Wow.

So i found this notebook i had in my angsty depressive teenage phase. Half the notebook is filled with quotes. Quotes such as;
"Death is tragic, but life is miserable."
"My heart is an organ that produces blood, not an organ that produces love."
"Death is God's gift to us, and life is his punishment."

Over 50 filled pages with quotes like these.. Shit like self injury, death, and heartbreak.

Did i honestly have nothing better to do? What a waste of time. Did i seriously do this? I can't recognize the girl who would waste her time filling a notebook with quotes like these. It's stupid. She's stupid. I was stupid. Starting over; I will now have a notebook full of happy things, inspiring things, things that make me smile. That's much more productive, yeah?

I was such an idiot in the past. I'm glad i found myself now- or I'm getting closer to finding myself.