Humping + fighting + laughs =OoS theater class.(:

Today was a very moody day. First time i actually bitched at people at school..
Houston, sub. Bookwork then movie. The movie is getting good.(:
Gym, talked to Carmen. She told me about her situation..): Best of luck.
Homeroom, nada. First time Cary asked if i was okay. O__O Yeah.. LOL.
Holaday, test then slept.
Lunch, nothing.
English, bitched at Ben for taking a book.. I don't even know but i was being a bitch. Sigh. Major PMSing. LOL.
Gonzo, nothing.
Afterschool, David got the Hukilau stuck in my head. LMAO. Then went to OoS alone.

I feel like school is so lonely. I don't connect with anyone and i don't have real friends there. OoS is everything now.

Did check ins. Then did slaps around the circle. Like, we would get slapped, the person next to us would laugh, and we would slap them. So on, so on. Eli came. And me, him, and Alexis fought again. It soon turned really hardcore and everyone stopped what they were doing and just stared at us. It was to the point that i was on the floor while Eli was beating me with a chair. LMFAO. Then we in-cooperated stage kissing and stage fighting into a scene. We were on the muni, i get on and see Alexis and Christian, who i believe is my boyfriend, kiss. I confront them about it and i fight Alexis. Then, she falls on Jessica and they start fighting. Then everyone just starts fighting and Eli comes out, socks each one of us in the face, and throws us off the bus. ._. LMAO. MACHINE GUN. BOOMBOOMBOOM! LOL.

Then we made sound effects and stomping and stuff. It was very confusing and awkward but it was fun. "Come onto my party bus. Hear the moaning? Joinm the fun. But you are up here with me.(;" Ahaha, Eli. Apparently, we're gonna get married and he's gonna hold my babies all weird. LMFAO! Whatelse, break. We decided that we were gonna fight. L.M.F.A.O, no one cared. They were all staring, but non one did anything. Christian punched me, then Eli and him fought because he hit me. I was in the corner with all the girls around me asking if i was okay. I was crying/laughing. LOL. Then we took it outside. Me and Alexis are BFFs with Eli because he has rootbeer.:D Hahaha.

Went back in, did my scene once. Did Mimi's scene. Then we did me, Christian, and Jessica's scene. Me and Christian were being inappropriate. "Heey daddy. Sorry I'm latee(;." "What took you so longg?(;" Ectect. But in the real scene, we got all intense. Right after the scene was over, we'd mess around again.XD 5 hand gestures with a paragraph to go with it. Bleeeh. Freddie was telling Christian how he didn't want to beat me cause at one point in time, i was his babygirl. Christian- "She's still my babygirll." Ahaha. Loser. Yuup. Went upstairs. Found out that Eli was going to ....fuck, i forgot. LMAO. But he wasn't going to come back till Monday, next week. SUCKSS.

Waited inside with Christin for a bit cause Francisco left. It was so dark!): And Christian wouldn't go into that rape alley with me.D: And he said that being 10 minutes with me felt like 40 minutes. -__- He didn't realize that was an insult. So i explained to him that time flies when you're having fun. So he tried to fix it. .__. LOL. Whatelse. Complained about how i'm such a failure as a female. First, i don't get along with them. Second, i don't even act like one. I'm rude, ungraceful, perverted, and just.. -__-. He told me that it was better that way. He says that he prefers that than a girlygirl and being like "OHEMGEEE. OMGG. Like omg." I don't know. Ahah. Anyway, Thanks.(: Made me feel better.

Got picked up and at home now. I should be showering but I'm blogging. Sigh.

"You make it hard to smile cause you make it hard to breathe."