I mean seriously? Acting? Music? What's wrong with me and why can't i be normal? Why can't i aspire to be an accountant or teacher or waitress or something? Why does my interest only lie in arts? Mainly performing art. I knew since i was 11- when i first dreamt the dream- that it would cause me a lot of pain and tears. When i was 13, i gave that up. Now that I'm back on it and stronger than ever, i feel the pain stronger than ever. The doubts. The worries. The tears. My god, I'm so sick of this.
But the last thing i can do is give it up. I remember, just a few days ago, i was thinking "I think I'm in love.. with acting." First, it's the only thing on my mind lately. Second, it makes me smile whenever i think of it. Third, we have bad times and we aren't always compatible. But in the end, i still love it with all my heart and refuse to let go. Why is this so painful?
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