Well life, i have learned once again that i shouldn't take things for granted. Everything that i have now can be taken away from me in a second. Being without something that made me so happy didn't kill me. I learned these things the hard way.-__- But i guess that's the only way I'll actually pay attention and learn. Thanks for taking him away though. Couldn't you have taken someone else away? Someone less important? But that's for giving him back.
Not only have i learned to cherish what i have, it also taught me that if i want something. I should made it happen. I shoulddn't wallow in depression or keep wishing for it to happen. I would have to gather my courage, suck up my pride, and make the first move. That was scary as hell, but I'm happy i did it.
And, i shouldn't avoid my problems. If we talked sooner, we could've avoided SO much pain. Such a long time where i just felt..empty. And i didn't do anything about it cause i was afraid. So yeah life, sometimes i hate you, but you teach me things. things that i would only accept and learn if i have experienced it myself.
Next time, make it easier for me, please.
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