Everythings normal.

So i went with my family to ABC and the whole way there, i was complaining to my mom about how stressed i was and how i regret doing nothing last summer. And now, a lot of things are coming at me at once. I figured i could take those art classes. Since community service is 10-12, i can just leave half an hour early and make it. I can do it, but i don't have that much experience balancing everything at once. I don't think i can take the pressure. I mean, I'm this close to pulling my hair out or i don't even know!

She told me that its good to get out there and do things but i need to be able to handle it. Frustrated tears came. Whatever, ate. Then went to grandparents friends house since the guy just got back from staying 2 weeks at a hospital. My mom offered to take them to this good doctor. Then i went to the doctor. Dr.Wong says I'm really tall. Hell, everyone says I'm really tall. So that's a big SCREW YOU if you joke around saying I'm short cause I'm starting to believe it. Gained weight. 103 pounds now.:D Did rest of the tests and he told me i almost need to get a book and study for my SATs in the middle of the year. He asked me a question about if i had an hour to do 60 questions, how long will i have to take on one question. The answer is obviously 1 minute per question but he phrased it weirdly and i got confused. He was like "You have an hour to do 60 questions. How long do you have to work on the questions?" and I'm like "Uh..an hour..?" Embarrassing. LOL. Anyway, everything was normal. My vision was blurry cause i wasn't wearing my new contacts yet. But that's it.

Then my mom got this medicine for if i get really bad cramps again cause yesterday, i wanted to stab myself. LOL. I bought pretty highlighters. I'm so excited for back to school shopping. Aha, then went to get groceries and my thighs were coooold. Went home and my sister was there. Gave her dividers cause they were on sale. Now I'm gonna ask her if she wants to play Uno with me.

That was my day. Doors are opening for me. So many doors, I'm blinded and confused. Really frustrated. I seriously might pull my hair out cause of stress. I try my best not to. Hah.

"Oh my god, I'm such a terrible mess."