave up. ROFL. Talked and waited hella long for the 8x. Then it FINALLY came. Her dad had soduku. He's beast. Last week, he had the Arthur book or something. LOL. Then got off and waited a bit for the 14.

The End.<3 I love Tuesdays. 10 MORE DAYS!

"Finger on the trigger to my Dear Juliet."

Embarrassing Childhood &softboobs.

I woke up feeling bleh. Partly cause it was Monday, and partly cause my throat was like URG. But i got my ass up and ready. Took the 14 and walked to school. Went over to Cary's group. Mimi was there. She talked about how she was scared of dicks, and Cary was like "No one wants to show you theirs anywaay." LOL! That was one thing i made sure to remember cause it was funny.xD Then we went to our lockers, then to class.

In English, i did my work the whole time. I finished all my poems. Time for the stories. I heard Brendan laughing hella hard and talking at the table behind me. I stayed focus the whole time.(: I even heard Brendan say, "I never seen her so focused." LOL! I don't know. English is one of my hardest classes, i guess. One where i actually have to work for my grade.

Geometry was the fun period. We had a sub.(: So basically, that means i don't get to do any work. Lillian wanted my autograph cause she said we were famous. LOL! Then she came over to our table and we were talking about Sophia's clay things. They looked so cool and professional. Seriously, she should sell them. Then we somehow got into a conversation about our childhood. How i was a loner, and at recess, i played with my imaginary ponies and fairies. Running around with them, riding on them, and talking to him. I can totally understand why no one wanted to hang out with me. I was a totally dumbass.XD Then we started talking about how we peed or pooped in our pants. Angus was cracking up, i swear. Cause i would always blame it on my sister. LMAO. So embarrassing when i was little, i swear.XD

Then we got into a conversation about sleep walking. That's kinda scary. It's like you're possessed. You just suddenly wake up and do stuff and you have no idea in the morning. Sophia used to sleepwalk almost every night till she was like 10. And her brother occasionally does it. Like he just sits up randomly in the middle of the night, goes out into the hall, paces back and forth, and comes back in to sleep. That shit is SCARY as hell. And Angus's little brother does that too. He would get up, walk in circles and start crying. Then go back to sleep. Like..wtf? That's fucking creepy. LOL! Interesting ass conversation though.(:

Homeroom, nothing really. The only thing that cause my attention, i'm ashamed to admit, is when Ms.Joseph said something like "Stop threatening people with the Razorblade." and i immediately focused all my attention to her while mumbling "Razorblade.." LMFAO. How.. i don't even know. LOL. But apparently, Stanley was threatening to kill someone or something with the razor. LOL! That's hilarious.

Spanish, we had a sub. Mostly did my work. I wanted Sophia to make me a black heart. And it should be a little deformed to show the beauty in imperfection. Haha. She drew it out for me and it looked slightly like a penis. LOL! Did my work, the sub was annoying. Mr.Yiveginy or something. LOL.

Lunch. Hmm, what went down at lunch..? I have no idea, nothing interesting except that we went into YAB and stole Cary's food. LOOL! Ooh, Dayana kissed me. Foshofosho.(:

Gym was fuun. Talked about boobs. Found out Leslie and Dayana's boob size. And "DAAAMN, you got big tits!" LMFAO. Dayana's boobs are so soft and comfortable.<3 She says that my cheeks are soft and I'm fun to kiss. ROFL. We walked around and talked about random stuff. Dayana actually walked up to these two random girls and asked them their bra size. LMFAO. And since they wouldn't tell, we decided that we would just look and guess. ROFL. We're freaks.xD We talked about.. our birthday.. Um, whatelse. I honestly don't remember but it was entertaining. We eventually decided to be lazyasses and sit down behind the bleachers and talk about people who did weed. I never knew so many people did it. How the fuck do they get the drugs? And how don't their parents know? Seriously. LOL. I was surprised at some of the people who smoked weed. Ewh. "Everyone has secrets." Dayana said when i told her i didn't have secrets. I didn't realize at the time, but thinking back, how could i forget? The one secret that i barely told anyone. So can i say "I don't have any secerts besides the bigass one that woudl completely destroy me"? Yes, i think that's fair. Everyone has secrets and things that they never tell ANYONE. Everyone has secrets.

Health, learned about birth control. It was kinda boring but Victor was funny. I was amused most of the time so that's good.:D Buut Andy fell asleep. He seems more..bleh, these days. He's sleeping more in class and he just seems out of it. Eh.): Hmm, whatelse... I really don't remember but today was a good Monday. Very interesting, to say the least.(:

Till tomorrow.:D

"And when you don't have a shoulder left to cry on, i'll be the single thing you can rely on."

Girls..?

