Better than yesterday.

So damn tired in the morning. Woke up from bad dream. School, all the juniors are showing me love today. LOL. Talked to Javon about Kevin. He's on my dick again. LOL. Talked to Elisha. My bestfriend!(: He was like "Oh, you like poles?" and pretended to crash me into one. LOL. And while I was walking up, Antonio was like "Whoa, is that Jessicaa?" and hugged me. I was like "Omg, you know my name?" and he's like "Of course!" LOL.

Beliz was fine. Gym, snuck over to Cubales. Almost got caught. D: Vicente is an ass! LOL. Telling me Glassman was there cause he knew I was paranoid as fuck. Poke. I'm extra sensitive today. Today feels like it's gonna be a good day.

Homeroom, did bio hw. Bio, lol. These niggas hang on to my every word. I think all think I'm smart as fuck. LOL. Not even. Blogged.(: Lunch, not much. Cossick, "Don't worry, Jessica. You're perfect the way you are." Aw, thanks.(: Learned about Barbie. If she were real, she'd be helluh hurt. LOL. Gonzo, blogged.

Afterschool, walked with AndyToy. Went to OoS with Cary. Got there. Talked to Amy. I really don't want people to join YAB. It sounds selfish but it's true. It's not gonna be the same. And I know that at least half of them will get in. So 3 more people on YAB.. We have enough! Class, rocked on the middle. I'm starting to understand everything. It's not all just random calls and follow what Alfie says anymore. But it's hard cause we have like 3 more classes to get everything together for the final performance. Alfie looked so passionate today. He was smiling. Ever since his mom passed, i know it was extremely rough on him. It's nice to see him smile again. Break, damn cold.

Khalil got honey on his face and his eye. LOLOL! He said it was hard to blink cause it would stick. Someone jokingly suggested he put some of the dip for the chips on his eye. He actually did it.. He just smeared it on a carrot and wiped it on his eye. Oh my god, seriously? Then he asked me to lick it off for him. LOLOL. Uhm, sorry hun. Too bad your girlfriend wasn't around to lick it off.xD Talked a little more. Everyone couldn't believe he was a junior. Someone thought he was a freshie, i thought he was a senior, and someone else thought he was a soph. Well, he's 16, but he acts 6. Like a really perverted 6 year old who likes to tenderly stroke my mallets while I'm trying to play. LOLOL. Played bass. My god, that shit bruised and scratched my legs up so much. LOL. I'm jealous of girls with perfect legs. Mine are always bruised, cut up, and scarred. Real attractive. .__. LOL.

After, talked to Amy and waited to get picked up. Yeah. We have two weeks to learn all the songs. Come on, guys. It's gonna be tough because me and Christian are to only ones from last time. Newbies everywhere. And drumming only once a week. But it's fine. We got this, right? Fuck, ChristianRomero and Pablo need to come back. Christian- pro ass snare player. Pablo- beast as fuck on the hip. Let's get it together. Good practice today. Calluses on my hands. Yucky. Man, everything about me is just so attractive right now. .__. LOLOL.

And during today's practice. I was 'leading' the middles. Monica would stop and become confused when i stop, or when i pause, when i drop a stick, or when i mess up for a second. When Afie reminds us when to go to break, or when he gets us back on trick, or when he smiles, it's towards me. It's cause I'm doing something right. He would show me what to do, i would nod. Monica watches me and learns off me. And i know that i can't stop no matter how much my hands are begging me to cause if i do, she will too. I would bite my lip in concentration (which i tend to do only when i'm in deep concentration) and nod when Alfie would correct/help me. I feel like I'm improving. Let's hope my improvement continues and does Alfie justice during final exhibition.

"So make me promises, boy, the kind i know you can't keep."