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Everytime someone brings you up or something reminds me of you, i feel like i might cry. Sometimes, tear spring to my eyes, but only when I'm alone. I still love hate you.

I don't think you know how much pain you cause me. I've never felt this much pain for any guy before. I never wasted so many tears on everyone before. Crying on the bathroom floor makes me feel pathetic. Mostly cause you probably forgot about me. I probably never cross your mind when you're always on mine. I almost.. Almost. But i really don't wanna start doing that to myself again. Not 'cause of a guy. Not cause of anything.

Still smiling, the best i can.