I don't understand it either. My natural hate for girls. Maybe I'm crazy, cause i see other girls with her friends. Most of which are girls. They're her support system. The kind of people that you go shoping with, cry with, talk about their boy problems with, or have sleepovers with. It kind of makes me sick. Am i not normal? But i have always prefered guys over girls. Even though before, my friends were mostly made up with girls, it kind of bored me. They would sit around talking about how hot someone was or how cute something was. I would be lost in my own thoughts. They don't interest me, i guess. The girls i really hate, are the preppy ones. They are stuck up, arrogant, and full of drama. They aren't loyal to thier friends, they're loud, they just make me wanna scream. But i know, i used to want to be one of those girls, believe it or not. I used to want to be looked up to, hated, and longed for. But i've found some state of mind, luckily.

I just don't get girls. I seriously don't get how they can be so annoying. I am aware that i am a female, and i don't want to change that. I am sure. But i prefer to hang out with guys. Reasons? They are understanding, funny, carefree, loyal, dramaless, strong, and just straight up fun. Sure, they talk about stuff that i am clueless about sometimes. And sure, they can annoy me to the point where i wanna chop their balls off. But that still makes them 100x times better than girls. For one, they don't PMS. LOL! Kidding. Guys to me, are the same thing as girls to a normal girl. Like, regardless of their gender, they're just fun to be around.

Girls have their girl friends. My guy friends are the equivilent of the girls you're friends with. But i'm not sure why it matters so much just because they are guys. And honestly, some of the guys that i am friends with consider me a guy also. And i think that it's the best compliment ever. I may not be the most polite or whatever. I don't know. But i can be girly sometimes. Haha, i have my moments. Not all girls are how i described though. I have a couple girl friends. Okay, one. Maybe two. Like some girls are cool, they don't make me wanna strangle the shit out of them. But most girls are just so full of shit.

Hmm, for example, one girl. I was gonna write her name out but i decided to be nice. Wait, no. I'm not nice. So AshleyL, if you're reading this. You are such a lovely person. I admire how you can hate someone just because you're totally jealous of them in everyway. Haha, you hate me cause I'm skinny. But you're just fat. So you like to accuse me of anorexic, are you sure you're not just overweight? I love how you talk about me. Saying how i 'left' you that day. Funny thing is, i don't like you and you don't like me so why is it so weird that i left you by yourself? Oh, i know. Cause you feed off attention so when no one pays attention to you, you get pissed off. Well, guess what, love, your friends could care less too. Frankly, talking about your friends behind their backs doesn't make them stay with you when you need them. That's not how you make friends, honey.

So whoever hates me, please let me know. Cause i will have more respect for you if you do tell me. Just come up to me with a "I don't like you." with a reason and walk away. Chances are, i dislike you also. Especially if you're a female. I think that would make my day. Cause last year, i wanted haters. I wanted people to despise me, don't ask why, I'm not normal. But i was looking forward to having people hate me in High School. And i still do. When i hear about someone who hates me, i think that i have succeeded in something. Why? I have no idea. It's just one of those things i enjoy, like being alone, or not liking girls. I really can't explain it. But i don't know, a lot of things i do, i have no explaination for. I have yet to figure out how my brain works. But its different from most people, i can tell you that.

So again, whoever is being a stalker and is reading this, come clean please. And don't mind me if i laugh in your face. Sometimes, i can't control myself.xD But overall, i think i'm nice. Frankly, i can't be mean to someone who's nice to me. That's why I'm nice to most girls. They talk to me, and i have to smile and act nice to them. Cause i would feel horrible if i was a bitch to anyone who was darling to me. Even if i know it's just an act. I bet you're thinking, 'WTF goes on in that brain of hers' LOOL. I wonder too. Whoever i'm really friends with can tell you that i'm really not all that nice and sweet. Of course, i can if i want to be. And i am when i have to be. But usually, i'm amazingly sweet to the people i can't freaking stand. It's just the way i am. And to adults(besides my family members), i can't be mean to them either. 1) cause they have authority. And 2) i just CANT. They are older and stuff and i feel like i need to respect them.

Anywaay, i'm done. Because i don't feel like talking about this anymore. LOL. Goodnight everyone.(: Sweet dreams.

Bonding w/Sister.(:

I couldn't NOT go out today. LOL, so i made my sister come with me to Stonestown. We took the 14, but it was taking too long so we went back inside my house and waited. LOL, i love living so close. But then there was this old Mexican guy who fucking kept staring at us. My sister told me about him, like if i check for the bus, he would be staring at me. If i went back, he would peer through the bus thing to look at me. How subtle. I had the shades Cary bought for me on so i was staring, at him staring at me, but he didn't know. It was hella freaking creepy though.:/ Yea, we almost didn't go on ther bus because he was getting on. But i didn't wanna wait anymore so i got on. He walked past me, but he slowed down and looked at me when he was walking past me. Really? Thats just creepy. So me and my sister was gossiping about how scary he was in Chinese and my cough drop fell out of my mouth. LOL!

Yea, then we waited a while for the 29 to come. We got on that, went to Stones. First store i go into is Hot Topic. Its kinda a habit. Plus the cashier was hot as hell.(: People like them make me wish i was older sometimes. Cause boys my own age, i don't find attractive. It's always the 16 - 20- something year olds. Anyway, they had like freaking Justin Beiber shirts there. Uh, gross.

I went out of there and walked to other shops i don't remember. I now owe my China money $100. I can't control myself when it comes to shopping. Especially when i feel like crap. So of course i spent almost all my money.-__- So we spent 3 hours just walking around and spending money. Then after all that, we went to eat cause my sister was thirsty. Ate french fries and drank coke.(: Then my mom called to tell me that we had TACOS at home so me and my sister went home. Bonded on the bus. Talked about embarrassing moments, and bleh people. Yep, pretty productive day. I wonder what would happen if i went to Eco Fest. But eh, next time. Jack was right, it's much easier just hanging out with your siblings than friends. Cause with friends you have to make a time to meet, then go there. With siblings, its just "Aye, wanna go ____" and you go. LOL. But its not the same, his brothers are CUTIES.(: Like how cute he was last year, OMG so cuute. Okok, I'm not gonna get creepy on you guys. Lets just say that he was super super adorable and i just wanted to take him home with me.<3

Yep.(:

"I was fine, till 7:05 when you walked out the door and out of my life."

Agh.-__-

Eh, i have nothing to do today. And it feels so AWKWARD. Cause I've been out every Saturday since ..i don't even remember when. And now I'm at home with more than enough sleep. I wanted to go to EcoFest today but then i had a feeling Mimi's brother wouldn't let her go. Talk about psychic. I would go but i don't know where it is, and i don't wanna go alone. But i was looking forward to it. Not anymore though. Fuck it. And of course, i had to wake up at 8am this morning. I know it's too early to be saying i have nothing to do cause it's only 9:12 but i can feel it. WHY isn't there community service today? And Mimi canceled on Cary and didn't wanna go to Japan Town anymore so..i don't know. PLUS, my voice is like gone. So i guess STAC really wanted for me to stay home today and make me heal. But i have nothing to distract me from you today. And i just want to SCREAM. I thought i needed rest. But..i don't want it. And sure as hell i don't want to get started on Ramirez homework. I'm just so out of it. Maybe tomorrow.:/

I don't even know whats happening. Not to offend anyone, but the people I'm with everyday just seem so dull. Like they can be talking about something and my mind will wander someplace far off. Or i can care less about what they talk to me about. I don't think that's a good thing.-__- I need a new life. I like how mine is going right now but it can be better. It will get better. I'm looking forward to summer because i don't have to see certain people, AND my friends for a while. And hopefully i will miss them and want to talk to them or see them. But i feel like the people i ACTUALLY want to be around, i barely get to see. Maybe like once a day, or a few times a week. Cause they can actually make me laugh till i think I'm gonna die. We all talk and laugh and just have an awesome time. Like i can totally be weird, retarded, self around them.(: And all of them are guys, so i guess Nguyet does have it tougher, being my only friend that's a girl. Maybe it's my sickness messing with my mind, but i can't use that as an excuse for everything.

AND 14 more days left till the Art Walk. To say that I'm nervous is a big understatement. I don't think i will do well. Like at all. I refuse to play the snare. I refuse. I definitely know i will mess up. No doubt that i improved but still, it's scary. I think the only other group that should be nervous as well is the dancing. We have to perform live. And its me and Jesse that are new at this. Before this started, i didn't know a single thing about playing. Whereas Christian, Paublo, and Jack have been playing for quite a while now.

I guess I'm done ranting. But YOU need to come make it better. Empty hope though, I'm sure. I don't even know what happened with us. Well, whatever. Bye.

"I would jump across the sky cause i think i can fly. And I'm flying. I'm flying away."

Grabbed Wilson's balls. O.o

Today, woke up earlier, got ready faster, and took the bus earlier. Walked with Mimi. No idea what we talked about. We got to school and Cary was with Ashley. Ew.. We went there, talked to him a bit, and Cary left so i left with Mimi. Ashley was just standing there like ".." and went over to Auxi and Janet. Obviously complaining and gossiping. It's so like her. We talked to Cary a bit then went to class.

English, Ms.Lam let us do review sheets and do our missing work. I just talked to my table until like the last 15 minutes. Then Brendan told me to do my work so i did after AJ got sent out for talking too much. LOL. I finished more than half in 15 minutes. I finished more than Brendan and he's been working/talking the whole time. -fp- LOL.

Gym, we talked about Ashley. They say that she talks too much shit and after we left her this morning. She just went crazy ranting about us. ROOFL. That's really sad how jealous she is, now that i know the reason she hates me. Yep, I am soo much better than you, so what? I'm usually way more modest but I'm not even going to lie. I think i AM better than you. By a LANDSLIDE. No one likes you, everyone is starting to see what a bitch you are. Ahaha, your so call friends, yea, they hate you. I find it hilarious. How sad. Nothing better to do than hate on someone who's so much better than you.xD

Then we did bowling. Same teams as last time. But today, Angus was hella good, and me and Wilson were hella off. I'm not even sure why. LOL.

Homeroom was funny. I punched Stanley in the balls and he fell to the floor. Jacky taught me how to punch a guy in the balls and hurt him real bad. LOL. Then we talked about our leg hair. Jacky was the hairiest, then Stanley, then i shaved so yea. LOL!

Spanish, we had a party. Ate lumpia and panset? It was pretty good but no one brought food so it wasn't much of a party. Lol. Then we watched Finding Nemo. Yep.

Lunch, followed Mimi and Cary around to buy their food. Then went to Leslie's table and Mimi and Cary ate Mimi's noodles. I was admiring the drums. They're so pretty.(:

Health, uhm..did we have a visitor..? I don't even remember. I think that we just learned about vaginas. Stanley asked if you cut your balls in half, will the ball inside fall out. LOL! And JackyL was laughing his ass off.xD And his laugh is so addicting. LOL. Then we watched a little bit of Miracle of Life. AndyT fell asleep. He seems so out of it these days.:/

Physics, we had a sub so i hung out with Brendan and them. They were teaching the twins perverted stuff and i was trying to be innocent. But Vicente said i sounded hella sarcastic. LOL. But i seriously didn't know what 68 was. Thats nasty.-__- They taught the twins 69 and creampie, and doggystyle, and all that shiet. LOL. They are seriously innocent as hell. It's kinda cute, kinda annoying. LOL. I was trying to pretend that i was hella innocent. But i kept on cursing. Then i slept on Wilson. And i grabbed his balls. Like i seriously felt it. That was disturbing.-__- Wilson was like O.O. LMAO. Then i wiped away the cooties on Vicente and Brendan. Then they started talking about tickling. And masturbating. I was making the motion of jacking off but i did it too high. And i make like a growling sound. The girl's table was like O.O. LMFAO. Girls.XD

Yea, thats kinda it. Tomorrow, i hope is another adventure. I doubt though.:/ I miss community service already.D: I wanna go to Eco Fest buuut, i don't think that I'm gonna go. And i don't wanna go alone, but it seems so fun and interesting. Overprotective parents and shit are pretty annoying.:/

"I wish time would just slow down, slow down."

Listened to Jesse's rap music &Paublo's scary face.

I got there, commenting on Andy's house and stuff then i looked down and was like "Is that Dean?" and Mimi's like "No." but she called him anyway and it was him! He was about to come up to us but we ran inside. LOL. Wtf was he doing here?! LOL.

Went inside, talked a bit. Hmm, i don't really remember. Jack was here today.:D I sat down and Jesse came. He had fries! So he gave me some.:D Then he disappeared to god knows where. Grace or someone was complaining about how the yogurt was old. Jack was like "Ew this is old." -keeps eating- LOL! Then Jesse came back and i was like "I was wondering where you and your fries were!" LOL. Then he just gave me the whole thing. Mimi came to get one and Grace did too. Yea, thanks.-__- And Aileen came to get one but i ate the last one. Jeez, ask him for some, don't grab it off my plate. Fought for a seat on the couch with Christian and Jack. Christian was pushing me off the couch cause his meanass wanted the whole couch to himself. He pushed me to the floor, and i just sat there. Then he STILL kept pushing me. I was like "I'm already sitting on the floor. Where do you want me to go?!" LOL.-__- The classes started but Alfie wasn't here so we just hung out. Jack was 'slapping' Christian. It actually looked real though. And Jesse was saying hoe being slapped at the back of your neck hurts. He said he gets slapped a lot. LOL.

And Paublo says some countries, they grab your hair, then slapslapslap. And the other, they grab the side part, like the sideburns part, and pull on it, and slap you. That must've hurt. Then he taught me how to 'drag' someone by their hair. It looked real too.:D At one point, Jack's brother came in and did something for him. He was SOOOOOO cute. I found out later that he was one year younger than me.. He looks 10.. LOL. But he's one year younger than me. And his name is Max. LOL. And Jack's mom LOOOVES him. Like he hits Jack, and his mom doesn't care. And when Jack pushes him back, his mom goes like "Don't hurt my precious baby!" LOLOL. Then we got into the conversation of saying "Breh" and Paublo was like "I thought that was the stupidest nickname ever...until i heard brebre." LMFAO. Seriously though.xD

Then Christian and i were play fighting. And Paublo was like "Come on, Jessica. Stay strong. Bring out your pimp hand! Show 'em who's boss." LOL! Seriously, Paublo is the one who teaches me how to 'fight'.xD He's good. He's like one of those people is quiet and stuff but if you mess with them, they mess you up. Hahaa. Yea, we hung out. Jesse taught me some slang cause i was saying how he's white and doesn't speak slang. He taught me three. There was lightweight, something for hoe, and something else. LOL. I don't remember what it was but it was entertaining.xD Then Rafaela came and told us to get the drums and bring them down. So i brought it outside and Alfie was finally here. We went to the cafeteria and got started. We moved tables and one of the legs fell off.-__-

