Embarrassing Childhood &softboobs.

I woke up feeling bleh. Partly cause it was Monday, and partly cause my throat was like URG. But i got my ass up and ready. Took the 14 and walked to school. Went over to Cary's group. Mimi was there. She talked about how she was scared of dicks, and Cary was like "No one wants to show you theirs anywaay." LOL! That was one thing i made sure to remember cause it was funny.xD Then we went to our lockers, then to class.

In English, i did my work the whole time. I finished all my poems. Time for the stories. I heard Brendan laughing hella hard and talking at the table behind me. I stayed focus the whole time.(: I even heard Brendan say, "I never seen her so focused." LOL! I don't know. English is one of my hardest classes, i guess. One where i actually have to work for my grade.

Geometry was the fun period. We had a sub.(: So basically, that means i don't get to do any work. Lillian wanted my autograph cause she said we were famous. LOL! Then she came over to our table and we were talking about Sophia's clay things. They looked so cool and professional. Seriously, she should sell them. Then we somehow got into a conversation about our childhood. How i was a loner, and at recess, i played with my imaginary ponies and fairies. Running around with them, riding on them, and talking to him. I can totally understand why no one wanted to hang out with me. I was a totally dumbass.XD Then we started talking about how we peed or pooped in our pants. Angus was cracking up, i swear. Cause i would always blame it on my sister. LMAO. So embarrassing when i was little, i swear.XD

Then we got into a conversation about sleep walking. That's kinda scary. It's like you're possessed. You just suddenly wake up and do stuff and you have no idea in the morning. Sophia used to sleepwalk almost every night till she was like 10. And her brother occasionally does it. Like he just sits up randomly in the middle of the night, goes out into the hall, paces back and forth, and comes back in to sleep. That shit is SCARY as hell. And Angus's little brother does that too. He would get up, walk in circles and start crying. Then go back to sleep. Like..wtf? That's fucking creepy. LOL! Interesting ass conversation though.(:

Homeroom, nothing really. The only thing that cause my attention, i'm ashamed to admit, is when Ms.Joseph said something like "Stop threatening people with the Razorblade." and i immediately focused all my attention to her while mumbling "Razorblade.." LMFAO. How.. i don't even know. LOL. But apparently, Stanley was threatening to kill someone or something with the razor. LOL! That's hilarious.

Spanish, we had a sub. Mostly did my work. I wanted Sophia to make me a black heart. And it should be a little deformed to show the beauty in imperfection. Haha. She drew it out for me and it looked slightly like a penis. LOL! Did my work, the sub was annoying. Mr.Yiveginy or something. LOL.

Lunch. Hmm, what went down at lunch..? I have no idea, nothing interesting except that we went into YAB and stole Cary's food. LOOL! Ooh, Dayana kissed me. Foshofosho.(:

Gym was fuun. Talked about boobs. Found out Leslie and Dayana's boob size. And "DAAAMN, you got big tits!" LMFAO. Dayana's boobs are so soft and comfortable.<3 She says that my cheeks are soft and I'm fun to kiss. ROFL. We walked around and talked about random stuff. Dayana actually walked up to these two random girls and asked them their bra size. LMFAO. And since they wouldn't tell, we decided that we would just look and guess. ROFL. We're freaks.xD We talked about.. our birthday.. Um, whatelse. I honestly don't remember but it was entertaining. We eventually decided to be lazyasses and sit down behind the bleachers and talk about people who did weed. I never knew so many people did it. How the fuck do they get the drugs? And how don't their parents know? Seriously. LOL. I was surprised at some of the people who smoked weed. Ewh. "Everyone has secrets." Dayana said when i told her i didn't have secrets. I didn't realize at the time, but thinking back, how could i forget? The one secret that i barely told anyone. So can i say "I don't have any secerts besides the bigass one that woudl completely destroy me"? Yes, i think that's fair. Everyone has secrets and things that they never tell ANYONE. Everyone has secrets.

Health, learned about birth control. It was kinda boring but Victor was funny. I was amused most of the time so that's good.:D Buut Andy fell asleep. He seems more..bleh, these days. He's sleeping more in class and he just seems out of it. Eh.): Hmm, whatelse... I really don't remember but today was a good Monday. Very interesting, to say the least.(:

Till tomorrow.:D

"And when you don't have a shoulder left to cry on, i'll be the single thing you can rely on."