More time.

There are so many opportunities knocking at my door. And i know i should be grateful for that but it's actually stressing me out more. I mean, Monday- Thursdays are going to be taken up by art classes. Saturdays, i usually have community service. But my cousin told me about other classes i could take. Over 50 classes at the Academy of Art. Sound like a dream come true? The one thing i love the most is performing arts. But i don't have time! It's pretty far away and on Saturdays. But i have community service on Saturdays. I'm pretty dedicated to that but this such a great opportunity. And when else will i be able to get hours without that? We sometimes do extra shit on Wednesdays but i will have classes then also. So community service hours will be screwed.

But classes there would be more beneficial for me. OoS makes me happy though. But Bal people are contaminating it. Okay, maybe I'll try it in the summer. If i don't get into the internship or anything. Actually, from seeing what i saw for Mimi's internship. I don't wanna do the internship at all. Alright, i guess I'll take those classes in the summer? My gosh, the whole year is all planned. Well, since I'll be distracted, I'll have no time for boys. Which will save a shitload of time and pain.

I wish there were two of me. I wish i could be two places at once. I wish i would have more time. I wish i could balance life. But maybe i should quit wishing and appreciate the fact i even get these opportunities. Some people don't. But some stupid people don't take advantage of it.

Thanks though, Sarah. I'll think about it more.(: I hope to go to your house soon. I miss you and your doggies!