We tried to fix it but it wouldn't work.-__- Alfie was in kind of a bad mood cause he had a meeting and they had problems cause someone badmouthed a teacher or something in Lick.D: So he told us to be more careful and we got started. I got onto the middle and Christian went on the other one. We drummed a bit. It was basically the other part of the one we did on Tuesday. Cause that one was with hands and now, we took out the others and put in basses, snares, hips, and middles.(: We messed around with breaks and intros and stuff. I think it was pretty good.:D At one point, we have to stop and say "HEY." then continue. I was like "Heeeey." with a high, girly, pedo voice. LOL. And then "Ayeeee." with a deep pedo voice. LOL. Alfie was like "No, not heeeey, or ayeee. Its Hey!" LOL. It was pretty funny.XD

Then we went up for lunch. Jack put in "I will follow you into the dark" and me and him started singing it. I love that song so much, i swear.(: Alfie brought in some popcorn and i was complaining about the smell. They asked me why i didn't like it and i told them about how i ate so much, i threw up so i hate it now. Jack was like "So you blame popcorn on your own stupidity?" ROFL. Then Mimi came in and just grabbed a cup and filled it with popcorn, made a mess on the floor, and left. Uh..yea. Christian ended up having to clean it up cause she spilled it right in front of where he sat. Seriously, the architecture class doesn't even get lunch break. Then Jesse put his ipod in and we listened to rap. Aiy yah. LOL. Paublo was talking at the song "Pop lock and drop it." and i asked him if it was an actual song. They were all like "WHAAAT?" LOL. Hey, i don't listen to rap. Like at all. LOL. Unlike Paublo's ghetto ass, who claims he doesn't like it but he likes listening to it. LOL.

Then when Christian was cleaning up the popcorn shit, a spider appeared. Now, not a small little spider. A big, BLACK, spider. So i screamed and ran outside. People were asking me if it was a mouse or something. Then Jack ran out, scared, as well. LOL. He was like "I'm not scared of small spiders or anything, but it's BLACK." LMFAO. Racist!xD And then Alfie came out holding the spider on a piece of paper and i almost had a heart attack when he walked by me. Then i walked in calmly and took my seat. LOL. They were all laughing at me and i told them to put on some metal. They didn't though.D:< Jack says i don't look like the type of girl to listen to that kind of music.:0 LOL. And Jesse told me that we've been in Out of Site for exactly a month today. He was like "I remember cause it was 4/20. National weed day." LOOL. -shakes head- That's baad.xD

Then Alfie came back with our self evaluations. We had to grade ourselves honestly and stuff. I gave myself mostly A's and B's. But Jesse gave himself C's and D's also. I'm like "WTF Jesse? Just give it a B." and he's like "You're suppose to be honest.." LOL, how white.xD And Christian was like "What are my weaknesses?" and I'm like "You're mentally retarded." and he actually wrote that down. LOL! Paublo kept staring at me in his scary ass glare. It is scary as hell, seriously. And he doesn't blink, or look away. Like wtf? He just stares. And he looks like a pedo, seriously. LOL! Last time, he gave me this look that made me laugh hella hard. Now he has a look that scares me half to death. That boy.. LOL. We talked a little bit more and got back down to business.(: Oooh, and we listened to Weird Al.(: But he didn't have White and Nerdy. LOL.):

Went downstairs, got on different drums. BASS.(: We played again. But they kept on messing up, it had to go -snare- then three beats on bass and middle. But then then they couldn't do it, or it didn't sound good or something. Alfie said that i got it but Paublo and ..Jack, was it? had to keep up. Well, i was playing middle before so i had to do it, and i knew what to do so yea. We just practiced, from the break, from the beginning, ect. I hella forgot the hand patterns already. Like seriously. My short term memory is annoying.-__- Yea, we did that, and then we packed up. I went over to the wall and was like "Look, there's a picture of an Asian! Did you just put him there cause he's the only Asian in your school?" LOL. Jesse was like "I don't know. This is the senior hangout place so i wouldn't know." I'm like "Seniors get the couches, tv's, and everything?" that's kinda not fair. LOL. Then i was like "I'm a freshman and I'm at the senior place. Rebel!!" LOL.

Then we went back up and hung out a little bit. My arms were tired and hurting from carrying the big bassdrum up there. Christian said that i needed to build some muscle. Eeeh. Then he hugged me and i didn't protest. "You're much nicer after practice." LOL! It's cause I'm too tired to push you away or insult you.xD We waited for Christian cause he was taking the 8x today. He had to take care of some 'business'. LOL. Jack was behind me so i fell back on him and he pushed me onto the couch. LOL. I was like "What was thaat?" and he's like "I slowly rotated you onto the couch." Psh, yea right. LOOL. Then Mimi was like "Try me." No thanks. You're not a guy. LOL. So then i fell on Christian and he caught me.:D I said bye to Jesse! He gave me a handshake and was like "Bye, Je to the ssi to the icaa." LOL. He looves me cause my name is so similar to his.:D

We walked out and i was talking to Jack. He gave me a quick, sloppy, little one arm hug. I was like "WTF is that?" LOOL. And he's like "It's a drunken hug!" and hugged me again. ROFL. Wow, loser.xD Then we waited for the 8x. Talking about random stuff. Christian wanted us to go to the Eco fest thing. I kind of want to but we had plans with Cary so eh. We got on the bus and told him to story of going to Mimi's house and the hakgwais. Then there were hella people who got on and this hakgwai was like "Move or imma push you out of the way." then he was like "Move little girl or imma knock you out. You're about to get knocked out lil homie." to someone. I swear, what is with hakgwais. They're hella rude and its like they just don't belong in public. Not to be racist or anything but they have no self discipline. He had a little black child with him too. Bad role model. Then Mark and his crew came on. LOL. We found out that Christian and Mimi were kinda going the same place. We came to the conclusion that he was selling drugs cause he had some business to attend to over there, where there are a lot of hakgwais. He was like "No!" LOL. Then i got off aand took the 14.

Yea, i am super tired so goodnight. I stayed up just to finish this. Eh. LOL.
15 more days.. Oh god.

"If there's no around you when your soul embarks, i will follow you into the dark."

Teen parents....

Woke up, got ready, lalala. Met up with Mimi, she was with Filipino boy. We talked and talked about the swimming test and how to get a doctors note to skip it. Haha. I'm scaared.

English- Did discussion. I remember thinking "Fuck. My. Life. My voice is on the edge of dying and you're giving us a discussion?!" But i wasn't gonna get a F on that cause 1. Its just too easy to get an A. 2.Today was the last day of her grading period and i want a solid A. Yep, so i got my A, even with my voice being bleh.

Geo- Reviewed. Mostly fooled around cause Ellett was taking a long time collecting books. Looked at the yearbook w/Sophia, Jason, and Angus.:D Kinda sad how on the freshman page, it's basically all Vicky and her 'crew'.

Homeroom was bleh. I read.(:

Spanish, reviewed. Me and Sophia made up our high fives and around handshake. LOL. Pretty funny.xD Not much more.

Lunch, hung out with Cary, Mimi, Bryan, and Leslie. Me and Cary went to go ask the twins if they had sushi but they ate it all. So me and Cary had to walk away sad and hungry but they didn't care. LOL. So we went back and i don't remember what happens next. But it was normal, boring. Nothing really happens at lunch.:/

In Health, we had special guests. Mr.Pepper said that they were teen parents. I immediately thought of 16 and pregnant. And i got excited and nervous. But no.. they were just randoms. No Asians. Heh, ironic.xD They told us their stories and how their life is now with their baby. They all had it pretty hard and none of the baby's daddy stuck around.-__- They got pregnant 14-15 and now they have to go to a special school just for teen moms. They like it cause its easy but they don't like it cause it's easy. Ahaha, the whole time, i had to pee. LOL.

Then i went to the bathroom, peed, then went to Ellett. Mingleeed? Then me and Brendan left. We saw Vicente and walked to class. Ms.Yoshi was like "-__- You're late." i almost said "Aren't we always?" Jeez, it's nothing new.:/ We did some shiets. Wilson wasn't here today so i prentended to be him. LOL. Hella funny. Irene sneezed and i was like "Bless you." OMGOMGOMG. I'm such a PIIIIIIMP.(: LOLOL, hitting on Wilson's girl when he ain't here. I was telling Brendan how i would chop off his gentitals. Chop of his nipple and make him eat it. He said he would chop off my lips and make me eat it.:0 Hell naaw. LOL. Ms.Yoshi kept telling me to STFU. Then at the end of class, she pulled me aside and basically BEGGED me not to talk as much. Sorry, dear. That's not gonna happen. I'm either running my mouth, or asleep. Pick one.

Afterschool, took the bus. I saw the boob coming off the bus just as i got on.-__- I almost forgot about that. Wow, that's how wonderful the band is. I forgot about him all together. He wasn't even in the back of my mind at all. Whoa.(: But he gave Mimi a small head nod and he just looked at me. No reaction. No emotion. Anyway, Paublo was on the bus!(:

"If there's no one around you when your soul embarks, i will follow you into the dark."

Today &yesterday.

So i didn't blog about school yesterday so lets see what i can remember.

Today+yesterday- Woke up, got ready, ate, took the bus, met up with Mimi. Then walked with her to school talking about some crap that i couldn't remember if i tried.

Yesterday English- Lam was like "Jessica is ready for summer! She has her sunglasses and everything!" lol. Did character analysis. That's it.

Yesterday Geo- Me and Sophia wrote that song/poem about poop in the Mr.Marshall accent.
Today Geo- Asking everyone to help me tie my tie but no one knew how. LOL. Angus tied it for me when Mr.Ellett offered to help. LOL.

Today gym- Did 6 bleachers+laps. Easy day for Ramirez. Gray's class had to do it too.(: I felt like looking like a guy today. I don't know why, i just wanted to.O.o

Homeroom- Yesterday, Jacky kept playing with my sunglasses. Me and Carmen were touching his hair.(: Today, nothing. Andy Ouyang was there. Stanley tied the tie for me.

Yesterday Spanish- Had a sub. Watched Finding Nemo in Spanish with English subtitles. Lol. Didn't really pay any attention to it. Only enough to fill out the classwork thing.

Lunch- Dont remember what we did yesterday. Probably sat in the middle of the quad. Oh yea! Stupid black music was playing. Today, sat in the shaded part cause it was slightly raining. Ate Cary's sandwich and Mimi's noodles, and JackyA's spaghetti. LOL. Talked about how cool Dayana's mom is.xD She doesn't like Asians, but she loves sex. LOL.

Health- Today we had presentation from YAB. I don't remember much from that.

Physics- Yesterday, i sat with Brendan and them. Brendan was eating the twin's sushi. I had 3 and he had like 6. It was for Cary, but it was good. They were talking about cooking for Cary, baking him cake, making him lumpia, ect. Brendan was searching through their wallets and such. Booded.:D

Today, sat with them for a while. Then i had to move back to do the essay thing. Ms.Yoshi praised me when she saw that i actually put my name on my paper. That shows that I don't do shit. LMAO. What else? Nothing else.:/

Afterschool, went to the Taqueria w/Dayana, Cary, Leslie, Mimi, Bryan, and Dean. Was there any more? Don't think so. We hung out there for a while. They ate, i filled out my YAB application. My inspirational person is Cary. ROFL. He confused me so much that i spelled decisions wrong. Fml. LOL. First, Christian wrinkles it while hugging me, then i wrote in purple ink but didn't have a purple pen in my bag so i had to write in blue. Then i spelled decisions wrong. Fuck. My. Life. It makes me wanna rip up the paper and start over. Such a perfectionist.): After that, we somehow got to playing the "Are you nervous?" game. I was touching Cary's chest and his ass. ROFL. He got scared.

Then we went to Safeway and me and Dean were just trying to punch each other in the balls. I hit him, he slapped my ass. I hit him 2 or 3 more times, and he punches me in the balls too. So i punch him AGAIN, but harder. LOL. Yee.(: We spent hella time there checking out girls. Bryan finally found this one girl who was finally hot. She had black hair, thick black eyeliner, black lipliner lining red lipstick, and bunches of tats. LOL. She was pretty though.xD Then we had to go to the meeting. But Mimi wanted to walk Cary to the busstop. Hahahhahahah. Then Dean and Cary left and we dragged Bryan with us to the meeting. Waited for a bit, chatted for a bit. Talked about the Art Walk. They have their posters! And i don't like when people talk about how I'm performing. No! STFU. I don't wanna hear it. I'm hella scared. LOL.):

Then the meeting got started after a few more people came. I was kinda spaced out. But they basically talked about how this has changed and what they wanna see happen. Rafaella told her class to take out paper and take notes. Ahaha. Sadsad. Then we went to explore. Still kinda boring. Talked about what we can do with stuff and how to make it better. There was this one guy just saying "Terrorist" and "Stalker." and shit. Ahah. I don't remember what else happened but we got in Josh's car, well SQUISHED in there. Me and Mimi shared a seat. Lol.. And we went to the Amazing store thing. And me and Mimi talked to the other guy in the other store about his thoughts and shit. Took way too long for me. LOL.

Then we left and got pizza. Talked about our ideas or what we learned and everything. But Bryan had to leave so he got his Coke and left. We talked for soo long before we ate. I swear.-__- Then we ate and talked and shit. Grace was trying to eat it with a fork and knife. LOL. Uhm, whatelse.. After that, i kinda joined in the convo with Grace and Aileen about sports. Yea..i don't know. Then we ranted about VickyK. Apparently, no one likes her. LOL. Then i talked to them about YAB and shit. Mhmm, got my question answered so yea.(: Then i joined Grace's convo again about.. don't remember. Then left. Mimi took the umbrella cause my bus came first. Mhmm, thats it.

"Mandy always tells the truth. Even when its hard to do."

My hands feel swollen &Christian cut his haair.

