Strangers.

Dear strangers/future friends,

First if all, i love meeting new people. I really do. Because you don't know anything about me. And that makes me feel a little better and less insecure. Cause once you get to know me, i am sick. I am a very cruel, sick, awful person. You don't wanna get to know me. I seem to get along with guys so easily, i don't even try. But if you're a girl reading this, beware. One simple fact you should know about me; i hate girls. I hate them until they give me a reason not to. I know, i know. How the hell does that work? I don't know. They just make me sick. If you wanna try to be my friend though, I'm all for it. Please, go ahead. I could really use more girl friends. Or just friends in general. So unless you're extremely confident that you're gonna win me over, watch your back. I am fake. And i can act better than you think i can. Haha, if you're still interested in trying to be my friend, go for it. I'm a lot to handle. I will drive you fucking nuts and make you wanna shoot yourself. I can be a handful, and very immature.

My emotions change quicker than i can process. I can be having a lovely conversation with you and a second later, i will be really bored and try to end the conversation. Or if someone more interesting or more important talks to me also, i will totally forget about you. I'm horrible, i know. I am easy to deal with if we're not close. Then you'll see a happy, bubbly girl who loves to have fun and is so carefree. Well, i have more on my shoulders than you think. And i am a type of girl who gets bored with people and things rather quick. One day, i can be really eager to see you and talk to you. Then the next, I'm avoiding and ignoring you. I want what i can't have. And i don't notice if someone's mad or ignoring me cause i couldn't care less. They can be mad at me for a month or two and i would have no idea cause i never actually cared about them. They just didn't know that.

I am a bad person. Very sick and cruel. Don't be friends with me. I am not normal, i swear that i belong in a mental hospital. When we first become friends, I'm gonna be so excited and everything. Then i meet someone new and i totally drop you. That's how i am. I'm a bitch. A heartless bitch. I've been through a lot, emotionally, so don't even try to play games. You can't hurt me. You can't hurt me.

So, Stranger, do you really still wanna know me?

Love,
JessicaLing(: