Eh.

I don't feel like blogging about my day today so let's just talk about OoS. I went, hoping that it'd make my day better. Talked to Amy about the YAB interviews. Ugh. Went down. Hand circle thing. I don't even remember what happened honestly. Alexis's pajamas were cutee! So snuggly. :D Break, didn't go outside cause the food wasn't all that great. Wrestled with Eli instead. "Tap the fuck out, bitch!" Then i forced him too. LOL. Also, doggystyled him. I'm a good wrestler, yo.(: Did our scene. Why the fuck do i keep on laughing? Get it together, Jessica. You only have 3 weeks till final performance. Which means, what, 6 classes? No classes next week. 4 classes? Get your damn act together.

Christian tried to drag me into the rap alley. Like seriously, i couldn't get out from his grasp. It got so far that even this one guy kept looking at me like "Omg." Cause he was all grabbing me and I'm like "STOP. STOPP." My god. The guy kept walking, but he looked back every few steps. I decided to blow him a kiss for his concern. Then a lady looked back and I'm like "Girrl, i ain't doing it to you! Conceited.." LOL. Christian kept putting a finger to my face, barely touching me. Goddamn, it bothers me. Stop.-__-

Got off the bus, saw Johnnathan. First thing he says to me is "Would you be mad if i were high?" Oh.. Okay. I missed you too. I've been doing well. To answer your question, YES. Don't give me that "Just this once." bullshit. I don't even care about that. You could've not told me. Why did you have to tell me? I felt bad that i let you miss the bus to talk to me, then i leave suddenly. But i don't even want to talk to you knowing you're high. I would've stuck around if i was emotionally capable of it. I'm not. I'm weak.

"Oh my god, I'm such a terrible mess."