I don't feel like blogging about school so lets do drumming first. Mimi said she didn't have architecture today so i rode the bus with Leslie. She gave me the earphones cause CHRIS DREW was playing.<3 Then i got off and went inside. I didn't even recognize Christian! He cut off his afro. I was sad that i didn't touch it while i still could.)': He asked me if i dyed my hair. LOL. And the other lady, i forgot her name.-___- She told Christian to recruit me to join YAB. LOL.(:

Hmm, the architecture class had hella little people. It was the fat girl and the one on YAB. I told them that they didn't come cause they thought there was no class. Rafaella (or something) was like "-____- Who told them that?" and started calling all of them. LOL. Alfie gave me a mini lecture about how i didn't turn my permission slip in. Uh, i turned it in like the second day of school. Then he was like "Oops, my bad. The checked ones are the ones who turned it in. Sorry!" LOL. Then he started telling other people to turn their shit in. Ahaha. And Jack wasn't here today.)':

Then we couldn't use the cafeteria cause they were having a meeting. So we kinda chilled outside while they tried to find us a room. We eventually went into the music room (heaven) And Alfie immediately went on the drum set and did some sick beats.:D Then Christian went on and he was good too.(: Then this lady came in and was like "Are you gonna be practicing in here? Cause my office is next door." We're like "Yea.." and she's like "I guess I'll just go home then. You guys are so loud." How rude. But Alfie just laughed it off and we got other drums from the room.(: Alfie said that we were doing hand drumming today. I was like "Great, let my hands die." LOL. We all sat down and did warm ups. Jesse sat next to me and after every one, we showed each other our hands to show how red it was. He wins. LOL. But it did hurt like hell. It felt like it was swollen.D: But of course, it was just warm up. I did pretty good. A few mess ups here and there but still, it's all good.(: Alfie talked to us about the performance and stuff. We were going to a fieldtrip soon. Either Saturday or Tuesday to watch some band play.(: Sounds fuun.:D

We went up for lunch and i saw Mimi. But i didn't really know if it was Mimi or not before i was like "Hooe." or something. LOL. But it was her and she came.:D She told me how she was eating orange chicken and got a call. LOL. Yep, talked to Eric a little about tomorrow cause I'm joining them on their adventure.(: Then i went inside and I commented on how Christian stole my seat.D:< So Jesse scooted over and made room for me. I was like "Naah." but Paublo was like "Sit.DOWN." LMAO, that scaryass. Then i asked Jesse if he was a senior. LOL, he's a junior. Is everyone there a junior? I feel so young.-__- Then i said that Christian was so mean to me but nice to Paublo. Paublo was like "He's NICE to me? No, he's an asshole to me!" LOL.

Then we had to go down again to play. Alfie told us about grinding and how grown women dance. "They don't usually grind and dance dirty, but when they do, you know what's going down." LMFAO! He's such a chill ass teacher. Then he's like "I wouldn't know, i barely go to clubs." and someone was like "What are you talking about, you're a dj!" LMFAO. Hella busted. And he's like "Yea, don't remind me. I have to go to 3 or 4 this week." Ahaha. Christian talked to us about OoS YAB. I am soo joining.:D I hope i get in. Christian sat next to me and was like "You look tired.):" "I am.D:" "WAKE UUUP." LOL. We played for a bit, learning new tricks and rhythms. I kinda got lost but winged it. LOL. I totally forgot what we learned before the lunch break.xD Alfie was like "We did intense stuff today. If you don't feel it now, you'll definitely feel it tomorrow." Yay..more pain.-__-

Then we talked about how the teachers are interviewed by the students, and Alfie got picked cause the other teachers didn't connect to the students as much as he did. It's true, Alfie's hella cool.:D And i told him how my legs hurt really bad because of the Insanity workout we did in gym. He was like "Which gym has the Insanity workout?" and I'm like "PE." LOOL. I can't believe he knows what it is.:0 But i was stretching and Christian's like "What are you doing?" and I'm like "It huuuurts." and then, i should've expected a "That's what she said!" -fp- They call themselves Juniors. LOL.

After class, Me and Mimi were commenting how Christian got shorter cause his hair was gone. He was sitting on the couch and i was trying to push him, but when i did, he grabbed me and dragged me down with him.D: Just in time for Paublo to see. He was like "..-shakes head-.." LMFAO. Then i went with Mimi. Christian came and i started going like "Eew." then he hugged Mimi and started walking away. BRUH, no. You do not walk away from me without giving me a hug.D:< So i made him come back and hug me. He spun me around and i tried to drag him down with me. LOL. Pay back from last time.xD

Then me and Mimi talked more, got on the bus, talked more. LOL. About our busy lives.:D Then i got off and took the 14x. Went home, blahblah. I hate how I'm getting sick. I can't get sick! I don't have TIME to get sick. But I'm already losing my voice and it sucks.-__- I have so much shit going on and having to keep up with, i CAN'T get sick. Seriously, i can't. But my voice is almost already gone and i have a cough. I don't want to get any worse, but what can i do, right? -__-

"I am no gentleman, i can be a prick."