You know what? Fuck this. What the hell is going on with my subconcious? Yesterday, i had a dream of him talking to me like normal. God knows that will never happen after he completely shut me out of his life. I asked him why the hell he was talking to me and it was all a big misunderstanding. I woke up dumbfounded and just layed there for about 10 minutes just thinking about it.
Today, i woke up from a dream of us talking. In THAT classroom. Everything was normal. And i was happy again. I woke up not even REMEMBERING this dream cause the rest of my dream was very interesting and disturbing.. It about sex. Yes. Sexsex and more sex. At first, we were needed at a performance so me and someone went. I was afraid that we wouldn't be back for 5th period finals though. LMFAO! Then something about SOMEONE not being able to cum and i was like "Suck on his balls!" So i remember her name, Kathy was like "I wanna suck on your balls!" Yea.. Then in the bathroom or something, i confessed to Mimi that i wanted to fuck a guy in the ass really badly.. And she's like "Well, you gotta find a gay guy." Then SOMEONE else, im not naming who, walked by. LMFAO. Then my sister's water broke and my dad was just eating his rice like "Oh, ok." and all the girls were panicking. LOL. And we finally found out who the father was. Our uncle.. He raped her AND we were curently eating dinner at his house too... LOL.
Yea, if you still thought i was a normal little girl, this dream says otherwise. LMFAO.
Well, i'm on my way to OoS to meet Mimi. See you guys later.(:
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