Today..

Had a nice dream again. Good dreams lately, but it makes it harder to get up. Walked with Alan. He mostly talked cause I couldn't. He talked like me though. Whispering and no voice. Then he started making his voice crack. Going through puberty. LOL. Beliz, nothing. Houston, watched movie. Finished last night's homework and tonight's hw. Homeroom, read. Gym, badminton with AndyT. The birdie was hella fake and broken. -__- GSA, Leslie and her friend came.(: Got their food. LOL. Talked about future plans. Leslie and her friend can bake. Perfect.(:

Bio, these bitches stupid as fuck. Even Ms. Holaday got tired of explaining and told them to look at mine. LOLOL. Stupidasses. She tells them "You can do this." No they can't! They're stupid as fuck!! Omg. Holaday kept telling them to copy mine cause "I get it." EL OH FUCKING EL. Like the girl in front of me, I don't really mind letting her copy cause she was actually trying. But everyone else just sits there. Talked to Chan passing period. I'm hella tripping though. I asked what class he had and he said "Free period." I thought he said "Fifth period." so I'm like "Shutupp. Seriously." LOL. He said he was going to Da Kines so I asked if he was coming back next period. This is the last period. -fp- LOL. Gonzo, sigh took a quiz. .__. I can't blog anymore cause I had Holaday right before and yeah.

Afterschool, walked with Andy to the busstop. Took the 54. Hella crowded. Got there, started helping put stamps on the postcards. Had to go to class. D: Reviewed old songs. Jesse was cracking jokes and everything. "Back in the daay.", man, the first day seemed so long ago. xD Jesse wrote me a rap, "Jessica. Jessica. She's an actress. Like in wizard of Oz. She's Dorothy." I don't even know! But i was laughing my butt off. Then Alfie sang inappropriate songs. LOL. "You're a teacher!!" XD Then we needed to add vocals to the songs so Jesse decided to make one. "Why don't you love mee? That makes me sad. Cause i love youu. I will love you till the rain turns to snow." something like that. LMFAO. And... the 'emo' song. Cause it sounded like "Angry teenage angst." So they made it "Angrymo." Get it? "Angry-emo?" LOLOLOL.

Went in the room, worked on the song. Jesse played his Sax. Made it come alive, honestly. Pretty good though. At one point, we were messing around, and i put my thumb near his mouth and he took it in his mouth and licked/sucked it. LOLOLL. Man, never testing you again. I love being the only girl there. So much attention for me. Alfie- "Maan, you guys are so touchy!" LOL, they love me. :D And they realized how dirty my mind was. Not even. LOL. Yeah, finished up the song. Made it more complete. Then went home.

So tired. It's so nice to see you laughing and cracking jokes again. I don't know how hard it is for you, but i do know you're so strong. Seeing you laugh and joke like old times made gave me hope.

"I know that words aren't enough, but you're better than this."