Closure?

Dear ________,

It's been a while, huh? Why am i writing this? I don't know, but i told myself i would. But i was kind of putting it off. So uh, hello. We kind of ended on a bad note. I know i acted immature and childish. But um, you kinda did too. Thinking back, i don't even want to continue this letter but i promised myself i would.:/ We had good times. I remember that one day at the park, we were talking and you were telling me about your life. It was a really cold day. We were sitting on the bench talking about who knows what. You asked to hold my hand, but i couldn't. It would've went against my morals. But i did like you, i couldn't deny that.

Another moment i remember clearly was when you insisted to walk me home. That was the first time you told me you loved me. I scoffed and said, "Yeah, sure you do." and you said, "I do!" and i just laughed it off. I didn't want you to walk me home. Don't ask why, i don't know. So when we saw her, i told you to walk her home instead. Maybe that was a bad choice on my part, but whatever.

Then after the incident, you tried to talk to me. And i acted rude, i ignored you and you had no choice but to walk away. So serves me right cause the next time i saw you, you ignored me like you didn't even see me. Well, i wrote a song. It was late and i got inspired. It was suppose to be in your point of view so i could get a better perspective of this. It worked. And I'm willing to make this right if you are. I like you, but only as a friend. Nothing more.

Well, i don't know why I'm writing this. Maybe for closure? Maybe to say, truce? I'm sure we both changed. I can't lie, i miss you sometimes. As i said before, only as a friend. You had a way of keeping me interested in your stories. I remember that dream you had of us. LOL. Okay, i think I'm done.

The point, lets be friends again. Forget everything that has happened. Hello, nice to meet you. Alright, I'll stop. Haha. I hope i bump into you sometime.(:

JessicaLing(: