First performance of the year.(:

I presented in English. I was so nervous and scared. I was at a loss for words and kept stuttering. Fuuck. Nothing that interesting happened in school so I'll just blog about OoS.

Went straight there with Nguyet. Got semi-lost. Ahah. Got there. Jesse and Christian were already there.(: Walked around for a bit. Don't remember but i had on and off headaches. Francisco takes his chances and keeps touching me now.-__- Fucking fucker. He would touch me in some way every single time he passed me. What. The. Fuck. I thought i made it clear for you to GTFO. Whatever. Washed shit with Claudia. Talked to Kahlil a little. Talked to Jesse. I thought his last name was Burns when it was Ruben. LMFAOLMFAO! I'm sorry. That's not even close.XD He was telling me how they showed the video at the assembly and he was like "They cut off my parts but when you went on, everyone was like 'DAYUUUUMM. Who's that girl?!'" He said i looked confident with a big, pretty smile on my face. I told him that in reality, i was shaking and stuttering. He says it wasn't noticable. Oh, you sweet talker!xD And then he had to go.): Tody, i just noticed how pretty his eyes were. Theyre like hazel, lined with green. It was so.. OMGOMGOMG beautiful! Got food first though. LOL. Drew a penis on Christians arm.(: But he turned it into a face. .__. LOL.

Sat and talked to John. He went to Denman. WTFWTFWTF! I said he was a liar but he named teachers and everything too! Omg. I never even seen him around. He doesn't believe i went there either. LOLL. After a long time, everyone left. Then we started performing. Omg, so intense. It was chill at first. Until we got to the 6/8. Then i was getting a little tired. Then we moved on to that intense shit and i felt like my arm was going to fall off. It burned so bad and Alfie kept telling us to go faster and harder. Me- AHHOMGOMGOMGFMLLLLLL. While Christian looked fine. But i found out he got a really bad blister/cut from it. I cringe every time i look at it. ASDFGHJKL;. Then after the first set, we decided to leave. We took the 14, talked about how if someone tried to rape me, I'd rip their balls off. Ahaha.

This blog feels so short but it was actually really amazing. My arms really hurt but i know I'll feel the pain tomorrow. My legs are killing me. But most importantly, my cheeks hurt from laughing and smiling too much. I love you boys. I wish all of you could've showed up. But i had a great time!(:

Now I have to shower. I didn't even have time to eat dinner yet. I hope i didn't have any homework. Oh, i was so concerned with the pain in my arms and legs, I didn't notice the giant bruise on my leg. Lovely. I miss this.(:

"Don't throw me away. There's no way out. I gotta hold you somehow."