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It feels like I'm falling apart.

Woke up hella late. 7:30, it was the latest I ever woke up, and I had to be out the door by 3:40. Spanish, studied and listened to music. Houston，fixed my 0's. 100% nigga.(: Gym, Andy is like the perfect badminton partner. He's hella good and our games are always intense.(: GSA, my god. Dean is so useless and irrelevant. Ahah. Got a ride to SomArts. Helped bring stuff in for Alfie and Josh. Mhm. Everyone else arrived hella late. Helped Amy set up. Basically set up the Pie Ranch wall the whole time. I got extremely annoyed of their perfection when i would usually laugh it off. I got extremely annoyed of her clingyness, when i would usually roll my eyes and continue doing my thing. "He's mine." "My -----" Yeah, I'm closer to him, okay? Gtfo, I'm not even trying to compete with you.

Agh, when you compliment something I'm insecure about, it makes me more insecure about it.. Christian and Jesse.<3 Cause they cared about me and gave me comforting words and hugs. My mind is all over the place and i can't do anything right. I wish i could take your advice and sleep but i have a project to finish up. Then finals next week. Without Out of Site too. I already know I'm gonna be miserable- more miserable.

I'm never enough.

"You left me with a broken heart, now i see you as i should've from the start."