Spirit Rally. :D

Today was bad weather. It doesn't feel like a Friday. Woke up late again. The only day woke up on time was Wednesday. Sigh. Need to sleep early. I stay up thinking about stupid things.

Got ready quickly. Ate LOWMAIGAI. Omg.(: China made me so obsessed. Yum. Beliz, worked on skit. So many mistakes. I hate marks on my script if it's not written by me to help me. So being the perfectionist I am, I'm gonna reprint it. Houston, not much. Gym, played basketball with the boys. Lunch, found Stacy and Elisha to give them their shiet. Found Stacy first and she was talking about how she was going to find me, but whatever. Then i was going to ask people if they have seen Eli but he walked out and i gave him the thing. And he gave me a hug.(: I don't remember what else happened but William gave me a big chocolate rock square thing. I didn't even finish it. lol.

When lunch was over, it started raining. How perfect. Holaday, i couldn't even focus because something was taking control of my mind. And so this is how it's like to finally feel something, anything, for anyone other than you. Did worksheet that turned into a quiz cause we were loud. Secretly, i wanted it to be a quiz cause i already finished and i wanted it to boost my grade. Haha. Cossick, powerpoint presentations. I'm gonna have to present soon.D: Stupid Ben.

Rally, sat with GrammaLucas. LOL. Funny. Then Chan came and since i wouldn't scream, he poked me so i would scream. It worked. LMFAO. Then he went up to do the activities so i wore his jacket. :D Smells good. Haha. Went by fast. Afterschool, found Chan and gave him his jacket back. Everyone kept asking me whose it was. How did you know it wasn't mine, hmm?D: Haha. Went to Subways with Paulo, Kelvin, Dean, Parma, and Jason. Eh. Just went mostly for Dean. Then Paulo walked and took the 14 with me till Mission and Geneva. They were all going to Kelvin's house again. -rolls eyes-

So it seems like you're not the only one on my mind anymore. Someone new is creeping in when i least expect it. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to feel anything for anyone other than you but i guess i can. I feel relief and at the same time, fear. Cause what I'm trying to do is disconnect my heart from these kind of things. This only proves that I'm doing a bad job. I'll stop this before anything happens. I miss you though. Really.

"Lately, I've been the girl i swore I'd never be."